17 sexes and 3 souls

Auds, Heroes, Orals

w: 12.5: 12.29 BEWARE! Contagious: Maybe They're Magic... 18 days till Christmas!

Well, we had our auds today.
This was right after the h4 one-act plays. Hahaha. I didn't really like them... walang story. And then weird ung pagkakagawa. Gagaya na lang, hindi pa tama. Anyhow, I liked CY's lang. Hahaha..... Well, I noticed two plays made use of Choc War. LOL. ;-)

Anyhow, we had the auds. Apparently, I was the only one in the whole lecture hall who wasn't artistic or faculty. LOL! Loner. Hahaha... Other people who didnt audition kept leaving or already left. Hahaha!

Well. I was nervous for the auditionees. For some reason. LOL!

Anyhow, I was thinking to myself... what if I go audition? Hahaha. Crazy thoughts. But there was something inside me saying GO! GO! GO! Hahaha. LOL. Anyhow, I would've auditioned if I hadn't been in Choc War. Then, I'd be a full prod and learnt he lights. But I auditioned... and now's the time. Hahaha!
Well, I told Stacey.... he said: "YEAH! GO! C'mon. But you won't get in. Heeheehee."

Well, the cast is unexpected ibang-iba from last time. Hahaha! But when thought about, they're actually well-suited. Hahaha... Well, in my thoughts at least.

Hmmm... malas ata ako. Only one out of the three I tutored got in. Hahaha!

CONGRATS, GUYS!!!!
And for prod.... see yah! (in hell... hihihi. }:D)

.-.

I forgot to say this yesterday.

WAAAA!!! Heroes! It's over na... 2 people died! Waaaaa!
Sana Claire revives them. Waaa!
Sylar's back! It's so exciting....
and I wonder who the new villain is and what Angela is talking about. Hahaha!
I can't wait for season 3! WEEEE!

Stupid strike.... season finale na tuloy.
INIS SOBRA!

Other than that, we also had our Chinese orals yesterday.

I think I did well.
Over self-chosen songs and stories, I'll prefer self-written reports any day. So easy to memorize kasi ikaw mismo nagsulat. Hahaha!

I think I did well.
I kept saying ahhh... and had short pauses. But it was pretty good.
I did it so fast nga lang so everyone was amazed.

Well, I confused the Laoshi. I mentioned stuff not written on the paper. And she's like where? Where? And then she thinks, ooh, he added info.

Also, I made her smile with my cliche ending:
"Three Gorges is so beautiful! I'm inviting you to go and visit!" Hahaha!

Anyhow, among the three laoshis... and compared to the other laoshis, many of my classmates say she gives the lowest scores...

Hopefully, I don't. Sana. Hahaha!

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alab ng puso

Hell Week

f: 10.20: 12.47 BEWARE! Contagious: Moving On - Elliot Yamin 65 days till Christmas!...

Well, I'm about to sign in to well-deserved sleep. Hay.
My bed is calling me, but I still want to blog.

Of blogs.
Well. I shall try to fix how my blog looks like. Maybe make/find a new background.
I noticed I blogged straight from Sunday to Thursday. It seemed impossible for hell week. But woah! Hahaha. No wonder I've been sleeping late...??? LOL.
And yes, I'm a lot of line away from finishing Lupang Hinirang. LOL.

Of Lupang Hinirang.
I was helping Kim out with his project in the morning. I noticed that, once again, no one was singing. I wonder. Was it because Mr Marana wasn't there? Hahaha.
Well, they did sing louder during CLE class. I wonder. I wonder.
You know what, for some reason, I keep thinking I'm messing up the lyrics even if I'm not. Haha! Hay. It's sad that it's like we're having an oral test. I'm the one taking it... everyone else just listening to me sing.... badly.

Of oral tests.
Grabe! Two oral tests on one day. Naks! The first was Chinese. They interviewed me about the song, and then we sang it in front. I kept forgetting the lyrics. It was so sad, but no worries: I don't think they noticed. Laoshi was so proud of us pa nga eh. Hahaha! So proud she moved the long test. Yey!
The second orals was that of English. Unexpected that I was the seventh to be called! ANNOYING. Anyhow, as usual, I was shaking uncontrolably. I mean even when I wasn't saying anything, my mouth kept moving, and I couldn't write well because my hands kept shaking too. Hay! Anyhow, I got a tentative 94. WEEEE! Hopefully, he picks those who gave me a high score. Hahaha!

Of tests.
Well. We had the Filipino long test that day too. Actually, I forgot about it the whole day. It was only till I asked Kim why Ms.Tina was counting was I reminded that we were to have our long test that day. HAYYYYY CARRRRRAMBA! It was so hard! But I have to keep fighting for what I think is right.... para sa akin ang kingdom of heaven. Hahaha.

Of CLE.
Grabe that creative synthesis. I slept past 1 last night doing it. Then, I fell asleep. I suddenly woke up on my bed. After 5 seconds, I tried to recall: "I never laid myself down on the bed. That must mean.... AGHH!!" I rushed into the bathroom, then I rushed taking a bath. All that just so I can go finish my synthesis. Hay.
I just passed it tonight.... 12. Hahaha! If I was told earlier, I wouldn't have strained me that early un the morning. Hahaha!
By the way, that morning, the school bus arrived just when I was printing the last page. Galing ng timing!

Of the school bus.
For some weird reason, I sat on the front seat of the bus. Hahaha. I always stay at the back, but now I enjoy the front seat. Hahaha. It's really spacious and it's not an eye sore. Hahahaha.
Back when I was sitting there, I was able to see through the eyes of manong... how he had to maneuver through all the cars. But then I still saw how we were compared to the other cars in the street..... slow. Hahaha. Oh yeah, when we reached Ortigas, I fell asleep even if I told myself I wouldn't. Hahaha

Of sleep.
It's one of the worst habits you can have during classtime. But I couldn't avoid it. At least, I'm not that obvious since I'm not really caught.... even if the teacher is right in front of me. LOL.
I'm talking about Chinese. I mean... I dunno. It's just boring, and the AVR is cold. Just perfect. Hahaha.

Of swimming.
GRABE! The first time I got into the water, I was freezing!!! It was soooo cold! I couldn't believe it. Hhahaha. Well, we had our last skill test last Thursday... it was also our last meeting. Hahahaha. Well, I guess I did okay. This is one skill test I didn't stop or anything. Hahaha. After, they let us swim in the deep pool. So fun!

Of FX.
It was fun... tiring though. I was sooooo sabog though. It was annoying! I even missed my cue on the my last speaking scene. Hay! Grabe naman. My performance today... wasn't that good. Waaa. Anyhow, at least I improved on my barker scene, but I know I can do better.
I really have to... read Chocolate War again to get a better feel of my character and read Bakit Baliktad outloud... well, at least just the part about "Kalamaaaaaay!", "Baluuuuuut!", "Sigeeeeeeeee, halukaaaaaaaaaaay!", "Cubao! Cubao! Cubao!" and "PINK NA PANTY ANG TRIP NI LOLA!" LOL. Hahaha.
I'm proud! According to Allen, prod is all done with the work. But come to think of it, they're not. They have to maintain the props, clean the stage, check for the sofa and ball!

Hey! How are my transitions? :D LOL.

BTW.
The last highlight of these last two days is that of ........
It's getting too out-of-hand already.
But we're ready na. Really ready. Hahaha. We can do this!

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this is buzz.

DVD, Chinese and Dismissal

m: 10.15: 9.13 BEWARE! Contagious: Light Up The Sky - Yellow Card...

Hmm. Before I get on to more homework.... (ack! i hate it!)
Just wanna. Hahaha. La lang.

Well I forgot to say on my blog last night that my dad replaced my defunct mouse and my defunct CD-RW. So now I have this smaller mouse that can be used on reflective surfaces and has better "clicking abilities." Hahaha.

He replaced the CD-RW with a..... DVD-RW!!!
This means... DUWA! Weee.
I can finally burn it and share it with the world. Hahaha! LOL.

Anyhow. It's Kim and Raffy's birthday today. So let's go sing:
Happy Birthday LIBRE!!
Naghihintay ako... lalo ka na, Kim. Hahaha!

What can I say? I'm so sabaw today! (that rhymed! :D)
Chinese class, I forgot to bring my Chinese book. It's a good thing LaoShi was kind, so I shared with Charles. In return, I was extra attentive. But it got weird 'coz she kept looking at me saying Mingbai? (do you understand?) and Dui? (am i right?). Of course, I would respond positively even if I didn't know what she was talking about. Strangely, I did know what she was talking about. Hahaha!

Well. Most of my notebooks for today got mixed. I exchange Science with Chinese. My Chinese with my Junk notebook. My SocSci for Math. Hay. Something's wrong with me. LOL.

Anyhow, Kim, Mark, Charles, Babsi and I did our CLE project today dismissal. Hahaha! We recorded it. Our blooper royalties this time are Queen Kim and King Babsi. Charles had the least bloopers. His recording was fast!

Thanks to Nath for recording our buzz sequence! Weee.

Because I thought there was FX today, I thought I'd go. But Early in the morning did I find out that there wasn't any. Shucks. I called home lunchtime but to no avail. This is why I took around 30 minutes at gate 14 waiting for a fetcher. Hahaha. Buti na lang they arrived fast. But I wasted a lot of 5 peso coins making 2 minute calls. Naks!

While waiting, I even caught up with the H4s who came from PETA. Hahaha. Allen came to chat. Hahaha!

Well. While waiting, I met a new friend. This fifth grader named Kyle Cheng. Hahaha.
He was real kind. Hahaha. Siyempre, nag-promote na ako.
"When you're in high school na, join Stage FX! Okay? It's really the greatest experience ever!"
And he was amazed. He said Yes. Hahaha. Sadly, I won't be here by then. Hahaha.
That is... unless I visit as an alumnus. Of course, I would. Hahaha!

For some reason, I feel like the current H2s and H1s are going to kill FX just like how we killed X-rep. Please don't let it happen! Hahaha. La lang.

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jiggle jiggle

Chinese Orals and Tests and PE

*t: 10.11: 9.27 BEWARE! Contagious: Ni Yao De Ai - Penny Dai...

Tonight is crammer's night. Weeee! Hahaha.
Today was hillarious! Hihihi.

Well. Last night was quite annoying though.
I worked really hard to make a calendar. Haha. And it looks good... at least in my view. But then stupid sticky-clay-thinggy won't stick. Damn.

Anyhow, I was up late last night looking for a Chinese song... and then.... THERE WAS A BLACK OUT! Hay Caramba! Anyhow, I was waiting for the lights to come on on my bed, but I fell asleep. Naman!

When morning came, I took a bath and rushed to the computer. Printed lyrics.
So if you're wondering, for our Chinese orals, we will sing a song! Hahaha.
And my song was chosen: Ni Yao De Ai. (The Love You Want)
You got it right! It's the Meteor Garden Theme. Hahaha! Lol.

Malay ko ba naman what songs to pick. I don't know any Chinese singer and neither do I listen to them. Hahaha. F4 sana, but I dunno the other songs. (Oh Baby Baby was taken already. Can't Help Falling has too much English. Haha!) Sobrang jologs naman! Haha. Jowk.

Chinese was the first period. Haha.
Well, we had a test today, and I did not know. I thought it was next Thursday pa. Iyon pala it was this Thursday. WAAAA! I wasn't able to study. But I don't have any blank spots. I just hope my guesses were correct. After this, we had our comprehension. I was still translating the words I didn't know until she said PASS! Syit! I was still translating. I haven't read it, I haven't answered it. So I just put in random numbers. Hay!

Anyhow, fast forward to PE. Blah.
Haha! It was our second skill test today. I was so crazy at that time. Why? We were supposed to do dives. And they never ever taught us that before. I kept complaining in a reallly weird way. Not really nervous or worried. Hahah. Just crazy.

So our instructor taught the dives to us, and my goggle kept falling off my eyes. Hay. When the test came, we did all of it. During the last dive, the goggle flipped again, and it was over my mouth. Sadly, this was the dive wherein we had to go freestyle right after diving. So when I dove, I was struggling to swim since I could barely open my mouth to breathe. AGH! I reched for it and stopped. When I did continue, I bumped into Adrian naman. WOW! ANG GALING MO, LUIS! Haha. No worries... well may be a little bit. Hahaha.

Anyhow, he taught us the Butterfly and Breast Stroke right after. I guess I actually learned from my summer swimming lessons. Haha. Our instructor kept saying "nice one!" YAY! That makes up for the diving. HAHAHA!

If there are any subjects I'm worried about. It's Chinese and PE.
I think I'm doing swell in Soc Sci. And I've only had one failing quiz in Math. (Soon to be 2? Jowk.) Science is well... I think I'm doing well enough. English is really. (The LT brought my spirits up) CLE is still up. I've accomplished everything for Journalism so I think I'm getting that P.
Oh shucks! FIL!!!! AGHHHHH! My seatworks and check ups are sooooooooo low. :(( And who knows what my score on pokus was.... other than Ms.Tina of course.
Why am I worried? 'Coz my parents will blame FX if I don't get into the honor roll. WAAA! I dunno what could happen but I bet it's nothing great.
(Wrong timing talaga. I wanna get out of Chinese Advanced but I can't. Waaa!)

Well. I went to FX right after, but I didn't stay to take the circular since the bus would leave me right away. Yeah, I left early. For the first time in ???, I actually rode the bus going home. Hahaha! It was quiet though.. as it usually is. But it wasn't crowded. No H4 kasi.

So I just took the circular from CJ. (Walked to his house) And I'm doing the CLE CS right now. Hay. And then I must pack. As well as cram all the other homework. Wish me luck. :D

TOMORROW IS FX NIGHT! WEEEE!
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seasons of

Great Randomness--Hell Week Update

t*: 10.02: 9.09 BEWARE! Contagious: Louder than Words...

According to Mr. Perez, I'm full of zest today. Haha! I just got hyper lang after examen. LOL.
Anyhow, I just thought I should blog today. Hahaha.

Sunday night, just when I thought all would go well. It didn't.
Hayz. The usual thing again. Sometimes, I just get so sick of it already...
Well. I slept late because of all sorts of homework and the Science LT.
But that was great since, finally, my notes are all arranged. Hayz.

Anyhow.
Math class had a really great big piece of chalk, right?

SCIENCE.
Wow. the LT. damnit. First number pa lang, mali na.
I guess I was just sleepy. I misread meiosis for mitosis. Naks!
And my last number is definitely, definitely wrong.

Anyhow.
I slept late again. This time, it's for the Chinese Orals. Wow. It's really Hell Week.

Somehow, we can't get the time to be able to talk.
It gets annoying especially when you want to say something na.

Alright, straight to Chinese class.
Because of the fact that I only memorized the night before, I was really sure I would score low. Hayz. Somehow, I wasn't as nervous as I usually am when there's some kind of oral test. I was expecting I would be since I barely know a thing. But nothing... I was quite fine.

On the test itself, I was under Li Laoshi/Lily Huang. It was okay. She kept nodding so it meant she understood me... hahaha. But on the second to the last paragaph, nagka-mental block ako. Hahaha. She also laughed. LOL! Anyhow, for the question portion, I could barely hear her and she spoke sooo fast. So I told her to repeat. And I answered all of her questions. Weee!

Anyhow, I only remember while eating lunch that I have to do my Journalism homework. Hahahahaha. So yes, I asked for pad from Allen. (THANKS!) Thought of my topic. And then I scribbled on. I was barely past the 2nd pargraph when the bell rang. So yeah... boo hoo.

Examen time, I was telling myself... why are you so near the door? If you were farther away, the roving teachers won't notice you. And even if you were far, why are you so law-abiding?
Just when I was sermoning myself, the examen voice told me to get a pen and paper. And I was sooooo hyper! I can actually sneak doing my homework while they were making us do some activity with the left hand. Hahahaha.

Anyhow, this continued during English class. Hahaha.
We were still arguing about PAST PERFECT TENSE in a COMPLEX SENTENCE. Can someone enlighten me? Hahahaha.

FX. Phew. Did a lot of cleaning. I'm so proud of how organized backstage is. Hahaha!
La lang. Now, if all the wires would fix themselves. Hahaha.

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me haces falta

Hell Week

*s: 9.38: 10.48 BEWARE! Contagious: lotta stuff....

well. right now, i'm having a headache. hayz. cramming.

anyhow. my problem is that it's hell week. that's all.

tomorrow, it's my science LT.
technically, i don't have notes. it's not because i don't copy. in fact, i always copy.
but i'm too obsessive compulsive that i don't copy it unto my notebook. instead, i do it on my junk notebook. i do this so that my notes will be in perfect order come qt time. hahaha.
anyhow, my notes end at central dogma (which is the lesson right after meiosis. my notes are complete with illustrations of each step. haha!)

wish me luck. i remember it exactly like last year. i got a 65% on my 2nd quarter science lt.
as ms.a deems it, LTs are useless. hayz.

on tuesday, it's me Chinese MT.
God! I have to memorize to really long stories. boo hoo for the pure filipino. hayz.
why do we have to do this? naks.
i can already see this as a chance to get lower than 85% on the card which kicks me out of Chinese advanced. (hallelujah!)
But i can't do that. I have to stay on the line of 9. Why? My parents will blame FX, and i get kicked out. Naks. It's sooooo annoying.
Sadly, you can't get kicked out of advanced during the third quarter. By third quarter, I don't think i'll be staying in school till late everyday because of FX. this would be perfect timing to lower my grades in Chinese. but it's useless coz I can't escape advanced anyway. hayz.

on thursday, my parable is due.
I think I'll just go make a story up in school. And then I'll use my webcam. upload to Youtube. Hayz. But i need some spark. I can't think of any story.

on friday, my filipino Outline is due.
And I wanna sneak in my draft too. I want the plus points. Plus, i'll be bust by the next week since it's the play date na.

speaking of The Chocolate War...

WATCH IT!

Buy tickets from me (and me only) starting Wednesday (siguro)
Play dates are on October 13, 14, 26 and 27.

Also, if you wold like to sponsor the play, it would be well appreciated. Hihihihi. (i'm out of luck with sponsors. I might end up sponsoring myself. hihihihi.)

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jelly in the lips

Sleepiness, Driving and Speech

w: 9.26: 9.47 BEWARE! Contagious: Unfaithful - Rihanna...

Okay. Now that I'm a bit more composed. Phew.
Here's the real blog.

Hehehe.
Grabe last night. I fell asleep in front of the computer. Hayz. Hahahaha.
Back pain. I woke up at around 12. Slept on my bed for 15 mins.
I woke up again to dress up ans shut the computer down. Naks. Hahaha.

Before that actually, my dad told me that he renewed his license.
It's now a professional. According to him, this means he can be in the passenger seat once I have a student's permit. I'm still confused though about this what-not, but that's not important.
What's important is that I can drive soon! WEEEEEE!
I just have to grow taller a bit more. hahahaha.
Add to that, I have to turn 16, which according to the LTO site is the age when you can apply for a permit. 17 to apply for a license. Hahaha!

Hahahaha!
Anyhow, we had the assembly today. Thank God I wasn't late. Hahaha!
So we usually have the haircut thingy. Shhh! I escaped! ;-)
Ayoko mag-kwento. I might get in trouble. Hahahaha!

Well.
I was sleepy most of the day. And I've been getting better. Chinese class, I slept. Nasa harap na harap ako ni Laoshi. But she didn't know I was sleeping. My seatmates were laughing nga on how I was so near her pero no one noticed.... other than them. Hahaha!

English class.
Mr. Perez was looking for volunteers for this UP speech contest thing. Hahaha.
Crazy Babsi.. shouted my name. Mr. Perez said, "Oh no! Luis has already been pre-chosen"
I told Kyne, "WTF? Syiiiiiiiiiit!"
Hahahha. Apparently, he's looking for participants for this group reciting... to be trained by Mr. Asis. And then I was put in this Individual contest (syiiiiiit!) thing with Mr Legaspi.

Anyhow, lunchtime, I saw Mr. Perez. He said, he made a mistake, and I'm not in.
YEEEEEEESSSSSSSSSSSS!
Hahaha. La lang. I'm still traumatized by my grade 7 extemporaneous speech contest. Hahaha!
And I definitely cannot stand on stage alone.

So yeah. Peer faci and then FX.
And then my frustration. Haha!

HEROES! Weeee!
I'm loading the 1st episode na! hahaha!

Anyhow, that's it for now.

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help the homeless here in my hat

Tests, FX, Friends and my Room

t*: 9.25: 10.21 BEWARE! Contagious: Stuff....

Wow.
It's just been two days and it's all been a great big blur. Haha!

Yesterday, I was soooo sleepy since I slept at 1 the night before. Yeah, I was cramming everything. Hahaha. When the school bus came, I was still brishing my teeth. Hayz.

So when I got to the classroom, I was cramming Chinese LT.
Talagang di pinag-aralan eh. Hayz. And the LT came. I score low.
But it's good enough to pass: 85.5. Hayz. Hahaha!

So yeah, the most of the day was a blur.
Busy-busyhan.

FX came. And it was both cool and scary. Hahaha.
I'll go skip most of the frustrations, and just say this: Yes, I admit they're too dependent. I really need some lessons on domineering, and then apply for play#2. ;-) Since I'm lights, there might be more time for prod. Hahaha.

Cool ng lights.
It was New Year! Wahaha. Pumutok ang mga ilaw. Hahaha. Then we had a mini fire. Hahahaha! Coincidentally, Mr.Legs wants some fire for play#2. I volunteered Stacey. Hahaha!
In no relation with that, Stacey has started teaching me his lights knowledge. Hahaha. Let's see what I've learned:
- Making an outlet/plug
- Checking for gaps
- Fixing wires
- Hanging lights
- How not to fall while standing on a ricketty ladder that is moving. (just hug the ladder and wave to your fans)

Somehow, Stacey says he'll be away from FX next year but i doubt it. Hahaha.
Other than that, there's the rest of the H2 who're leaving FX. Hahaha.
By the time we're H3, it's just me, CJ and varr. And maybe some other who wanna join. But basically, I'll be the only one who was there since H1.
What really makes me wonder is that they feel too pressured. But they wouldn't be pressured if they actually did work. Diba? Hahaha.

So when I got home, I slept at 1 after cramming homework. Evil stuff plus Journ. Hayz.

The next day, blah. We had our Math LT and I had a couple of mistakes na. Hayz. Carelessness. Hahahaha.

CJ came home with me after FX.
He stayed muna in my house since his parents weren't home. Hahaha. He got to see the renovated house... and my room. Hahaha!
I've been wanting to show someone my room. But who can I show naman... at least, I have shown someone na. Hahaha.

Well. Other than being awed by the room, we talked about *ehem*ehem*
We even used paperclips to help us visualize. Hahaha. It was weird but cute. Hahaha.
And so it made me wanna email Paul. And so I did. Haha.

So that's mostly it for now.

MALAPIT NA ANG CHOCOLATE WAR
don't forget: BUY TICKETS FROM ME! Hahaha.

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the more you love someone, the more you want to kill them

Bad Friend, Seating Arrangement and Chinese Class

m: 9.17: 10.42 BEWARE! Contagious: Avenue Q...

Today started out great. I mean I still had time to listen to the radio. Haha. Nawawala ang mga Masters. Hahaha.

Anyhow, only when I was thinking in the school bus did I remember: syit! I fell asleep to early! Meaning I didn't get more bond paper. I didn't bring my math book. I didn't orint my script..... and most of all: I DIDN'T PRINT CJ's HOMEWORK!

Shoot! Pramis ko pa naman the night before na di ko malilimutan.
Bad friend! *slaps self* Bad friend! *punches self* Bad friend! *kicks self* Bad friend! *pokes self* Bad friend! Hahaha. LOL
Anyhow, he ended up doing it during lunch, meanwhile I treated him to a shake to make up for it. Wahahaha.

Anyhow, so yeah.
Tried to memorize my inspired script. Hahaha. Anyhow, bukas na.

I was just thinking about the change of seating arranngement. Lots of stuff will be new. Hindi na kami mag-uunahan sa paghula kung sino ang nasa examen... o di kaya ang pag-comment. Also, di na namin masyado mapag-uusapan ang mga <3 sa workroom. Hahaha!

Then again, life will be peaceful without Kim around. Phew! Hahaha. Tapos diretso na akong nasa ilalim ng electric fan! weee! No more heat! Wahooo...! Sadly, I'm too far from the computer! I can't see. Damn these glasses... the grade should be higher. Hayz.

Speaking of seating arrangement, we also have a new one for Chinese class. Last week, I decided to increase my test scores by sitting beside a smart Chinese dude--Charles. No, I DON'T CHEAT! Do not connotate that! Hahaha. I just don't understand what she's saying... (Just proves I have no future in Chinese) and whenever I ask my seatmate what she means, Michael would just go: I wasn't listening. Hayz! Well... Charles should know, so I sat beside him. That was until today. Today, she decided to move me back with Michael. Naman! Zyg kasi'eh! Agreeing with her pa. Hay buhay. Oh well, there goes understanding your teacher.

And I also hope to make my V in effort become an O. How? Actually listening to her. The only way to do that is to stare into her eyes so that she knows I'm listening. Sure I'm listening, but not understanding. Hayz. Hahaha! The problem with that is she keeps asking me: Ming pai ma? (Do u understand?) And I just nod even though I don't know what the hell she's saying. And the other problem is that she keeps calling me. Kanina lang, she just asked me what I wanted to be when I grow up. It took me like 5 times of asking her and Michael what she meant before I could say Doctor. Hahaha! Not that I wanna be a doctor... it's just that that's the only job I could think of at the moment. And then right after, I could have said teacher or salesperson. Hahaha!

FX was... was... was magulo today. The scene we did today had a cool concept but the outcome was looking magulo. As in parang sigawan lang siya. Anyhow, we ended up watching Star Wars Robot Chicken. Hahaha! At the same time, CJ's hyperactivity passed on to me. I kept bouncing... and i'm paos at the same time.

I just noticed... I've been giving advice like a machine. It just keeps coming out... hahaha.

Other than that, I've been a stickler for most of the days. Everywhere I go, it's like GRAMMAR ERROR! SPELLING ERROR! SENTENCE ERROR! PUNCTUATION ERROR! LANGUAGE ERROR! It's both cool and VERY, VERY weird. Hahaha. I even spotted one on the FX circular. Hahaha! (one reason I don't read my own blog... there's too much of them caused by bad typing skills)

What else do I have to say? Not much. Hahaha!
Hmm... soon, I'll be writing in straight Filipino again. Haha. I miss that.
Oh yeah, I noticed most of my blogs have something about FX in them. Hahaha!

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La Lang 19

Academic Update

t*: 8.7: 7.06 BEWARE! Contagious: Corner of the Sky - Pippin...

Well, right now, I'm too tamad to do homework. Bleh.

Anyhow, Chinese. I got a 90 on the Oral Test! Weeee.
I'm so hapeeeeee. The night before, I was ready to fail na. Sabi ko, at least I'll be leaving advanced by failing. Haha! Anyhow, so I got the easier story. And I'm sure I kept pausing and had the worst pronunciation ever. But I got a 90! Weeee.

Well. It's quite hell week and I'm not doing anything. Grabe. I have my creative synthesis due on Friday, the same day the newsletter is due. Grabe.
On Thurs, it's the Science Lab Test and Chinese LT and then on... hayz.

Not much today. Wahaha. It was fine.
Okay, so I was able to bargain for FX tomorrow. Wee. Haha. Hayz, prod work. I wonder when my scene comes up. Hahaha.

Well, other than that, English orals.
There were more good ones today. All in all I think I gave more than 10 people a score over 90. What a feat! Hahaha. Highest is a 98. Followed by a 96. Some 94, 93, 92, 91 and 90. Hahaha. Galing. I was just disappointed by one test. Sobrang hindi binigyan ng effort.

Oh yeah. I failed the SocSci quiz today.
Malay ko ba about Lucy and friends and their tools and syit.
Waaaa! Dapat cultural evo... not human evo! :(

And I have a bad feeling about the Math LT, too. :((

My synthesis needs work. I better attend to it. Bleh.

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yow in trobow

Sleep, FX, Prod, Chinese and House

s*: 8.4: 8.22 BEWARE! Contagious: Totally Fcuked - Spring Awakening...

Okay. this day has been... ugh... okay, i guess.
It had a few sweet spots... ... ... and a bit of sour ones too. hayz.

Well. woke up.... barely.
It was a good thing i had my alarm... or else.
Let's just say that I have two rules regarding sleep.
1. Wake me up when I tell you to wake me up.
2. Leave me alone if I didn't tell you to.

Btw... sleeping at 2:30 and waking up at 7 is the same as sleeping at 11:30 and waking up at 5.
So, went to FX. And passed time by playing on the piano....
and I can play totally fcuked na! weeee. hahahaha
lem'me just add that i am the worst at the workshop. hihihi.

so yeah. we were looking for pushcarts all around the campus so that it wouldn't be a burden to go carry all those heavy props from the gym to the lecture hall.
even ms.dy noticed us.
after all the looking and asking, I was able to find a trolley sa likod ng lecture hall! weee! so ako yung hindi nahirapan. they all left ahead of me, but left two chairs there.... so sad for them, they carried those chairs. hahaha.

seriously, i forgot to bring extra shirts.
not only was it hot, the manual labor was exhausting.
AND THE DUST AND DIRT OF THE PROPS ruined my white. Hahaha.
Pinahid pa nga ni kim sa shirt ko ang dumi niya sa kamay. hahaha. revenge is SWEET. :))
plus. Pawis na pawis ako all day. hahaha.
But doing prod work makes me happy, kahit anong hirap and stuff.
I dunno why, but I enjoy lugging all the props from one place to another, no matter how heavy (or dirty) they may be.
(no, i'm not being sarcastic.)

anyhow. i left to be sermoned and syit.
cant u just stop? i mean i have enough to deal with in my life.

and then headed to yamaha.
my first since may. woah. hahahaha.
it was satisfying after all the tension i had.

and then i found out i won't be going to national.... naman kasi'eh.
oh see, you bought the wrong size of glue, and now i'm forced to use it.
naman kasi.... tapos di pa ako nakabili ng stapler and other stuff.

so tutor.
my chinese orals are on monday na... so we memorized the two stories given.
damn... y?
btw, i fell asleep.

so the ride home got me thinking how stupid school is. i mean...
by MEMORIZING how Chen Atu mistakes "good morning" with "what's your name", are we able to associate with Chinese businessmen in the future? let alone bargain in divisoria?
by solving the fourth root of x to the 9th power, will i be able to pay the electricity? or find out the price of a discounted shirt from ?
by knowing how NADHP is formed by e- and NADP+, will i be able to toast bread? or maybe prevent getting Dengue?
i mean... hello? can't they teach more practical things like how to say please lower that down so u can bargain with a Chinese trader? or perhaps how to ask someone where the bathroom is in Chinese? or tips on how to add numbers without much brain-use so that we don't have to use a calculator to find out how much P5544545646.65 and P554498498465.36 is? or maybe find percentage better... or even plans on how to save money for a concert?
I mean... WHY MAKE ME MEMORIZE TO FCUKING LONG CHINESE STORIES WHEN YOU CAN HELP ME DO OTHER MORE RELEVANT CHINESE STUFF... ... like improving my accent?
They're teaching us too much unnecessary stuff we won't even use.

well. went home bleh.
i can't wait to move! weee.
everything looks so beautiful... with all the new paint.
and then the floor in my room is so shiny.... oki lang pala na they didn't put tiles... sana nga lang walang scratches ung wood. hahaha. pero okay na rin.
i cant wait to sleep on my new bed. and my new room... now, it has oober daming cabinets and shelves... weee! hahaha.

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no. we're not models

Potter, Mass, CLE & FX

f: 7.27: 9.17 BEWARE! Contagious: Mass songs....

Here I go again.
Anyhow. Today made up for whatever yesterday wasn't.

I'd just like to say I've finished Harry Potter. Hah!
So let's see. I started Tuesday evening. Continued till Thursday evening.
So that's like really little hours. Weee. I'm beginning to read faster na. Hahaha.

Not like I'm complaining. Hahaha.
I plan to read the whole series. But that'd be after I've bought a copy of the first book. Yes. That's the only one I haven't read. Weird noh?

.-.

Anyhow. Today, I almost went to sleep on top of my table.
But I didn't coz it'd make me feel sickly again. So I just... I just... what did I do?

.-.

So we had a Mass.
I liked the songs chosen.
One More Gift. Anima Christi. Take and Receive. In Him Alone. Panalangin ng Pagiging Bukas Palad. How Lovely is Your Dwelling Place.
I just wish they completed it with Humayo't Ihayag.

The one I hate the most is Tanging Yaman.
Imagine me behind Mrs. Angeles. Beside my makukulit na choir-mates.
Sleeping. And at the same time, singing. Impossible... but it's happened. And it's scary.

.-.

Blah. Chinese test was eeeeveeeel.
Plus... we've got to memorize two stories for the oral test! damn.
And I barely even know the Pin-yin.

.-.

Well. A lot of people did well--acording to me--during the Oral Tests.
It really makes me nervous. Especially the content part. Partly on my nervousness.

Hayz. I just wish it was easier.

.-.

CLE was awesome.
We started it with a reflection sa chapel. That really got my stress out. I mean. I loved the reflection part. AND NO KARL! I was NOT sleeping, you..... .
I really liked the music he was playing. It calmed me down... especially the quiet time too.

And then, we played for the Mafia second half.
What's annoying is that they released me from the village.
Why? I'm not the murderer. And I'm not acting like one. Bias!

.-.

This continued for mentoring. This time, I was killed.

It's really exciting.

.-.

Well. Spent time with Mark whil waiting for FX.
And then with the H2s and Ms.A.
Hahaha...!

We started off sourly. And we did wild stuff.... i mean, i'm not the kind who does that. Hahaha. And then, we had some forum, which really was cool and lightening. Haahaha.

Went home. Haha. I'm now. Here.
I gues I better start writing about Harry Potter. Hahaha.

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your highest pleasure in every bite

Harry Potter, The Speech & LTs

t*: 7.24: 10.47 BEWARE! Contagious: Umbrella (Cinderealla Remix) - Rihanna and Chris Brown...

Okay. I let it get to me.
I just put the book down for a while so I won't blow my cover....

But i can't take it. It's driving me nuts! I NEED TO READ IT!
I'm on chapter 7... but I've got tons of homework... waaa!

Anyhow. Temptation is strong.
AND THE BOOK TOTALLY ROCKS!!! SO AWESOME!
Even though it's quite sad to find that....

.-.

Anyhow. I'm still fixing my English speech.
Just thinking about it makes me nervous.
I feel like I'm going to do reaaaaal bad.
Waaaa! I mean.... base it on my oral tests.

I like being on stage better because I'm with other people.
But being alone with 33+ eyes staring at you ALONE in broad daylight.
DAMN the ALONE part. Waaaa!

And I have to talk with emotion here to give more life to Charles.
Yikes.

And his speech is too flattering... I'm not the best actor...
And it's quite hurtful to say my drawings suck like hell....
And why use friendster info??
Hahaha.... la lang.

.-.

Imelda Marcos must really love beauty.
That's all she ever said in her dokyu.
It made us all laugh everytime she said it.

.-.

I love Li Laoshi and that other laoshi.

I got a 92 on my LT and a 94 on my orals!

Weee... i didnt do that bad after all!

But the Filipino LT was a disaster.
Hopefully with an incentive and with the corrections, i'll still be scoring high....
Hopefully.

.-.

Avada Kedavra

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thirty-eight point five

Sickness & Chinese MT

t*:7.17 :8.52 BEWARE! Contagious: Ale - The Bloomfields & Stranger - Hilary Duff...

I'm sick. What great timing. 38.5 degrees Celsius.
But I have to go to school. I've got an English LT and a Chinese LT. Damnit.

According to my sked, I can only be absent from Friday to Monday because of the Math LT.
Hayz. I wanna attend FX, I wanna see my friends and teachers, I don't wanna go catching up on shit. Especially SocSci. Lessons there are so fast paced. I wanna go out and run in the sun (well maybe not). I hate this. emoslitswrist

WEll. I either got this from the mosquitoes or from Kim.
Waaa. Get well, Kim! Get well, me!

.-.

Okay. I hate the Chinese LT.
Sobra akong kinabahan. I kept stammering.
That lowers my score together with my wrong intonations. I'm so dead.

The teacher asked me: Are you Filipino?
I'm like yeah. Wow. She can either tell from my last name, my looks or... MY BAD SPEAKING SKILLS in CHINESE.

She said: at least you gave your effort.

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sabi ni father yayaman din ako.

Saturdays, Birthday, School & Aussies and Fil Teachers..

W: 7.11: 9.15 BEWARE! Contagious: Makes Me Wonder - M5, Mama Who Bore Me, My Junk, I Believe, Totally Fucked and The Bitch of Living - Spring Awakening...

Well. I've been wanting to blog for some time now. But I never got myself to actually doing it. Anyhow. Here I go.

New vain pix!
http://dewe52.multiply.com/photos/album/87

New gramamr blunder pix!
http://dewe52.multiply.com/photos/album/92

Paos ako this week. laging may parang ewan sa throat ko. I frequently clear my throat na.

.-.

Ah crap.
Mosquitoes everywhere. I can't wait to move na to the newly renovated house. Not only are there no mosquitoes, IT'S SO COOL NA! Especially my room. But I wanna move the computer to my room. But I don;t think i'll need to. If my dad starts invading the study room, I'll start moving it na. Bahala siya. Wahaha!

.-.

Ngeks talaga. May Yamaha na pala ko since noon pero di ko lang alam. Bigla lang akong tinext ng teacher ko kung bakit hindi ako pumupunta. Wahaha!

Well. Kinda stupid. Tapos ung mga 3 hour tutoring sessions ko. Evil Laoshi kasi with all the homework kaya humahaba ang tutor. I mean. Why? Hayz.

Tapos in the morning, may FX. Okay lang. I just helped in designing the set. Hahaha. Umalis na ako nang hindi pa nakakabasa. Hahaha.

.-.

Well. We celebrated my birthday in Pasig. Hahaha. Saya. Alex can walk na! Ang saya. I'm like, go to tito. I'm really glad she still remembers me over mom and dad. Hahaha. Robin's getting so botchok na. Hahaha.

pix here: http://dewe52.multiply.com/photos/album/93

.-.

Hmmm.
School was a great big hodge-podge. Hayz.

Laoshi calls me lucky! Hahaha. I like that.
She calls me by my first name. Jili... luck in chinese. Hahaha.
She actually remembers my name. Hahaha. Ako kasi ung laging nagtatanong ng mga kung anu-anong ewan. Laoshi, zhe shi shen me? You xiao kao ma? Wo men kao shen me? Wei shen me zhe shi blah blah blah....

Okay so I was put into the journalism. Love the teacher... so nice. Hate the teacher... so boring. First day pa lang yan at nakatulog na ako. My God. Hahaha. Bakit kaya I wasn't put in accounting or culinary? Hayz.

.-.

I'M FAILING MATH! :(( waaaaa!

But I'll do better. I hate these last 2 quizzes. And the first one too.

.-.

Well. Today, the Aussies were introduced. Hahaha. There was this one who was sobrang tangkad. Grabe! Napapatingala ka. Damn why I'm soooo short. Waaa.

Then two of them are Pinoy din. Hahaha. And the other one's like emo. Hahaha. His hair's black and he let it down. And he always looks down. Well, during the assembly at least.

And talagang unang naisip ni Kim ang tanong na.... "... pa sila" Sabi ko tanong mo na lang, "Gooday mayt. Are you...?" Ang weird nya! Yan talaga ung unang nag-pop up sa utak. Parang nung sa CLE period. Pinaghihinalaan ba naman na....

Then they had the basketball game kanina. One team won by 62. The yellow team. Can't really tell who's who since the tall guy was wearing blue and the emo guy was wearing yellow. So I think they're mixed.

We saw a lot of people there. Like Mr. M and Mr. Legs. Then Mr. Pinlac was coaching/referee-ing. May isa dung vain na nakisama sa picture ng mga naglaro. Sino kaya yun? Hahaha. And then Mr. Enriquez was there din... and guess kung anong sinabi ni Kim. Hmmmm....

Well, since we're in the topic of Filipino teachers, Kim teased Ms.Cuevas ulit during the assembly. May tumbok na daw cya... buntis daw. Kala ko ba that died down last year?
Tapos hiyang-hiya na siya kay Ms Martinez. Una daw kasi eh may reputation na siyang oily ang skin at dumidikit ang oil sa table. (This was proven by Babsi. he tooked chalk and marked the other table. It marked. He marked Kim's table. Thin line lang. Wahaha!) Tapos nung kanina sa workroom.... Hahaha.

Ang sama sa mga niya sa Fil teacher. (Siguro kung mabasa niya toh, sasampalin na naman ako gamit ng face towel. Hahaha!) Defense niya: "Mabuti naman ako kay Mrs. Enaje." Hahaha.

.-.

Well. I'm beginning to love the cafe. Halos linggo-linggo na akong pumupunta doon. I wonder kung may MSG sila. Hmm. That's not good. Sana wala para healthy. Hahaha.

Well, nilibre ulit kami (CJ & I) ni Sean after the game. Weeee! Nakakain na siya nang mabuti this time. Hahaha.

.-.

And we toured workrooms kanina. Before the game, to Ms.A to talk. And then CJ remembered we needed a girl. Hahahhaha! She said yeah. Haha.

And then to the HS faculty to report it. She wants permission kasi. hahaha. Anyhow, Mr. Legs wasn't there.

And then after the game, du'n ulit. And he was there after a while.

Tapos nung dumating si Perps, sinumbong ko si Kim. Hahaha. Am'bilis tumakbo... tapos nung bumalik sinampal ba naman ako ng face towel nya. Hahaha.

And then sa grade 6. Chat with Ms.V and Ms.M. Hahaha.

Anyhow. GTG.

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he's happy.

First (and a Half) Week of School

F: 6.22: 11.38 BEWARE! Contagious: Someday -Nina & Time In - Yeng...

I'll try to make this short coz the Rio Tinto contest is early tomorrow. :D

Okay. So here are my teachers:
Mr. Pinlac - math again
Mr. Perez - english... and with a complicated recitation thing but a cool no homework on weekends rule
Mrs. Santos - mentor.. HOLY ng class namin!
Mr. Sandico - mentor
Ms. Martinez - filipino. kala ko sobrang eveeeeel. Parang mangangagat'eh. Pero after frist day, sobrang bait! joker din pala. hahaha.
Mr. Quijano - science. galing. hahahaha.... may gum experiment pa kami. nakakain ako! hahaha. i have a feeling though na parang magiging Mr. Alano ulit.
Mr. Marana - CLE. again
Mrs. Lugay - soc sci. ang saya ng klase!

hahahaha. anyhow, that's mostly it. what else do i have to tell you?
well. last monday, we had the annual reading of honors. that's me over there.

2nd! Wehheeee! Congrats din sa mga may honors din! At kay Mic Tan at AQ, at Gian na nakakuha ng Magis, at Xavier!

Hmmm. What else?
Oh yes. Chinese is eveeeeeel! We have Ling Laoshi as our teacher. She's really nice... but..... Riji is worth 300 words!!! and then we have to write 3 of them so it's 900 words a week. But we were able to bargain and it became 150 words na lang. Whew!
I spent 3 hours in Tutor because of those Rijis.

Well. This week, we had the club fair. FX wasn't cathcing much attention. And their damn posters put black ink all over my hands and face. Anyhow. By friday recess, we had lots of people signed up. But most probably most of them don't know the audition date was today. Too bad for them. (i'm not sure, but i remember high-one jose luis yulo... i think he's a xavier awardee. but he didn't go... and neither did his friends (the people listed down beside him with the same ball pen ink).. the only h1 that showed up was A timothy dulay. when mr legaspi told everyone he's h1 advanced like me... they're all like aww... and i'm like wtf. hahahaha!)

Anyhow. I also had my own problems. I had to pick a Wednesday club. The choice was Glee and Peer Faci. I got peer faci. Actually, I was going to audition for glee had I had a song. hahaha! I was already outside teh mpc. Varr adn cj even literally dragged me inside... until enzo said, if he doesn't want to audition, don't force him. hahahaha. anyhow. hopefully, i get in to peer faci. Or else i'll have to join... join... join.... damnit. wait for the bus till 4:30

-.-

Well. Last Saturday, I went to tutor after some errands. And yeah... I spent 3 hours on the Rijis. And then we picke Trisha up from Pasig and went to Shang to watch 4: Rise of the SIlver Surfer. So. I had my pic taken in the photoshop your ID pics place. And then I went to National to buy school stuff and useless father's day cards. (You'll know why later.) WE ate at KFC coz food is fast there. And made it just in time in the theatre.

Grabe! Loved the movie! Hahahaa.... Pirates is still number 1... but it beat Spidey. Hahaha. Or somewhat tied it. Hahahaha.

We went home afterwards. Wrote on cards.

Sunday. We went to Mass... late, again. And then went to Greenills for some errands and then passed by home. I got all my school stuff which I needed to do homework. Hahaha! Just when we were in the middle of the place. Trisha remembered. DID WE BRING THE CARDS? Damn. Bakit ngayon mo lang sinabi. ANd so now, it is deemed worthless.

So there. Father's Day steak. the end. bow.

Kiko's Dream Academy

S*: 12.9: 8.32 i.ve got Wind It Up by Gwen Stefani and Fergalicious... what's in your head? 16 days till Christmas

Yoddle. Yoddle. Yoddle. Yeehaw!
Haha. Today was fruitful. Haha. It was the play date. (Not play date--as in the gathering of toddlers to celebrate their childhood--but play date--as in the day you stage a play) Haha.

It was all fun.
So. In the morning, practice. practice. practice. And yes, Mr.Legs, my head still hurts because of the gun. TOK! (It even made a sound.)
Hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha

Oki.
Amongst the corny jokes, the feathers--and by the way, I think I ate 2 feathers, as in really eat,--the ropes, the stand (wee!), the rolling on the floor (and it is definitely fun... yet scary... especially if Kim's rolling behind you and you think your head's gonna hit the post/chairs.... but gravity does wonders and amplifies the speed of the fall... SWEET!), the frisbee, the running around the lecture hall like a total idiot, the spinning and twirling in and out of the curtains, the weird poses, the disconfigured poses, the even weird-er poses, the colds, the runny nose, the... the... the..., basta..... among them all, teaching the kids was fun. Hehe. Especially staging the play. Haha.

Oki.
So I made some mistakes.
I uttered a line earlier than it should have been uttered... I remedied it though... I think... oh no... what if i didn't do it right? Hahaha.
And then, I think I opened my eyes when I was dead.. I'm not sure if i did. But i think I did.

Wow.
That was fun. During the event pa nga my lotsa laughter. *winks at Christian and CY... (separate situations yan)* Haha. Mostly, it was fun. Hehe.

I left.
And after all the traffic, we reached my tutor. All day there, I did calligraphy... and I finished the three sheets 'cher made us do... and more calligraphy...
I learned that i write chinese well... with a ballpen. Haha. Therfore.. I should not force myself to write the way professionals do on a callig brush.... I should just write with the callig brush just like i'm using the ballpen... and they actually look better... haha.

Well.
I must be off now. :D Hell Week na.

Sour to Sourer to Sweet

S*: 11.11: 11.15 i.ve got Lying... by Panic! at the Disco, More to Life by Stacie Oricco and More than Words by Frankie J... what's in your head?

So testosterone boys and harlequin girls...

Hmmm.
Life. A roller coaster. A wheel. A DSL connection (particularly mine).
It has its high point and its low points. Today was just one day that showcases both.

The day state ravenously. I woke up 8ish to get ready for tutor. Apparently, in my life, 7 hours of sleep isn't enough after all the days of puyat and pagod. *Sigh* Breakfast wasn't as filling. I hate Gardenia bread. I like other brands. Gardenia's bread is rough on the throat. Well, life can't get crueler, can it? Aside from my unusual bathroom rituals (featuring Phantom of the Opera), I was already late for tutor. Add to that, my yaya, who was supposed to get a cab, didn't get a cab, instead did some kalye babad. Of course, I have a low boiling point. DIFUSE. I arrived in tutor. The day was plum. We left.

Now, once i arrived home, I was in deep slumber. ZzZzZ. zZzZz. ZzZzZ. WAH! I woke up with a blast, wherein "with a blast," here, means suddenly, rampantly and violently. Of course, no matter how good my sleep was, I would get a headache. I don't like to wake up through the method of being surprised. I get headaches. And of course, add to the headache my boiling blood. I ate lunch at 2ish. Did some more sleeping and woke up 3ish for Yamaha. I went to my organ lessons and practiced Taboo over and over, and over, and over, and over again! Of course, my sore midle finger and aching back wasn't what brought my anxiety. IT WAS STRESS. STRESS. STRESS. STRESS. I've been getting a lot of mistakes on the stuff I didn't have mistakes at before. STRESS. The audition-elimination for the Grand Recital is tomorrow. STRESS. What if i did in the audition what i did in the practice today. STRESS. What failure will be compared to me. STRESS. What if i do pass? STRESS. I've never been in front of a big crowd all alone. Usually small crowds or with someone else or both. STRESS. And, most of all, WHY DOES I HAVE TO BE ALL ON DECEMBER 9. STRESS and ANXIETY. Blurb. I went home hearing the voice of my disrespectful maid, the pessimistic taxi driver and the annoying voice of my other yaya's child. Consciously, i'm thinking about the environment. Sub-consciously, I carried worries and stress. ANXIETY and STRESS.

It's not yet even five [o'clock], and i'm already tired and ready to give up.

How Kim's worries made me feel good? Not an irony. Kim's worries weren't my fault; therefore, i have lost all guilt i carried during Friday. Once i got home, I went online to do my homework. But, because of STRESS and ANXIETY, i decided to chat. Luckily, Kim was online. So i was able to say what i wanted to say. Before i was able to start with homework, i had to leave already. Apparently, my dad had arrived, adn he planned to go over to CJ's since i told him i had to pick up the Narnia DVD. I told him he wasn't home yet, so we went to National. Riding the car took away some of my worries, which were lightened when I was talking to Kim, because I wasn't commuting anymore. Although, a mechanice stench wreaks havoc in the car. YWEEE... I bought 2 calligraphy brushes/mopi(t)--small and big,--a calligraphy pen and some ink. (Maybe I should have bought the India ink. whatever.) Sadly, they had no calligraphy paper in both Greenhills branches. (If worse come to worst, we're going to Ongpin... my first time. Hihi...) Since CJ still wasn't home, we spent more time in National. Now, i'm on the search for a grammar book about conjuntions instead of Filipino dictionaries. But I'm still on the lookout for good dictionaries. While looking around for the Noli comic--which i wasn't able to find,--i saw a book antagonizing the Da Vinci Code--which i read, of course, it's sad that the Da Vinci Code itself can't be read in National. When i turned around to look at the opposing shelf, I saw the Da Vinci Code and other Catholic-antagonistic books. HAHA! IRONIC! We ate dinner in Delifrance, then we left for CJ's house and got Narnia. By this time, all stress and anxiety has gone... although it still haunts me.

Right now, I'm doing homework. And it's best that I start concentrating. GNGN

Just My Luck... ;-)

10.13:10.32 i.ve got Sponge Cola... what's in your head? Also feeling hungry and sleepy...

Haha...
Today WAS THE BEST FRIDAY THE THIRTEENTH EVER!!!!!!!!

Oki...
I'll start with the reasons why it isn't ALL that good...
For teh first part, I was hungry and sleepy...
SLEEPY - i slept 1:00am last night... my effort and hardwork for school
HUNGRY - my first meal was very VERY small--breakfast at home... I didn't eat lunch or recess dahil I had no time because of class mass and newsday... may next meal was a pack M'n'M during dismissal... then 2 pcs of gum... then dinner... wah! and dinner was, again, small because the chicken was all bones and no meat... wah!
The second thing is the MAth quiz, hindi naman ako nanghihinayang.. pero nakakainis pa rin...

I MUST DO BETTER IN:
@ Science - the LT! :~( and somehow, i feel the sense of... i dunno the word.. haha
@ Filipino - i know... It seems it's slowly getting harder
@ Math - is it my fault the lesson flow is so slow that i don't listen any more... crazy classmates keep making things that are short long... so even the things taught, di ko na rin naririnig... must;ve been cause since i'm not in the center any more so I am less inclined to look at the board... wah! Haha! 2 na!
@ Soc Sci (excluding Newsday) - i think the lack of gawains have enforced some kind of less learning on me...
@ CLE - parang tsamba na lang cya'eh

Haha...
Well, why is it good?

• My Legs
• StageFX
• Newsday
• Science
• Filipino

But before any of those, I'll just mention other stuff first... Mr Bumatayo substituted for our class in English... Mr.LEgs was out but only came to school for FX... Well, we playes scattergories which as fun... I made the coolest group design... but we ended up not using that piece of Manila paper... haha!
Well, i was saved in Soc Sci.. don't ask...
In Chinese, we had a quiz.. AN EASY ONE! THANK THE LORD!... well, i'm sure i have mistakes pa... but that's okay... hehe!

FILIPINO
I got a 32.5/35... YAY! And In really like the stories I'm making... they truly bing out the creativity in me! HEHE! I can't wait to kuwento this in the ORAL TEST... I love reading stories (not talking about myself.. Hayzz... there it goes again, I'm sure, if i borrowed Paul's tape and talked about him, I'd get a hgiher score... wahh.... or kaya my couz's proj.. talk about her... i don't like talking bout myself... hayz....)

SCIENCE
Kahit na parang ang mali-mali, okay lang... kahit nagalit si cher, okay lang... haha... It was so fun! HEhe... and we also don't have to do the post test... ano kaya gagawin namin that day? hehe...

NEWSDAY
LKahit na it was one of the main reasons why i slept late, oki lang... Kahit na hindi na ako nakakain dahil dito, ok lang... kahit na malapit ko nang mawala ung USB ko, okay lang... I FELT IT WAS ALL WORTH IT! Well, it was very crazy and magulo! It didn't follow what i wanted to happen... BUT IT'S OK! Grabe, an'galing ng audience impact namin!!!! haha! Some key highlights:

• Kyne said ATRAS AKO!
• SAYANG NAMAN #1: Hindi na-play ung music
• SAYANG NAMAN #2: HIndi nagacting ng Kris Aquino si KIM!!! GRR!! PANO KUNG HINDI KITA BIGYAN NG REVIEWER/LIBRE?
• WE're the only group to have skips in the documentary (makalu-makalulu-akalululululu!)
• We're the only group to have people be interested with the documentary kahit na hindi pa nagsta-start (because of the models and jessica soho's paused facial reactions)
• We're the only group that used a DVD
• We're the only group where ms.natonton didn't give homework... she must have been so excited by our presentation... haha
• Er're the only group to have prizes!

STAGEFX
haha.. well, kaunti lamang kami, pero amsaya pa rin... all i can say is that i got more than what i asked for... and that isn't always good... but alwasy a challenge to me.. and i never take down challenges...;-D

LEGS
WEll, One again i've had that weird leg pain.. but this time, it healed faster... naagapan kasi agad... i hope it doesn't happen again the evening.. hayzz... it's so called that I was able to walk again in a few minutes... haha.. sana naman hindi nito maapektuhan ung pe ko... haha

well.. gngn... tutor is early tom..!

Quote:

"P^t^ng ^n^! S****** N* A**!"

Lotsa Stuff

10.12:7.07 i.ve got House Music and Sponge Cola... what's in your head?

Haha...
This is quite a long log 'coz I have A LOT to talk about...
Here's a summary:

• Oral Frustrations I
• The Best PE!!, The Book Fair and Long Decent (yet Funny) Talks I
• Long Decent (yet Funny) Talks II
• Kumukulo ang Dugo Ko and Hell Week In School
• Deal KNB or No Deal?!
• Oral Frustrations II

Did I misss anything? Hehe...

ORAL FRUSTRATIONS I...
I got an 85-86 on my Chinese Oral QT...
I had around 3 mental blocks... isn't that sad? I hate it... haha... But you can't do anything about it anymore... "What's done is done." Haha... I really have to do better this second quarter... *sigh*... I knew I should have continued with the drawing... NAKAKAINIS KA NAMAN, LUIS!... HAY!... Oh well, at least it's still high... BTW, the reason the score isn't definite is because SOMEONE WAS TALKIGN TO ME KAYA HINDI KO NARINIG.... *rolls eyes*

THE BEST PE!!, THE BOOK FAIR and LONG DECENT TALKS I
Haha... IT WAS THE EBST PE EVER... Reasons:
1. No teacher
2. NO dancing
3. Aircon
4. Free period
haha... I LOVED IT!... hehe... Afterwards, we went to the book fair... This year's book fair SUCKED! I mean, it didn't have as nice books as last year... hayz... The only thing I like and bought for 345 was a rhyming dictionary... KAhit na it's just basic words, okay na rin... Haha, after my second trip (the first being the day before, Monday), CJ and I went to Ms. Arcadio... IT'S MY FIRST TIME IN THAT CORRIDOR JUST FOR FUN! Haha... It's all fun and laughs... I elft to gether with Francis because no one was there any more... HAHA! I liked that day... Nice decent non-retarded, only half-beefy, funny talk... :D

LONG DECENT (YET FUNNY) TALKS II
Well, since Section A had their makeup class, I waited with them together with Raffy since he had to get his ID (computer key)... Hehe... It was nice talking to him.. Mostly about his drawings... LOL... Afterwards, another quick-chat with Paul... quite funny... HAHA... Afterwards, in Gate14, Paul left and I talked with Varrick and Francis... I was kinda interrupting their "spiritual rituals"... haha... Very funny, interesting topics... Haha... And for thoe who know me, as soon as i started singing (quietly) on the bus, I promised myself to have more CONTROL over my life... HAHA

KUMUKULO ANG DUGO KO and HELL WEEK IN SCHOOL
It's heel week in school becasue there's not much homewrok at home... so it's basically hell week in school only... I've been in the ChiMacLab (MAC!!!!) for the past lunches to finish my project... hehe... It's almost done... ;-D Well, other than that, there's the cramming sessions, PowerPoint groups, newsday, etc!! Hayy... if life were simpler... Bakit kumulo ang dugo ko? ONE REASON! May taong alam na nagha-hable-hable (v. 1.my grade seven term meaning marami akong fino-follow-up and ginagawa so i'm always on the run... WORD ORIGIN: from Tagalog, "habol" meaning catch/run after) sa mga requirements, and here he goes... I can't reserve that coz I'm busy kahit na it's for the whole group, I DON'T CARE I WON'T RESERVE IT!!!!... I can't have her sign that 'coz she's not there... Well, i, I ALONE, was able to have her sign it, reserve two things... AN'HIRAP KASI: UR BEING INFERIOR! PINOY TALAGA!... hayy... Umiinit na naman ulo ko! It cooled down na when I had another decent chat with Karl See... BUTI NA LANG! Dahil kung hindi... nag-isa ka na sana sa paggawa ng kwentong bayan... (Dapat obvious na na alam mo na tintutukoy kita.. BWAHAHA!)

DEAL KNB or NO DEAL!?
That's our Newsday creativity, I won't explain much... basta... It's a mix of GAME KNB and KAPAMILYA, DEAL OR NO DEAL!? HAHA! I already bought prizes, I'm preparing the briefcases na rin.. hayy.... I HAVE TO FIX A LOT MORE THIGNS PA NAMAN! wahh!

ORAL FRUSTRATIONS II
Hehe... English period na tayo.. I HATED IT! SOBRANG NERVOUS AKO NA:
1. I said nonsense stuff
2. I missed some important stuff
3. I was shaking like hell
4. My hands had a different temperature when compared to my arms
5. My cheeks were shaking so much
6. Vision blurred even more becuase of shaking cheeks
GRABE!... Even I Failed MYSELF!!! Well, not really... my score for myself ranges from 74 to 83... You know me.. HIGH STANDARDS... :D Haha... Other people were so lenient to still put me in the 90's... THE HELL! Haha... Well, I'm not yet safe... I didn't hear my name when he was announcing the 88+ scores... WAH! Either that or I didn't hear it but he said it... Kyne and Ken say they heard him say 92... I still don't believe them... I must see it for myself... So right now, I am assuming I got and 80... WAH!... But then if he actually did say it... SOMEONE HAS TO SHUT UP WHENEVER A TEACHER ANONOUNCE SCORES because, if it is true, then he's the cause of my failure to learn the identity of my score... haha....

Am I forgetting anything? AHh... oh well... gngn...