it feel like n.y.

The Chocolate War, Report Card & Manchu Novels

*t: 11.15: 6.55 BEWARE! Contagious: Tattoo - Jordin Sparks... 39 days till Christmas!

Okay. The Chocolate War tomorrow! Weeee.
Grabe. Lahat na ng batchmates ko, nandyan na. Hahaha. LOL.
I'm happy naman na, this time, manonood si Ran. Hahaha! Buti naman.
I gotta take this to the next level!

Well. A lot of people are still asking for Friday tickets. Hay. Yan kasi, di nagpa-reserve nang maaga. Hahaha! LOL.
BUY SATURDAY TICKETS!

Anyhow. I'm happy. I'M 2ND HONOR. Weee!
Iyon nga lang... I have one line of 8 and most of my grades went down.... not drastically. Hahaha.
Science - 97
English - 97
CLE - 96
Soc Sci - 92
Filipino - 91
Math - 90
Chinese - 88
I'm VERY glad that I got high on Filipino. Hahaha. I thought I was really low. Sooo happy!
I'm glad I made the cut in Soc Sci. Most didn't. Phew.
It's quite sad to think I only got 86 in Chinese (without the +2). I really wanna quit it na.
Math... hayz. I thought I'd get higher. Waaa.
By the way... I almost got DILIGENCE. Except that Chinese and Math gave me V V... Damn! I just noticed... the same situation last quarter. It's just their subjects. Naman!
Hay naku. If they're not happy with that, ewan ko na.

Well. I'm about to go to the PA room again.
Mr. Pinlac kasi. Hahaha. Pero okay lang. I loved the prayer I made.
Dapat O O na yan... hahaha! JOWK!

Hmmm. It seems like I'm having some kind of "artistic epiphany"... the writing kind. Hahaha. Cooool! I think I can write so much things right now.. (see the above prayer, a song, etc.)
Well. Hahaha. Maybe it's affecting me much. I've been tripping all over the place. And I don't feel like doing any manual labor. Hahaha! (For the first time, tinatamad na ako maglinis ng backstage. Hahaha!)

Other than that, things at the table are going loco.
I hate it... but I can't do much. Hay.
It's pride and prejudice.

Anyhow. I fell asleep reading Dragon's Gate last night. It's another book about China during the Manchu. GOD! It's Young Fu all over again.... I never finished Young Fu. I kept falling asleep after a few pages. (BTW: Young Fu is about China during the Manchu)

Well. I read till chapter 4 last night and fell asleep. This was around 11pm. I woke up at 3am to find out I'm still in my uniform. Well. I got dressed and then... WHERE'S THE BOOK?? I looked under the bed. Beside the bed. In the corners. On the shelf. In my bag. Everywhere. But it was gone. Naks. Hahaha! I left for school na without it.
I still have no idea how my yaya found it under the bed without me finding it first. Hahaha!

By the way, I love fitness! Hahaha.
Iyon nga lang, I wasn't able to actually do anything today. Why? I didn't have my PE uniform. Naman! Hahahaha. Crazy me.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SA MAY BIRTHDAY THESE PAST FEW DAYS!!
Enzo... Burke... Nath... Karl... Mark... Ms.M... Wesley

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this is buzz.

DVD, Chinese and Dismissal

m: 10.15: 9.13 BEWARE! Contagious: Light Up The Sky - Yellow Card...

Hmm. Before I get on to more homework.... (ack! i hate it!)
Just wanna. Hahaha. La lang.

Well I forgot to say on my blog last night that my dad replaced my defunct mouse and my defunct CD-RW. So now I have this smaller mouse that can be used on reflective surfaces and has better "clicking abilities." Hahaha.

He replaced the CD-RW with a..... DVD-RW!!!
This means... DUWA! Weee.
I can finally burn it and share it with the world. Hahaha! LOL.

Anyhow. It's Kim and Raffy's birthday today. So let's go sing:
Happy Birthday LIBRE!!
Naghihintay ako... lalo ka na, Kim. Hahaha!

What can I say? I'm so sabaw today! (that rhymed! :D)
Chinese class, I forgot to bring my Chinese book. It's a good thing LaoShi was kind, so I shared with Charles. In return, I was extra attentive. But it got weird 'coz she kept looking at me saying Mingbai? (do you understand?) and Dui? (am i right?). Of course, I would respond positively even if I didn't know what she was talking about. Strangely, I did know what she was talking about. Hahaha!

Well. Most of my notebooks for today got mixed. I exchange Science with Chinese. My Chinese with my Junk notebook. My SocSci for Math. Hay. Something's wrong with me. LOL.

Anyhow, Kim, Mark, Charles, Babsi and I did our CLE project today dismissal. Hahaha! We recorded it. Our blooper royalties this time are Queen Kim and King Babsi. Charles had the least bloopers. His recording was fast!

Thanks to Nath for recording our buzz sequence! Weee.

Because I thought there was FX today, I thought I'd go. But Early in the morning did I find out that there wasn't any. Shucks. I called home lunchtime but to no avail. This is why I took around 30 minutes at gate 14 waiting for a fetcher. Hahaha. Buti na lang they arrived fast. But I wasted a lot of 5 peso coins making 2 minute calls. Naks!

While waiting, I even caught up with the H4s who came from PETA. Hahaha. Allen came to chat. Hahaha!

Well. While waiting, I met a new friend. This fifth grader named Kyle Cheng. Hahaha.
He was real kind. Hahaha. Siyempre, nag-promote na ako.
"When you're in high school na, join Stage FX! Okay? It's really the greatest experience ever!"
And he was amazed. He said Yes. Hahaha. Sadly, I won't be here by then. Hahaha.
That is... unless I visit as an alumnus. Of course, I would. Hahaha!

For some reason, I feel like the current H2s and H1s are going to kill FX just like how we killed X-rep. Please don't let it happen! Hahaha. La lang.

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you don't exist.

Problems

w: 9.12: 9.38 BEWARE! Contagious: Mama Who Bore Me...

Finally, I've found it. Quoting Ilse, it's useless searching for something that you don't even know.
But I still kept searching. And I did find it.

Recently, I've been so sabaw or sabog. And I guess it's coming from depression.
Why was I depressed? I didn't know. I kept asking myself. I kept looking.

I mean, how many times has my clumsiness been evident? How often have I flushed money down the drain? How much quizzes have I scored low? How I've been staring into oblivion as if in deep reflection, when there's nothing in my mind... a cause as to why I'm more silent than usual?

I just found the reason. The reason why. How? I was advising CJ on his problems and telling him LIFE IS SHIT, quoting Archie. And then I just found it. It just appeared.

They say the people you are with influence how you are. And I guess this is true. Varr has been depressed almost everyday. Francis is sharing that he's all OP. CJ having dilemmas of his own. Allen is problematic about prod. And the list goes on....
Add to that, KIM. Kim is like a depressant. Somewhat the opposite of an antidepressant, the drug. If your already down there, he won't forget to step on you, and with his weight, it's not hard to be flattened. It's just annoying.

Then again, it may just be because I lack sleep. But when do I ever lack sleep? I mean see this:
A while ago, I had a conversation with Ryan Sy, my new math seatmate. He asked me what time I sleep; I told him 11 or later. And his compliment made me smile: "And yet you're always so full of energy." It has been a great deal of time since I last received a compliment, and it really makes me happy that it came from someone so unexpected. But back to sleep, it's true. So I guess this is the only answer for now.

I'd tell you more about today, but I guess I need more time.
I'll go do one of those reflection things... and then off to homework.

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meybe i tu efisyent

Avenue Q, Kasabawan, Sunday and Monday

m: 9.10: 3.23 BEWARE! Contagious: Hairspray...

Avenue Q was sooooooo great!
Loved it... although it just proved how much more sabaw I am. Parang continuation of the last blog.

Bago ka pa yan pag-usapan, Avenue Q muna. Haha.
Ang saya. I didn't find it sucky. Then again, mababaw ang kaligayahan ko, so I really can't tell. Manood ka na lang.
Also, to see cam whores, go here: http://dewe52.multiply.com/photos/album/99/Avenue_Q_Gimik

So sinundo ako ni CJ na kasama si Varrick. Hahaha. In the car, ang gulo-gulo namin! Hahaha. May cam-whorring sessions pa kami nina Varr. Hahaha. Malas na lang ni CJ na nasa harap cya.

Anyhow. I bought two bottles of water from the coffee shop and then this propel water gave me one more bottle, so nagmumukha akong tanga na nagdadala ng 3 bote ng tubig all around the place. Hahahaha!

I loved Frenchie Dy! She plays Christmas Eve in this production. She's my fave singing contest winner, and she just became even more awesome after I saw her here! Hahaha. Galing.

When I first listened to the songs, I didn't like it. But after seeing people and puppets perform, cool na cya. I guess seeing is better than hearing. Hahaha.

Sobrang when I heard Mrs. Tizzletwat say na absent sya, na-excite ako! Kasi nariyan na ang fave song ko! Hahahaha! Sobrang nakakatawa talaga ang scene! Kung gaano ako tumawa sa song, 10 times pa. Hahaha!

It was really, really funny. As in naging mas mababaw ang kaligayahan ko. Hahaha! Tawa ako nang tawa! Like the intermission TV scene or the hospital TV scene or the... an'dami! Tapos n'ung ehem scene pa. hahaha! Loved it. Loved it. Loved it.

During intermission time, we bought cookies tapos inakyat namin. Sinabihan kami ng guard na wag magkalat pero pinayagan kami na magdala. So Okay. Hahaha. When we got there, pinagsabihan kami ng mga usherette na bawal, pero sinabi ko pwede according to the guard. Hahaha. So I hid my last cookie for later while Varr was munching on. Somewhere before the start, sinabi ng usherette na bawal talaga. Hahahaa! So oh well. At kahit anong gawin ni Varr, hindi niya ma-sneak in sa mouth niya kasi binabantayan na siya, Hahahaha!

After the show though, sana nagpaka-makapal ako. Aiza Seguerra was there na by the food samples table. Sana lumapit na ako at nagpa-picture. Sobrang sayang. VARR KASI! Ikaw ang pinakamakapal sa amin, hindi ka pa lumapit.

So.. yes. SABAW-ness.
It continued hanggang here.

As soon as CJ picked me up, sobrang ano ko na.
Una, akala ko naiwan ko cellphone ko sa bahay. So sabi ko...oh no. So I borrowed a cellphone, and then positioned it on my left hand. Ung right hand ko binaba ko, and then nahanap ko na ang cellphone ko. Hayz.

Tapos, n'ung nakarating na kami sa RCBC. Bigla akong... OMG! Where's my ticket. Putsa! Maiiyak talaga ako. Hahahaha. So I'm like calm down. Calm down. Siguro nasa kotse. So we went down and CJ's dad found it on the floor just beside the car. OMG! Paano kung lumipad cya? Paano kung may pumulot niyon? Ang stupid ko kasi! I just got lucky.

And then dun pa sa souveneir program. I must've paid for 2 and got one. CJ and Varr confusing me talaga. Naku naman kasi. Sobrang waste of money. :(( There goes some money down the drain.

Anyhow, n'ung intermission, bumaba kami to get cookies. And so bumili ako. (CJ DI MO PA AKO BINABAYARAN!) And then umakyat na kami. Somewhere around the begging scene naalala ko. Nasaan na nga pala ang souveneir program ko? PUTSA! Naiwan ko siguro sa Coffee Store. WASTE OF MONEY ULIT! So I bought another one. Kahit waste... my excuse: It's not my money naman. PERO KAHIT NA!

Hayz. Soo much sabaw-ness. Even Varr says it's not like me.

But beyond the sabaw-ness, my eyes can still bleed!
On the car ride home, under the dim lights, I spotted a spelling error in the souveneir program. Wahaha! I'll post it on Multiply soon.
Na-amaze silang dalawa na nahanap ko pa rin yun. Hahaha. Sabay nang pagsigaw ng NERD! Wahahahahaha!

.-.

Well. Yesterday, i woke up for around 1 minute at around 5:30.
Why? I heard ticking. Skereee! I thought there was a bomb in my room. Tinging ako ng tingin... talagang di ko mahanap ang source. And then when the ticking got faste takot na takot na ako...... until i looked at my radio clock.... and saw it was just the alarm. naks! LOL! Hahahahahaha. (my alarm is usually the radio and not ticking)

So yeah... we were actually early for Mass.
I know, it's a mirakol! Hahaha.

So we went to Pasig mga 3. And well. I was very sleepy... and I still am. Hahaha.

Nothing much. Just played with Alex and Robin. Hahahaha.


.-.

So today was okee i guess.

Starts with my new usual routine.
Sa lumang bahay: kain, banyo, magmadaling sumuot ng damit dahil nariyan na ang school bus.
Ngayon: Snooze my cellphone alarm. Be woken up by the annoying radio which is too far to be able to press snooze. Take a bath. Dress up. Eat. Dress up. Brush teeth. Wait while listening to the radio. Hayz. hahaha!

Nakasanayan ko na ang pakikinig sa radyo. Hahaha. I enjoy it. Hahaha. Natatawa ako. O di kaya I hear new songs. Hahaha!

Today was the first day that I didn't sing a Hairspray song while taking a bath. Usually, ever since watching the movie, puro yan na lang kinkanta ko. Ngayon, Spring Awakening na ulit as it was before... ang sad naman ng kinakanta ko. hahaha!

Late na naman kami. As usual. Inabutan kami ng traffic sa ortigas. Nakakainis nga eh. Buti na lang nakaabot pa ako. 7:20 nasa classroom. Hayz. Safe!
Naman kasi dapat inaagahan na nila. Hayz.

I just noticed na there's almost equilibrium na in terms of boys and girls.
1 manang ang manong
2 H4s per school
2 H2s per school
1 grade 1 per school
1 grade 2 per school
hahahaha! la lang...

so yeah. FX. so sabog again!
1 fell twice... again.
And then my glasses fell twice din. Naks naman.
Hayz.

Right now i'm anxious about my grades. Sana i make it to the honor roll pa. Hayz. not for myself though.... Kung sa akin lang, okay lang mag-fail kasi walang kwenta naman ang tinuturo: para namang i'll be using square roots in a real job, di kaya comprehension when reading a book. in real life, hanggang multiplication and percents lang... and when i read a book, ine-enjoy ko, hindi ko pinag-iisipan ang mga interpretations of the author syit. hahaha. The only way i'll use them is if i teach... hahaha.
Gusto ko lang mataas para di nakakahiya..... especially sa mga manghuhusgang seatmate, parents... and i wanna get into a good college. hahaha.
Sobrang layo na iniisip. Haha!

And then now. Hahahaha!
Off to homework.

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the darker the chocolate

FX and Tutor

s*: 9.8: 6.56 BEWARE! Contagious: Run and Tell That...

Today was crazy.
Still sabog though.

Had FX today. Hahaha.
Nothing much. Kulang kami ng main cast.
So it was prod day for the rest. Hahaha.
BTW, right after I left, puro villains ang natirang main cast.

Hahaha.... But I still wonder why I'm main cast when I barely appear on stage. I'm more prod. Hahaha.
But it's embarassing to be a H2 prod. They're all so... ... ... ehem. Kayo na maglagay ng adjectives. CLUE: 3 of the words start with G, L, I and A. Hayz.

I'm sooo clumsy.
Almost tripped... twice.
The first time by the stage lights... in front of an audience.
The second near the front seats. Naman. Haha!!

Tutor was after FX.
I was sleepy naman. How?
Well, I didn't sleep yet. But...
-- I was searching for the Chinese translation of blessed in a dictionary and ended up on the page with the word SLEEP.
-- I was replying to my dad who said "I'm here na." I was supposed to say Oki... But replied "I'm here na" instead.
DUMBASS.

Anyhow. I'm about to watch Avenue Q.
So excited!! Weee.

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i hate this job.

Spring Awakening & QT

w: 9.5: 11.15 BEWARE! Contagious: Welcome to the 60s...

Paki-translate:
Sapagkat umiikot ang mundo; titibok ng tibok ang puso ko
Nawala ako ngunit tambol ay aking narinig
Gets ba?

Anyhow, I have so much to talk about, but I wanna sleep na. SO I'll just make this a quick one.

I watched Spring Awakening na last Pinaglabanan day.
The story was sooo sad but beautiful still... although it is very ehem intended kaya di pwede i-perform.. aside from the fact that we don't have teachers that will pass as teachers here in xavier even if they do loo extremely young. haha.

For some reason, I keep putting my hands in a U position in front of me, moving it in a circular motion while singing I Believe. Haha! What I couldn't understand though was if that last cry meant she gave in or was fighting against it.

I loved it all. It was really really really good. But I like Rent better... mainly because i watched it in the cinema rather than in front of the computer. hahaha. I wanna make pabili the music book from my cousins. hayz.

.-.

What else is there to report? Hmm... my qt grades then.

SCIENCE: 100% - i looove the incentive!
FILIPINO: 100% - stil loving the incentive.
CLE: 97% - grrr essay
SOC SCI: 96% - woohoo.
MATH: 94% - higher than aiming for. weeee!

sadly.... English is 88%... waaa!
I know, am'babaw... that's high pa naman. Pero tingnan mo naman oh. IT's the only one that breaks the cycle. Ito lang ung hindi line of 9. I could've gotten 91% had he accepted my correction.

She is mean; although, she looks kind.

waaaa! Anyhow. Most of my mistakes came from the Multiple Choice part... a.k.a Literature. I was never good at Literature. Proof of that is the LT... all my mistakes came not from the essay or grammar but from the multiple choice literature. WHY??!?!?! I haaate comprehension! Why do we have to comprehend literature? Can't we just enjoy it?

But I partly blame this for not having time to review after the test... meaning I wasn't able to check on my literature. The other part i blame for having such deep concepts and vocabulary on the story. GAAAA!!

.-.

So far this week, i've been so sabog and emo.

I'm so depressed and the weird thing is I dunno what about. It's really weird.

And i'm so sabog in eveything I do. Parang lahat ng ginawa ko mali. Lagi akong may nalilimutan. Parang hindi ko naiisip ang mga tinuturo sa klase. Hayz. Siguro, i just need sleep. Hayz.

Idagdag pa sa pagkasabog is missing my cue to enter for 3 times. Hayz!

And how much homework na ang....? An dami kong di ginawa! Naks naman.

.-.

FX Night entry is coming soon... once I have time to think about it. Hahaha! By then siguro, it will also be sabog. But I wrote this essay. Kung tinatamad ako, ipo-post ko na lang. Hahaha.

I can't wait to watch Avenue Q on Saurday! WOOHOO!

That's so much musicals at one time. Spring Awakening, Hairspray and Avenue Q

.-.

My newest expressions other than the I Believe above are:

-- Fuschia! <--- color

-- Putsa! <---wth

-- Tama! <---correct

TAMA!

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