we should all be glad.

Auds and Missing Lunch

*s: 11.25: 11.17 BEWARE! Contagious: Your Fault... 29 days till Christmas!

Well. We just had the FX auditions last Friday. I thought we'd have another FX run. Guess not... it's just like a short snippet of what I did... I'm still glad that I didn't have to audition like everyone else... right, Kim?

Why FX Run? Kasi it was EEEEEVIL! I broke my arm running around and vocalizing at the same time. Pinagalitan ako ni Mr. Legs coz I didn't see the money I dropped. (Hehe!) Talagang pinapakapal ang aking mukha. Tapos, Stacey and Enzo amde me do the worst thing in the whole world... which became nothing compared to what we really do in FX. Hahha!

Anyhow. So yeah. They did their stuff. Congrats to those who got in! Hahaha!
Sorry for those who didn't get to. Hahaha.

Well, I just wanna say that FX is.... hmm.
I'm just wondrin' now what will happen once I'm in h4... sino pa kaya ang sasali knowing that..... hay... Wag na nga. LOL. Hahahaha!

Hope this works out. Hahaha. Anyhow. We have a H1 NAAAA!!!! Hahaha...
No offense to you Dulay... but STUDY!!!

.-.

Well, I went to tutor today... I wasn't able to eat nga in Ayala. We were there na, but we haven't eaten kasi Mommy Fim wasn't there pa. So my dad chose to leave for tutor since she'll be late. Damn! Inis. I miss Alexy and Botsok pa naman! Waaa!
Hahahaha.

.-.

I HAVEN'T WATCHED HEROES PA!!! :((

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the darker the chocolate

FX and Tutor

s*: 9.8: 6.56 BEWARE! Contagious: Run and Tell That...

Today was crazy.
Still sabog though.

Had FX today. Hahaha.
Nothing much. Kulang kami ng main cast.
So it was prod day for the rest. Hahaha.
BTW, right after I left, puro villains ang natirang main cast.

Hahaha.... But I still wonder why I'm main cast when I barely appear on stage. I'm more prod. Hahaha.
But it's embarassing to be a H2 prod. They're all so... ... ... ehem. Kayo na maglagay ng adjectives. CLUE: 3 of the words start with G, L, I and A. Hayz.

I'm sooo clumsy.
Almost tripped... twice.
The first time by the stage lights... in front of an audience.
The second near the front seats. Naman. Haha!!

Tutor was after FX.
I was sleepy naman. How?
Well, I didn't sleep yet. But...
-- I was searching for the Chinese translation of blessed in a dictionary and ended up on the page with the word SLEEP.
-- I was replying to my dad who said "I'm here na." I was supposed to say Oki... But replied "I'm here na" instead.
DUMBASS.

Anyhow. I'm about to watch Avenue Q.
So excited!! Weee.

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yow in trobow

Sleep, FX, Prod, Chinese and House

s*: 8.4: 8.22 BEWARE! Contagious: Totally Fcuked - Spring Awakening...

Okay. this day has been... ugh... okay, i guess.
It had a few sweet spots... ... ... and a bit of sour ones too. hayz.

Well. woke up.... barely.
It was a good thing i had my alarm... or else.
Let's just say that I have two rules regarding sleep.
1. Wake me up when I tell you to wake me up.
2. Leave me alone if I didn't tell you to.

Btw... sleeping at 2:30 and waking up at 7 is the same as sleeping at 11:30 and waking up at 5.
So, went to FX. And passed time by playing on the piano....
and I can play totally fcuked na! weeee. hahahaha
lem'me just add that i am the worst at the workshop. hihihi.

so yeah. we were looking for pushcarts all around the campus so that it wouldn't be a burden to go carry all those heavy props from the gym to the lecture hall.
even ms.dy noticed us.
after all the looking and asking, I was able to find a trolley sa likod ng lecture hall! weee! so ako yung hindi nahirapan. they all left ahead of me, but left two chairs there.... so sad for them, they carried those chairs. hahaha.

seriously, i forgot to bring extra shirts.
not only was it hot, the manual labor was exhausting.
AND THE DUST AND DIRT OF THE PROPS ruined my white. Hahaha.
Pinahid pa nga ni kim sa shirt ko ang dumi niya sa kamay. hahaha. revenge is SWEET. :))
plus. Pawis na pawis ako all day. hahaha.
But doing prod work makes me happy, kahit anong hirap and stuff.
I dunno why, but I enjoy lugging all the props from one place to another, no matter how heavy (or dirty) they may be.
(no, i'm not being sarcastic.)

anyhow. i left to be sermoned and syit.
cant u just stop? i mean i have enough to deal with in my life.

and then headed to yamaha.
my first since may. woah. hahahaha.
it was satisfying after all the tension i had.

and then i found out i won't be going to national.... naman kasi'eh.
oh see, you bought the wrong size of glue, and now i'm forced to use it.
naman kasi.... tapos di pa ako nakabili ng stapler and other stuff.

so tutor.
my chinese orals are on monday na... so we memorized the two stories given.
damn... y?
btw, i fell asleep.

so the ride home got me thinking how stupid school is. i mean...
by MEMORIZING how Chen Atu mistakes "good morning" with "what's your name", are we able to associate with Chinese businessmen in the future? let alone bargain in divisoria?
by solving the fourth root of x to the 9th power, will i be able to pay the electricity? or find out the price of a discounted shirt from ?
by knowing how NADHP is formed by e- and NADP+, will i be able to toast bread? or maybe prevent getting Dengue?
i mean... hello? can't they teach more practical things like how to say please lower that down so u can bargain with a Chinese trader? or perhaps how to ask someone where the bathroom is in Chinese? or tips on how to add numbers without much brain-use so that we don't have to use a calculator to find out how much P5544545646.65 and P554498498465.36 is? or maybe find percentage better... or even plans on how to save money for a concert?
I mean... WHY MAKE ME MEMORIZE TO FCUKING LONG CHINESE STORIES WHEN YOU CAN HELP ME DO OTHER MORE RELEVANT CHINESE STUFF... ... like improving my accent?
They're teaching us too much unnecessary stuff we won't even use.

well. went home bleh.
i can't wait to move! weee.
everything looks so beautiful... with all the new paint.
and then the floor in my room is so shiny.... oki lang pala na they didn't put tiles... sana nga lang walang scratches ung wood. hahaha. pero okay na rin.
i cant wait to sleep on my new bed. and my new room... now, it has oober daming cabinets and shelves... weee! hahaha.

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slow down, baby

Temptation & Doctor's

s*: 7.21: 9.37 BEWARE! Contagious: My Junk - Spring Awakening...

Wow. There's a Wii upstairs. Book 7's beside me.
And in front, I have homework.

How tempting is that?

.-.

Well. My dad brought home the test Wii.
Sadly, it's not ours. Waaa.
Anyhow, since the company makes the chips needed for the Wii, they have a sample.
And my dad was able to bring it home.

I wanna try it out na.

.-.

Okay.
So kanina lang, after all the hectic-ness, I got my copy of Book7.
With complementary teaser-bookmark and somekind of clear poster. Hahaha.

I wanna read it na.

.-.

Well, this morning, we went to Doctor Cheng. Hayz.
As always, the line was looooong.

So, I got some Starbucks.
Not yet pa.

We ate lunch at Pancake House.
The food there is ghastly! Not worth it.... ever. I should've just stuck with the Fried Chicken.
Not yet pa.

Getting some trouble in the rumble.
I learned my lesson. Bring a wallet... and change. In case the hospital doesn't have tissue.
Not yet pa.

Hayz. After more waiting, tsanan. Nakapasok na.

He just diagnosed me with Pharyngitis. Gave me meds. Hahaha.
So it was a good thing that I stuffed myself with all things cold.

.-.

Tutor was moved all the way till 4.
Ghastly traffic in Ortigas. But more blame is put on the doctors.

Anyhow, she's quite paranoid about China-made food. But still eats it pa rin. Hahaha.
La lang.

.-.

Well. Last night, after FX, due to the lack of sundo, Cj and I walked to his house sa Greenhills.

And we waited for his dad for...

So we just waded in the pool and talked for like soooo long. Never a hearty talk as that. We would've swam. But I'm sick. For heaven's sake.... why am I sick?!?!

And so he arrived, passed by McDo. And then I slept early. Goodnight.

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but perhaps it was only an echo

Giver, Tutor, Mentoring, CLE & HP-Prome Gimik

*s: 7.14: 11.43 BEWARE! Contagious: Wake Me Up When September Ends - Green Day...

Well. I just finished reading the Giver. Even though it has a somewhat happy ending, it makes me sad. Weird, noh? Hayz. Ganiyan talaga masira ang biskwit.

.-.

Hmmm. Contemplation. That's what I was doing during Chinese tutor. If not, I was either answering questions... or sleeping.

It was quite a coincidence that the kids outside her house were playing FOOTBALL... as in American football. But we a mini-football. One that squeaks. But they sounded like they had fun. Makes me wonder what would've happened...

.-.

Well.
Wow. I can't write in the usual happy mood I'm in. The Giver makes me emo.

.-.

Hmm. Friday we had our Mentoring Period.
According to the "test", I'll give up the following things in the following order. My Pride, My Children, My Friends, My Basic Needs and, last, my Passion.
I know: eeeek. At least I didn't let my friend go before my pride, unlike some people I know. Wahaha!!

So, Mrs.S made us write our passions. And sadly, I felt like I didn't have any because the closest thing I could think of was being OC, using the computer and drawing (because of the tree I've drawn on my fan-folder). I'm a failed artist. I hate computers (although I can't live without it) and I'm not perfect. Plus, the last two don't really count as passions.

Then it donned my passion must be writing... songs, stories and blogs.
Yeah, I write songs and stories. Wahaha! Recently, I've been having some inspiration to write stories. Like that of the dead lover and the broken wedding. Wow. Hahaha.
For some reason, I feel compelled to submit it somewhere... just don't know where.

.-.

I loved my prayer for CLE class. Hahaha. I wrote it under--u guessed it--(the same) inspiration that told me to write the stories above. Hahaha. I submitted it to Michael Lim for revision. I smiled from his first comment. PARANG EXAMEN. Well, sort of 'coz I used the first person a lot, and I recalled events a lot.

Hahaha. And then a compliment from Mr Marana. Beautiful. That made my day. I haven't had an actual compliment this whole year. And by compliment, I don't mean "You're my new best friend!" For fcuking sake. Hahaha. Anyhow, it was followed by life story, lesson, blah. And then we disscused holy spirit, great big yawns, etc. Well. We had two breaks this period. First is from the thunder. Wee. Loved the refreshing rain that day. The second was at the end. I nearly completed my tree drawing. By the time it was mentoring period, I was inspired to draw the trees in the patio. Wow. Perfect timing. HOLY SPIRIT.

.-.

I believe.
There is love in heaven. I will be forgiven.
Peace and joy be with them. Harmony and Wisdom.

.-.

Hmm. So last friday, gumimik kaming mga H2.
Hahaha. That's me, kim, mark, jerza, ran, cj, varr and matt.
So Kim and Mark had to leave first and I was supposed to ride with Varr and CJ. But I said I wanna leave early since I don't wanna be late.
They wanted to leave at 6:30. But
1. It's always traffic at Ortigas during this time, and I have no plans of being late.
2. I wanted to eat a proper dinner before watching the movie.
3. I wanted to buy bath wash for swimming class.
So I left early with Mark and Kim.

Anyhow, we changed clothes, and then I followed the duo to Netopia and left them there. (And they keep teasing me for not knowing where Netopia is.) Anyhow, I went to Delifrance to check the price of a sandwich since we agreed to eat dinner there. Then I went to Watson's and get Body Wash. I find it weird why no other place has body wash. And then I went to Unimart, I was supposed to buy MnMs, but they didn't have any. So my vain self told me to buy a comb. And I did. I went back to Watsons and bught 3 packs of the Mini MnMs worth 31. Yeah. I love chocolates.

I went back to Netopia after their promised one hour. And then we argued over dinner. We ended up at Time Zone. Mark's treat. I kept winning the trivia game. But you know what was annoying. He said, di na ako kakain ng dinner. I'm like. WHAT THE FCUK? Anyhow, we saw the others na, and I was able to drag CJ with me to take a Delifrance sandwich out. And then I bought Coke and water.

So I ate dinner in the movie. At least it was better than there bucket of unhealty popcorn... and their big tub of melted fat. Eeek.
I'll review HP at a latter time.

Anyhow, we went to Fully Booked after. I was on a frantic search for Mark who was in the third level pala. Anyhow, CJ, Jerza and Ran left na. And then Mark and Kim wanted to eat. I wanted to say goodbye to Varr who was still inside, but I couldn't because I remembered Mark--my only ride home and the one who has my bag in his car--would run to his own car and leave you (like what we did to Kim when we had the Stage FX gimik). So I was forced to follow. He bought a drink and Kim had to pee upstairs. And then biglang sabi niya: "TAKBO, LUIS!" I'm like. How sad, Kim, but oh well. Anyhow. That was it.

And we waited for Kim to come looking for us. He went out once, but entered again... and we both guffawed! And he finally saw Mark's body guard. I hid in his open trunk as instructed. I stayed as quiet and as unseen as possible. But both of us wondered how Kim knew I was hiding there.

And then, home.

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sabi ni father yayaman din ako.

Saturdays, Birthday, School & Aussies and Fil Teachers..

W: 7.11: 9.15 BEWARE! Contagious: Makes Me Wonder - M5, Mama Who Bore Me, My Junk, I Believe, Totally Fucked and The Bitch of Living - Spring Awakening...

Well. I've been wanting to blog for some time now. But I never got myself to actually doing it. Anyhow. Here I go.

New vain pix!
http://dewe52.multiply.com/photos/album/87

New gramamr blunder pix!
http://dewe52.multiply.com/photos/album/92

Paos ako this week. laging may parang ewan sa throat ko. I frequently clear my throat na.

.-.

Ah crap.
Mosquitoes everywhere. I can't wait to move na to the newly renovated house. Not only are there no mosquitoes, IT'S SO COOL NA! Especially my room. But I wanna move the computer to my room. But I don;t think i'll need to. If my dad starts invading the study room, I'll start moving it na. Bahala siya. Wahaha!

.-.

Ngeks talaga. May Yamaha na pala ko since noon pero di ko lang alam. Bigla lang akong tinext ng teacher ko kung bakit hindi ako pumupunta. Wahaha!

Well. Kinda stupid. Tapos ung mga 3 hour tutoring sessions ko. Evil Laoshi kasi with all the homework kaya humahaba ang tutor. I mean. Why? Hayz.

Tapos in the morning, may FX. Okay lang. I just helped in designing the set. Hahaha. Umalis na ako nang hindi pa nakakabasa. Hahaha.

.-.

Well. We celebrated my birthday in Pasig. Hahaha. Saya. Alex can walk na! Ang saya. I'm like, go to tito. I'm really glad she still remembers me over mom and dad. Hahaha. Robin's getting so botchok na. Hahaha.

pix here: http://dewe52.multiply.com/photos/album/93

.-.

Hmmm.
School was a great big hodge-podge. Hayz.

Laoshi calls me lucky! Hahaha. I like that.
She calls me by my first name. Jili... luck in chinese. Hahaha.
She actually remembers my name. Hahaha. Ako kasi ung laging nagtatanong ng mga kung anu-anong ewan. Laoshi, zhe shi shen me? You xiao kao ma? Wo men kao shen me? Wei shen me zhe shi blah blah blah....

Okay so I was put into the journalism. Love the teacher... so nice. Hate the teacher... so boring. First day pa lang yan at nakatulog na ako. My God. Hahaha. Bakit kaya I wasn't put in accounting or culinary? Hayz.

.-.

I'M FAILING MATH! :(( waaaaa!

But I'll do better. I hate these last 2 quizzes. And the first one too.

.-.

Well. Today, the Aussies were introduced. Hahaha. There was this one who was sobrang tangkad. Grabe! Napapatingala ka. Damn why I'm soooo short. Waaa.

Then two of them are Pinoy din. Hahaha. And the other one's like emo. Hahaha. His hair's black and he let it down. And he always looks down. Well, during the assembly at least.

And talagang unang naisip ni Kim ang tanong na.... "... pa sila" Sabi ko tanong mo na lang, "Gooday mayt. Are you...?" Ang weird nya! Yan talaga ung unang nag-pop up sa utak. Parang nung sa CLE period. Pinaghihinalaan ba naman na....

Then they had the basketball game kanina. One team won by 62. The yellow team. Can't really tell who's who since the tall guy was wearing blue and the emo guy was wearing yellow. So I think they're mixed.

We saw a lot of people there. Like Mr. M and Mr. Legs. Then Mr. Pinlac was coaching/referee-ing. May isa dung vain na nakisama sa picture ng mga naglaro. Sino kaya yun? Hahaha. And then Mr. Enriquez was there din... and guess kung anong sinabi ni Kim. Hmmmm....

Well, since we're in the topic of Filipino teachers, Kim teased Ms.Cuevas ulit during the assembly. May tumbok na daw cya... buntis daw. Kala ko ba that died down last year?
Tapos hiyang-hiya na siya kay Ms Martinez. Una daw kasi eh may reputation na siyang oily ang skin at dumidikit ang oil sa table. (This was proven by Babsi. he tooked chalk and marked the other table. It marked. He marked Kim's table. Thin line lang. Wahaha!) Tapos nung kanina sa workroom.... Hahaha.

Ang sama sa mga niya sa Fil teacher. (Siguro kung mabasa niya toh, sasampalin na naman ako gamit ng face towel. Hahaha!) Defense niya: "Mabuti naman ako kay Mrs. Enaje." Hahaha.

.-.

Well. I'm beginning to love the cafe. Halos linggo-linggo na akong pumupunta doon. I wonder kung may MSG sila. Hmm. That's not good. Sana wala para healthy. Hahaha.

Well, nilibre ulit kami (CJ & I) ni Sean after the game. Weeee! Nakakain na siya nang mabuti this time. Hahaha.

.-.

And we toured workrooms kanina. Before the game, to Ms.A to talk. And then CJ remembered we needed a girl. Hahahhaha! She said yeah. Haha.

And then to the HS faculty to report it. She wants permission kasi. hahaha. Anyhow, Mr. Legs wasn't there.

And then after the game, du'n ulit. And he was there after a while.

Tapos nung dumating si Perps, sinumbong ko si Kim. Hahaha. Am'bilis tumakbo... tapos nung bumalik sinampal ba naman ako ng face towel nya. Hahaha.

And then sa grade 6. Chat with Ms.V and Ms.M. Hahaha.

Anyhow. GTG.

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he's happy.

First (and a Half) Week of School

F: 6.22: 11.38 BEWARE! Contagious: Someday -Nina & Time In - Yeng...

I'll try to make this short coz the Rio Tinto contest is early tomorrow. :D

Okay. So here are my teachers:
Mr. Pinlac - math again
Mr. Perez - english... and with a complicated recitation thing but a cool no homework on weekends rule
Mrs. Santos - mentor.. HOLY ng class namin!
Mr. Sandico - mentor
Ms. Martinez - filipino. kala ko sobrang eveeeeel. Parang mangangagat'eh. Pero after frist day, sobrang bait! joker din pala. hahaha.
Mr. Quijano - science. galing. hahahaha.... may gum experiment pa kami. nakakain ako! hahaha. i have a feeling though na parang magiging Mr. Alano ulit.
Mr. Marana - CLE. again
Mrs. Lugay - soc sci. ang saya ng klase!

hahahaha. anyhow, that's mostly it. what else do i have to tell you?
well. last monday, we had the annual reading of honors. that's me over there.

2nd! Wehheeee! Congrats din sa mga may honors din! At kay Mic Tan at AQ, at Gian na nakakuha ng Magis, at Xavier!

Hmmm. What else?
Oh yes. Chinese is eveeeeeel! We have Ling Laoshi as our teacher. She's really nice... but..... Riji is worth 300 words!!! and then we have to write 3 of them so it's 900 words a week. But we were able to bargain and it became 150 words na lang. Whew!
I spent 3 hours in Tutor because of those Rijis.

Well. This week, we had the club fair. FX wasn't cathcing much attention. And their damn posters put black ink all over my hands and face. Anyhow. By friday recess, we had lots of people signed up. But most probably most of them don't know the audition date was today. Too bad for them. (i'm not sure, but i remember high-one jose luis yulo... i think he's a xavier awardee. but he didn't go... and neither did his friends (the people listed down beside him with the same ball pen ink).. the only h1 that showed up was A timothy dulay. when mr legaspi told everyone he's h1 advanced like me... they're all like aww... and i'm like wtf. hahahaha!)

Anyhow. I also had my own problems. I had to pick a Wednesday club. The choice was Glee and Peer Faci. I got peer faci. Actually, I was going to audition for glee had I had a song. hahaha! I was already outside teh mpc. Varr adn cj even literally dragged me inside... until enzo said, if he doesn't want to audition, don't force him. hahahaha. anyhow. hopefully, i get in to peer faci. Or else i'll have to join... join... join.... damnit. wait for the bus till 4:30

-.-

Well. Last Saturday, I went to tutor after some errands. And yeah... I spent 3 hours on the Rijis. And then we picke Trisha up from Pasig and went to Shang to watch 4: Rise of the SIlver Surfer. So. I had my pic taken in the photoshop your ID pics place. And then I went to National to buy school stuff and useless father's day cards. (You'll know why later.) WE ate at KFC coz food is fast there. And made it just in time in the theatre.

Grabe! Loved the movie! Hahahaa.... Pirates is still number 1... but it beat Spidey. Hahaha. Or somewhat tied it. Hahahaha.

We went home afterwards. Wrote on cards.

Sunday. We went to Mass... late, again. And then went to Greenills for some errands and then passed by home. I got all my school stuff which I needed to do homework. Hahaha! Just when we were in the middle of the place. Trisha remembered. DID WE BRING THE CARDS? Damn. Bakit ngayon mo lang sinabi. ANd so now, it is deemed worthless.

So there. Father's Day steak. the end. bow.

Kiko's Dream Academy

S*: 12.9: 8.32 i.ve got Wind It Up by Gwen Stefani and Fergalicious... what's in your head? 16 days till Christmas

Yoddle. Yoddle. Yoddle. Yeehaw!
Haha. Today was fruitful. Haha. It was the play date. (Not play date--as in the gathering of toddlers to celebrate their childhood--but play date--as in the day you stage a play) Haha.

It was all fun.
So. In the morning, practice. practice. practice. And yes, Mr.Legs, my head still hurts because of the gun. TOK! (It even made a sound.)
Hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha

Oki.
Amongst the corny jokes, the feathers--and by the way, I think I ate 2 feathers, as in really eat,--the ropes, the stand (wee!), the rolling on the floor (and it is definitely fun... yet scary... especially if Kim's rolling behind you and you think your head's gonna hit the post/chairs.... but gravity does wonders and amplifies the speed of the fall... SWEET!), the frisbee, the running around the lecture hall like a total idiot, the spinning and twirling in and out of the curtains, the weird poses, the disconfigured poses, the even weird-er poses, the colds, the runny nose, the... the... the..., basta..... among them all, teaching the kids was fun. Hehe. Especially staging the play. Haha.

Oki.
So I made some mistakes.
I uttered a line earlier than it should have been uttered... I remedied it though... I think... oh no... what if i didn't do it right? Hahaha.
And then, I think I opened my eyes when I was dead.. I'm not sure if i did. But i think I did.

Wow.
That was fun. During the event pa nga my lotsa laughter. *winks at Christian and CY... (separate situations yan)* Haha. Mostly, it was fun. Hehe.

I left.
And after all the traffic, we reached my tutor. All day there, I did calligraphy... and I finished the three sheets 'cher made us do... and more calligraphy...
I learned that i write chinese well... with a ballpen. Haha. Therfore.. I should not force myself to write the way professionals do on a callig brush.... I should just write with the callig brush just like i'm using the ballpen... and they actually look better... haha.

Well.
I must be off now. :D Hell Week na.

Sour to Sourer to Sweet

S*: 11.11: 11.15 i.ve got Lying... by Panic! at the Disco, More to Life by Stacie Oricco and More than Words by Frankie J... what's in your head?

So testosterone boys and harlequin girls...

Hmmm.
Life. A roller coaster. A wheel. A DSL connection (particularly mine).
It has its high point and its low points. Today was just one day that showcases both.

The day state ravenously. I woke up 8ish to get ready for tutor. Apparently, in my life, 7 hours of sleep isn't enough after all the days of puyat and pagod. *Sigh* Breakfast wasn't as filling. I hate Gardenia bread. I like other brands. Gardenia's bread is rough on the throat. Well, life can't get crueler, can it? Aside from my unusual bathroom rituals (featuring Phantom of the Opera), I was already late for tutor. Add to that, my yaya, who was supposed to get a cab, didn't get a cab, instead did some kalye babad. Of course, I have a low boiling point. DIFUSE. I arrived in tutor. The day was plum. We left.

Now, once i arrived home, I was in deep slumber. ZzZzZ. zZzZz. ZzZzZ. WAH! I woke up with a blast, wherein "with a blast," here, means suddenly, rampantly and violently. Of course, no matter how good my sleep was, I would get a headache. I don't like to wake up through the method of being surprised. I get headaches. And of course, add to the headache my boiling blood. I ate lunch at 2ish. Did some more sleeping and woke up 3ish for Yamaha. I went to my organ lessons and practiced Taboo over and over, and over, and over, and over again! Of course, my sore midle finger and aching back wasn't what brought my anxiety. IT WAS STRESS. STRESS. STRESS. STRESS. I've been getting a lot of mistakes on the stuff I didn't have mistakes at before. STRESS. The audition-elimination for the Grand Recital is tomorrow. STRESS. What if i did in the audition what i did in the practice today. STRESS. What failure will be compared to me. STRESS. What if i do pass? STRESS. I've never been in front of a big crowd all alone. Usually small crowds or with someone else or both. STRESS. And, most of all, WHY DOES I HAVE TO BE ALL ON DECEMBER 9. STRESS and ANXIETY. Blurb. I went home hearing the voice of my disrespectful maid, the pessimistic taxi driver and the annoying voice of my other yaya's child. Consciously, i'm thinking about the environment. Sub-consciously, I carried worries and stress. ANXIETY and STRESS.

It's not yet even five [o'clock], and i'm already tired and ready to give up.

How Kim's worries made me feel good? Not an irony. Kim's worries weren't my fault; therefore, i have lost all guilt i carried during Friday. Once i got home, I went online to do my homework. But, because of STRESS and ANXIETY, i decided to chat. Luckily, Kim was online. So i was able to say what i wanted to say. Before i was able to start with homework, i had to leave already. Apparently, my dad had arrived, adn he planned to go over to CJ's since i told him i had to pick up the Narnia DVD. I told him he wasn't home yet, so we went to National. Riding the car took away some of my worries, which were lightened when I was talking to Kim, because I wasn't commuting anymore. Although, a mechanice stench wreaks havoc in the car. YWEEE... I bought 2 calligraphy brushes/mopi(t)--small and big,--a calligraphy pen and some ink. (Maybe I should have bought the India ink. whatever.) Sadly, they had no calligraphy paper in both Greenhills branches. (If worse come to worst, we're going to Ongpin... my first time. Hihi...) Since CJ still wasn't home, we spent more time in National. Now, i'm on the search for a grammar book about conjuntions instead of Filipino dictionaries. But I'm still on the lookout for good dictionaries. While looking around for the Noli comic--which i wasn't able to find,--i saw a book antagonizing the Da Vinci Code--which i read, of course, it's sad that the Da Vinci Code itself can't be read in National. When i turned around to look at the opposing shelf, I saw the Da Vinci Code and other Catholic-antagonistic books. HAHA! IRONIC! We ate dinner in Delifrance, then we left for CJ's house and got Narnia. By this time, all stress and anxiety has gone... although it still haunts me.

Right now, I'm doing homework. And it's best that I start concentrating. GNGN

Just My Luck... ;-)

10.13:10.32 i.ve got Sponge Cola... what's in your head? Also feeling hungry and sleepy...

Haha...
Today WAS THE BEST FRIDAY THE THIRTEENTH EVER!!!!!!!!

Oki...
I'll start with the reasons why it isn't ALL that good...
For teh first part, I was hungry and sleepy...
SLEEPY - i slept 1:00am last night... my effort and hardwork for school
HUNGRY - my first meal was very VERY small--breakfast at home... I didn't eat lunch or recess dahil I had no time because of class mass and newsday... may next meal was a pack M'n'M during dismissal... then 2 pcs of gum... then dinner... wah! and dinner was, again, small because the chicken was all bones and no meat... wah!
The second thing is the MAth quiz, hindi naman ako nanghihinayang.. pero nakakainis pa rin...

I MUST DO BETTER IN:
@ Science - the LT! :~( and somehow, i feel the sense of... i dunno the word.. haha
@ Filipino - i know... It seems it's slowly getting harder
@ Math - is it my fault the lesson flow is so slow that i don't listen any more... crazy classmates keep making things that are short long... so even the things taught, di ko na rin naririnig... must;ve been cause since i'm not in the center any more so I am less inclined to look at the board... wah! Haha! 2 na!
@ Soc Sci (excluding Newsday) - i think the lack of gawains have enforced some kind of less learning on me...
@ CLE - parang tsamba na lang cya'eh

Haha...
Well, why is it good?

• My Legs
• StageFX
• Newsday
• Science
• Filipino

But before any of those, I'll just mention other stuff first... Mr Bumatayo substituted for our class in English... Mr.LEgs was out but only came to school for FX... Well, we playes scattergories which as fun... I made the coolest group design... but we ended up not using that piece of Manila paper... haha!
Well, i was saved in Soc Sci.. don't ask...
In Chinese, we had a quiz.. AN EASY ONE! THANK THE LORD!... well, i'm sure i have mistakes pa... but that's okay... hehe!

FILIPINO
I got a 32.5/35... YAY! And In really like the stories I'm making... they truly bing out the creativity in me! HEHE! I can't wait to kuwento this in the ORAL TEST... I love reading stories (not talking about myself.. Hayzz... there it goes again, I'm sure, if i borrowed Paul's tape and talked about him, I'd get a hgiher score... wahh.... or kaya my couz's proj.. talk about her... i don't like talking bout myself... hayz....)

SCIENCE
Kahit na parang ang mali-mali, okay lang... kahit nagalit si cher, okay lang... haha... It was so fun! HEhe... and we also don't have to do the post test... ano kaya gagawin namin that day? hehe...

NEWSDAY
LKahit na it was one of the main reasons why i slept late, oki lang... Kahit na hindi na ako nakakain dahil dito, ok lang... kahit na malapit ko nang mawala ung USB ko, okay lang... I FELT IT WAS ALL WORTH IT! Well, it was very crazy and magulo! It didn't follow what i wanted to happen... BUT IT'S OK! Grabe, an'galing ng audience impact namin!!!! haha! Some key highlights:

• Kyne said ATRAS AKO!
• SAYANG NAMAN #1: Hindi na-play ung music
• SAYANG NAMAN #2: HIndi nagacting ng Kris Aquino si KIM!!! GRR!! PANO KUNG HINDI KITA BIGYAN NG REVIEWER/LIBRE?
• WE're the only group to have skips in the documentary (makalu-makalulu-akalululululu!)
• We're the only group to have people be interested with the documentary kahit na hindi pa nagsta-start (because of the models and jessica soho's paused facial reactions)
• We're the only group that used a DVD
• We're the only group where ms.natonton didn't give homework... she must have been so excited by our presentation... haha
• Er're the only group to have prizes!

STAGEFX
haha.. well, kaunti lamang kami, pero amsaya pa rin... all i can say is that i got more than what i asked for... and that isn't always good... but alwasy a challenge to me.. and i never take down challenges...;-D

LEGS
WEll, One again i've had that weird leg pain.. but this time, it healed faster... naagapan kasi agad... i hope it doesn't happen again the evening.. hayzz... it's so called that I was able to walk again in a few minutes... haha.. sana naman hindi nito maapektuhan ung pe ko... haha

well.. gngn... tutor is early tom..!

Quote:

"P^t^ng ^n^! S****** N* A**!"

Just Another Bad Day

10.8: 3.06 i.ve got Real and J.Lo's Rebirth Album... what's in your head?

Hayy...
What another bad day!?! I dunno if it's just me... I just hate it! The contentment that was Saturday was overpowered by this worst day ever!!! And it's all just because of one person... if you'll veer be able to find the site, I just had a another BLACK moment... HAHA!.. That was just my fifth post on theat blog, which shows i don't get mad right away... but when I do, ayokong may makakita... I can still remember that group practice in grade4... The only person I can remember who was a victim of all my f^cking hatred on that dreaded group... HAHAHAHA!

Oh well..
I'll just continue on about my weekend... Friday was okay... I had around 2 naps... hehehe... Well, the food at tutor's was good... As expected, there was mooncake... I also had some cool cookies... Imagine a Fig Newton... Make it circle shaped... change the filling from the gooey thing into chocolate chips... HEAVEN! HAHAHA!!

Well...
Yamaha was in the afternoon... We went back to Taboo, one of my most favorite songs to play... It might be my audition piece for whatever grand recital he's talking about.... haha!

After...
We went to National, I bought some stuff... and I finally found a decent English-Filipino Dicitionary... I wanted the other one, but what I bought was much more handy, so I got it... Besides, it was much cheaper... HAHA! Well, we went to the grocery after and bought some stuff... Then, I did homewrok from 8:30pm to 12:30mn... Hahaha! Well.. gngn.. gtg do hw.. :-)