it feel like n.y.

The Chocolate War, Report Card & Manchu Novels

*t: 11.15: 6.55 BEWARE! Contagious: Tattoo - Jordin Sparks... 39 days till Christmas!

Okay. The Chocolate War tomorrow! Weeee.
Grabe. Lahat na ng batchmates ko, nandyan na. Hahaha. LOL.
I'm happy naman na, this time, manonood si Ran. Hahaha! Buti naman.
I gotta take this to the next level!

Well. A lot of people are still asking for Friday tickets. Hay. Yan kasi, di nagpa-reserve nang maaga. Hahaha! LOL.
BUY SATURDAY TICKETS!

Anyhow. I'm happy. I'M 2ND HONOR. Weee!
Iyon nga lang... I have one line of 8 and most of my grades went down.... not drastically. Hahaha.
Science - 97
English - 97
CLE - 96
Soc Sci - 92
Filipino - 91
Math - 90
Chinese - 88
I'm VERY glad that I got high on Filipino. Hahaha. I thought I was really low. Sooo happy!
I'm glad I made the cut in Soc Sci. Most didn't. Phew.
It's quite sad to think I only got 86 in Chinese (without the +2). I really wanna quit it na.
Math... hayz. I thought I'd get higher. Waaa.
By the way... I almost got DILIGENCE. Except that Chinese and Math gave me V V... Damn! I just noticed... the same situation last quarter. It's just their subjects. Naman!
Hay naku. If they're not happy with that, ewan ko na.

Well. I'm about to go to the PA room again.
Mr. Pinlac kasi. Hahaha. Pero okay lang. I loved the prayer I made.
Dapat O O na yan... hahaha! JOWK!

Hmmm. It seems like I'm having some kind of "artistic epiphany"... the writing kind. Hahaha. Cooool! I think I can write so much things right now.. (see the above prayer, a song, etc.)
Well. Hahaha. Maybe it's affecting me much. I've been tripping all over the place. And I don't feel like doing any manual labor. Hahaha! (For the first time, tinatamad na ako maglinis ng backstage. Hahaha!)

Other than that, things at the table are going loco.
I hate it... but I can't do much. Hay.
It's pride and prejudice.

Anyhow. I fell asleep reading Dragon's Gate last night. It's another book about China during the Manchu. GOD! It's Young Fu all over again.... I never finished Young Fu. I kept falling asleep after a few pages. (BTW: Young Fu is about China during the Manchu)

Well. I read till chapter 4 last night and fell asleep. This was around 11pm. I woke up at 3am to find out I'm still in my uniform. Well. I got dressed and then... WHERE'S THE BOOK?? I looked under the bed. Beside the bed. In the corners. On the shelf. In my bag. Everywhere. But it was gone. Naks. Hahaha! I left for school na without it.
I still have no idea how my yaya found it under the bed without me finding it first. Hahaha!

By the way, I love fitness! Hahaha.
Iyon nga lang, I wasn't able to actually do anything today. Why? I didn't have my PE uniform. Naman! Hahahaha. Crazy me.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SA MAY BIRTHDAY THESE PAST FEW DAYS!!
Enzo... Burke... Nath... Karl... Mark... Ms.M... Wesley

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alab ng puso

Hell Week

f: 10.20: 12.47 BEWARE! Contagious: Moving On - Elliot Yamin 65 days till Christmas!...

Well, I'm about to sign in to well-deserved sleep. Hay.
My bed is calling me, but I still want to blog.

Of blogs.
Well. I shall try to fix how my blog looks like. Maybe make/find a new background.
I noticed I blogged straight from Sunday to Thursday. It seemed impossible for hell week. But woah! Hahaha. No wonder I've been sleeping late...??? LOL.
And yes, I'm a lot of line away from finishing Lupang Hinirang. LOL.

Of Lupang Hinirang.
I was helping Kim out with his project in the morning. I noticed that, once again, no one was singing. I wonder. Was it because Mr Marana wasn't there? Hahaha.
Well, they did sing louder during CLE class. I wonder. I wonder.
You know what, for some reason, I keep thinking I'm messing up the lyrics even if I'm not. Haha! Hay. It's sad that it's like we're having an oral test. I'm the one taking it... everyone else just listening to me sing.... badly.

Of oral tests.
Grabe! Two oral tests on one day. Naks! The first was Chinese. They interviewed me about the song, and then we sang it in front. I kept forgetting the lyrics. It was so sad, but no worries: I don't think they noticed. Laoshi was so proud of us pa nga eh. Hahaha! So proud she moved the long test. Yey!
The second orals was that of English. Unexpected that I was the seventh to be called! ANNOYING. Anyhow, as usual, I was shaking uncontrolably. I mean even when I wasn't saying anything, my mouth kept moving, and I couldn't write well because my hands kept shaking too. Hay! Anyhow, I got a tentative 94. WEEEE! Hopefully, he picks those who gave me a high score. Hahaha!

Of tests.
Well. We had the Filipino long test that day too. Actually, I forgot about it the whole day. It was only till I asked Kim why Ms.Tina was counting was I reminded that we were to have our long test that day. HAYYYYY CARRRRRAMBA! It was so hard! But I have to keep fighting for what I think is right.... para sa akin ang kingdom of heaven. Hahaha.

Of CLE.
Grabe that creative synthesis. I slept past 1 last night doing it. Then, I fell asleep. I suddenly woke up on my bed. After 5 seconds, I tried to recall: "I never laid myself down on the bed. That must mean.... AGHH!!" I rushed into the bathroom, then I rushed taking a bath. All that just so I can go finish my synthesis. Hay.
I just passed it tonight.... 12. Hahaha! If I was told earlier, I wouldn't have strained me that early un the morning. Hahaha!
By the way, that morning, the school bus arrived just when I was printing the last page. Galing ng timing!

Of the school bus.
For some weird reason, I sat on the front seat of the bus. Hahaha. I always stay at the back, but now I enjoy the front seat. Hahaha. It's really spacious and it's not an eye sore. Hahahaha.
Back when I was sitting there, I was able to see through the eyes of manong... how he had to maneuver through all the cars. But then I still saw how we were compared to the other cars in the street..... slow. Hahaha. Oh yeah, when we reached Ortigas, I fell asleep even if I told myself I wouldn't. Hahaha

Of sleep.
It's one of the worst habits you can have during classtime. But I couldn't avoid it. At least, I'm not that obvious since I'm not really caught.... even if the teacher is right in front of me. LOL.
I'm talking about Chinese. I mean... I dunno. It's just boring, and the AVR is cold. Just perfect. Hahaha.

Of swimming.
GRABE! The first time I got into the water, I was freezing!!! It was soooo cold! I couldn't believe it. Hhahaha. Well, we had our last skill test last Thursday... it was also our last meeting. Hahahaha. Well, I guess I did okay. This is one skill test I didn't stop or anything. Hahaha. After, they let us swim in the deep pool. So fun!

Of FX.
It was fun... tiring though. I was sooooo sabog though. It was annoying! I even missed my cue on the my last speaking scene. Hay! Grabe naman. My performance today... wasn't that good. Waaa. Anyhow, at least I improved on my barker scene, but I know I can do better.
I really have to... read Chocolate War again to get a better feel of my character and read Bakit Baliktad outloud... well, at least just the part about "Kalamaaaaaay!", "Baluuuuuut!", "Sigeeeeeeeee, halukaaaaaaaaaaay!", "Cubao! Cubao! Cubao!" and "PINK NA PANTY ANG TRIP NI LOLA!" LOL. Hahaha.
I'm proud! According to Allen, prod is all done with the work. But come to think of it, they're not. They have to maintain the props, clean the stage, check for the sofa and ball!

Hey! How are my transitions? :D LOL.

BTW.
The last highlight of these last two days is that of ........
It's getting too out-of-hand already.
But we're ready na. Really ready. Hahaha. We can do this!

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when your hand is on fire, all you have to do is scream

FX, Morning Ceremonies and Impulse

: : BEWARE! Contagious: paiba-iba...

Okay.
So today was fun... I guess. Hahaha.

Nice. (i'm reinstalling YM again. hopefuly, it'd be fixed na. it get's annoying to keep on having to restart it because i'm not receiving anything on the message window.)
Haha! Well. I slept at around 1:30 last night.
So yes. As expected this time, I fell asleep. Thrice pa. Hahaha.

Where was I?
Yes, I was in the part where I was talking about how nothing much happened.
Other than the fact that we sorta talked na. Sorta.
Why sorta? Because we didn't say everything we wanted to say. Hay.
We really need to list them down... Hahaha!

Okay then.
Off to FX. Yes. It was tiring.
Yesterday, I got neck and stomach pain after the crunches.
Now, we ran! WAAAA!
Kulang na lang they make us swim while singing. Hahaha!

Well. That song has got me thinking about morning ceremonies.
I mean, it's really evident that I'm the only dominant voice in class who sings Lupang Hinirang and recites the oath.
I got myself to think about it. WHY? Why do I keep doing it? It's not like the other's sing too. It's not like anyone actually cares. It's not like the I have the best voice in class. (In fact, there are times naririnig ng buong class ang mga flat ko. Hahaha! That's how quiet they are.)
Then, I just thought. Why not do it? Why should I conform to everyone else when I can stand out (as a unique human being made in the likeness of God. Haha!)
WHY should I run my finger through the flames? Just because.

Hahaha.
After FX, while waiting for CJ's dad, I lied down on the 6C's plaza. I've always wanted to do that. In fact, I've always wanted to lie down on the patio's green grass and on the walkway bridge.
Hay. Reminds me of the time I threw Sean's clipboard and papers off the walkway bridge.... just for the heck of it. Hahaha. It was fun and crazy. That's me... crazy. Hahaha

Well. That's all for now, I've gotta make up for all my lost sleep. Haahaha!

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weekday devotion

Bigkis!

f: 10.05: 10.11 BEWARE! Contagious: kung anu-ano...

Ano'ng masasabi ko?
Ngayong araw na ito, naramdaman ko talaga na magkakalapit kami. Parang nawala ang harang. Hahaha!

Pero hindi iyan ang pag-uusapan ko ngayon. Hahaha. ;-)
Wala pa rin si Varr. Gumaling ka kaagad!

Nakarating ako sa silid-aralan ng mag-aalas syete y medya na. Hay. Buti na lang at nakaabot pa ako.
Hindi ko alam na may misa pala ngayon. Hahaha. Dinala ko ang libro ko sa Matematika bilang pamaypay. (Noong klase ng Filipino ko lang nalaman na mas mabisang pamaypay ang student planner. Hahaha!) Sayang nga lang na nasira ang pamaypay kong gumagamit ng dagitab. (Haha! naaliw lang ako sa salitang dagitab! Hahaha!)

.-.

Hay. Nag-ensayo kami sa may canteen pagkatapos ng mentoring. Hahaha.
Wala lang.

Pagkarating namin sa patio, nine-nyerbyos na ako. Hahaha.
Pero cool pa rin.

Nakakainis talaga! Nagkamali pa kasi ako:

Sino ba ang nakarinig ng salitang buhOt?
Kasi naman! Dapat BUHAT. Hahahahahaha! Hayz.

May nakalimutan din akong linya.
At nakalimutan ko ang aking pagpasok kaya kinailangan kong ayusin nang kaunti.

DI LANG YAN... MAYROON PA!
Bulol na bulol na bulol ako. AGGGGHHHH!!!

Alam ko ring NAPAKAhina ng boses ko tuwing nagsasalita ako nang normal. Nakakainis.
Buti na lang hindi ako napiyok. Hahaha. Inaabangan ko na talaga iyon kahapon pa lang. Di ko alam kung bakit. Hahaha.

(Naaaliw at naiilang ako tuwing sumisigaw ako tapos umaalingawngaw boses ko sa tennis court. Hahahahahahahaha!)

Salamat sa Diyos na pwede na ang kinalabasan. Hahaha! Sayang lang at hindi siya "sobrang pwedeng-pwede." Naplantsa sana namin. Hahaha.

Masaya na rin ako. Naramdaman ko ulit ang kaligayahan ng pagtatanghal. Hahaha.
Hindi man kasinggrabe ng pagka-"high" ko sa Duwa, pwede na rin. Hahaha.
Ibig sabihin nito, na-mi-"miss" ko lang ang Hulugan. Hay.

Uy. Sana magkatotoo ang panloloko namin kay Karl:
TRUWA. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
Pero pwede rin naman siyang tawaging Duwa Duwa. Hahaha.
Sa panaginip lamang. Hay.

Naaliw nga pala ako sa madla! Napakalaki ng pagkakaiba! Ang galing nila!

.-.

Oo. Nagulat din ako. Hindi ko talaga alam...
...na Nobyembre na ipapalabas ang aming dula. Hahaha.

Iyon nga. Inihahandog ng Stage FX ang
ANG DIGMAANG TSOKOLATE.... este
THE CHOCOLATE WAR

Nob. 9, 10, 16 at 17.
Pagkabalik na balik mula sa Sem Break. Weee!

Siya nga pala.... abangan ninyo ang pagpapatuloy ng
Ang Paglilitis ni Mang Serapio. Hahahaha! (sana)

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no one mourns the wicked

Frustrations.

w: 9.26: 7.55 BEWARE! Contagious: No One Mourns the Wicked...

This person I'm writing about is really special because this whole entry is dedicated to him.
Plus, it's been proofread for errors or whatever.

Before you go on reading, I suggest you just skip through this entry to spare you my annoyance and frustration. No cusses or anything... hopefully.

The thing started out with my mom being unable to pick me up from FX. The school bus even waited for me since she texted.

Since I wanted to attend, I asked him, "Big favor. Can you bring me home?" That straightforward. No more distractions. No more 'best friend cards.' No more excuses. Just a straight question from one friend to another.

If he said no, I would've went with the school bus, but he said YES. Sure, he had some worries, but he answered me with a YES. Yes, I'll bring you home.

By the time we were walking towards Gate 1, he was complaining. "Your house is not on the way. It's too late. Can't you walk? Can I leave you somewhere on the way to my house?" By this time, I just got disappointed. Very disappointed.

He even tried to play. "There was this time in Power Plant that I asked you bring me home, but you didn't." As usual, he had his facts wrong, and we entered the car with him still complaining.

Once again, he kept dropping hints of leaving me down on the streets or wherever.

By the time we were on the part of Santolan wherein he turns while I stay straight, he let out a complaint. "This is where my house goes." A loud groan. "FINE!"

For the rest of the trip, I had low spirits, and he noticed it. He even kept asking, "Why are you angry? What's the problem?" I arrived home to my relief.

Yes. What is the problem?
It's not that he planned to drop me off on the streets. I'd be fine with that. At least, it's a way closer to home. It's not that he kept gaving excuses, but that may contribute to it.

IT'S THAT HE'S MY FRIEND.
I'm just frustrated that he would say things as though I'm a burden in his life. It's as though I'm dragging him down.

If he really didn't want to let me ride with him, he could have said NO the moment I asked. Sure, I'd do some pleading, but if I'm really out of the way, I would've just gone home as early as that. That way, I won't be a problem to him, and I wouldn't have to worry about going home.

For the whole time from FX until I reached my house, he kept making excuses for him to not bring me home.
I really expected more. If he was Kim, sure, I'd expect that he'd be like that, but he's not Kim.
Sure, he has those times wherein he "doesn't feel like it", but generally he's okay.
Until now. Now, I just figured out how he really is.

It was his attitude. There are better ways to reject people or complain. I should know. All my life, I've lived that way. If he had been more well-mannered, if he had been more polite, I wouldn't feel so bad. But he didn't, and I just really feel bad. REALLY.

Everytime, I always try to be a good friend, even if he doesn't mind me that much. Even if I have my own old, bad impressions on him, I still stayed a friend. Sure, I'd tell him off, but I do it properly just as a friend would. Even though his personality gets annoying and he keeps teasing me. I'm just really frustrated.

I may just be overreacting, but whatever. I'm just annoyed. Period.

Good news, he's dead
The bitch from the west is dead
The wickedest bitch there ever was
The enemy of all of us here in Oz
Is dead, good news, good news

I'm so glad he doesn't read blogs.
But even if he did, I wouldn't mind, at least that way, he'd know. He'd know.
He ought to know.

A few days ago, I told CJ that I wouldn't be surprised one day if I was kicked out of the group. Right now, I'm just affirming everything.

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help the homeless here in my hat

Tests, FX, Friends and my Room

t*: 9.25: 10.21 BEWARE! Contagious: Stuff....

Wow.
It's just been two days and it's all been a great big blur. Haha!

Yesterday, I was soooo sleepy since I slept at 1 the night before. Yeah, I was cramming everything. Hahaha. When the school bus came, I was still brishing my teeth. Hayz.

So when I got to the classroom, I was cramming Chinese LT.
Talagang di pinag-aralan eh. Hayz. And the LT came. I score low.
But it's good enough to pass: 85.5. Hayz. Hahaha!

So yeah, the most of the day was a blur.
Busy-busyhan.

FX came. And it was both cool and scary. Hahaha.
I'll go skip most of the frustrations, and just say this: Yes, I admit they're too dependent. I really need some lessons on domineering, and then apply for play#2. ;-) Since I'm lights, there might be more time for prod. Hahaha.

Cool ng lights.
It was New Year! Wahaha. Pumutok ang mga ilaw. Hahaha. Then we had a mini fire. Hahahaha! Coincidentally, Mr.Legs wants some fire for play#2. I volunteered Stacey. Hahaha!
In no relation with that, Stacey has started teaching me his lights knowledge. Hahaha. Let's see what I've learned:
- Making an outlet/plug
- Checking for gaps
- Fixing wires
- Hanging lights
- How not to fall while standing on a ricketty ladder that is moving. (just hug the ladder and wave to your fans)

Somehow, Stacey says he'll be away from FX next year but i doubt it. Hahaha.
Other than that, there's the rest of the H2 who're leaving FX. Hahaha.
By the time we're H3, it's just me, CJ and varr. And maybe some other who wanna join. But basically, I'll be the only one who was there since H1.
What really makes me wonder is that they feel too pressured. But they wouldn't be pressured if they actually did work. Diba? Hahaha.

So when I got home, I slept at 1 after cramming homework. Evil stuff plus Journ. Hayz.

The next day, blah. We had our Math LT and I had a couple of mistakes na. Hayz. Carelessness. Hahahaha.

CJ came home with me after FX.
He stayed muna in my house since his parents weren't home. Hahaha. He got to see the renovated house... and my room. Hahaha!
I've been wanting to show someone my room. But who can I show naman... at least, I have shown someone na. Hahaha.

Well. Other than being awed by the room, we talked about *ehem*ehem*
We even used paperclips to help us visualize. Hahaha. It was weird but cute. Hahaha.
And so it made me wanna email Paul. And so I did. Haha.

So that's mostly it for now.

MALAPIT NA ANG CHOCOLATE WAR
don't forget: BUY TICKETS FROM ME! Hahaha.

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sorry. sorry.

AC Logistics and Friendship.

f: 9.21: 10.09 BEWARE! Contagious: nothing...

Pagod na pagod na ako! Sobra.
Nine na ako nakauwi from AC. Tapos sobrang dami pang kailangang gawin. Naks.
AYOKO NA! I have to admit. Most look sucky save for the Prod Crew's backdrop and my sun, moon and stars plus tetra pack buildings. Hahaha. Okay na sana ung labas, pero nung tinanggalan, sobrang... hayz. Anyhow. Pwede na rin sya.

Anyhow, I'll start with today.
So. Yeah. Nothing much. Argh. Hahaha!

Batch mass... i read one of the prayers. nothing small. didn't go as well kasi walang practice.
Chinese.. Shucks. Don't ask.

Soc Sci was funny. Mrs Lugay: "If you copied from anyone else, I will give you a zero, a green slip and I will file a case against you. Hahahaha!" Noon, zero and greenslip lang eh. Ngayon, may case na! Hahahaha!

So blah. Went to AC.
Ang dami sobrang mga nasasabi ang mga tao sa kotse. Hahaha!

HERE's the thing:
DI KO MAINTINDIHAN KUNG BAKIT SA IISANG PAGKUKULANG SA TAONG HALOS KAPATID MO, PAAALISIN MO NA LAMANG NANG GANYAN-GANYAN LAMANG NA PARANG BASURA. ANG IGNORANTE KASI. WALA MAN LANG BANG SENTIDO NG PAGKAKAIBIGAN? NG KAGULANGAN? ANO NANG NANGYARI SA LAHAT NG MGA PINAGSAMAHAN NINYO? WALA NA BA NANG GANYAN LANG? Yan talaga ang problema sa mga inyo kungkayat ayaw kong mag-Ateneo. Alam mo, kahit ayaw mo sa isang tao, kaya naman itong ayusin nang may mas tamang paraan. At higit pa roon, pati ang mga taong kasama mo ay nasasangkot pa.

Hayz. Now that that's out of me.
Better go get sleep for tomorrow.

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i've gotta find my purpose

FX, etc.

t*: 9.18: 9.50 BEWARE! Contagious: Avenue Q...

I'll make this a quick one:
I have lots of homework and they have to be done in an hour.

Why? Dad forcing me to sleep at 10:30 simply because I didn't wanna wake up this morning as a result of sleeping at 12 the night before.

Hayz.
I'm actually thinking about taking Stacey's offer:
Not audition for this year's second play and just do lights for him. Why?
'coz I've been wanting to do lights since the start of the year but I couldn't because of being in cast.
'coz I don't trust whoever is holding the lights right now.
'coz Stacey needs to pass on lights knowledge before he graduates next year.
'coz he says life's a bit easier. Hahaha!

Hahaha. But what if I do wanna audition? Oh well.
Either way, desisdido akong maging cast on 3rd year. Hahaha!

My USB is not working. Damnit.
I wonder if it adds more hours past 10:30. LOL.

Nagiging mas complicated na ang <3 sa workroom. Right, Kim? Hahaha.
Tsk-tsk-tsk. LOL.

Well. I still wonder why ehem-ehem is making life more complicated.
I mean the circle? that happens a lot inside this group? we should decied to kick...?
Why are you making life more complicated?
Especially about being depressed over a leaf! Naka naman.

Hayz. Mostly, that's all I have to say.
Wahaha! Anyhow, gotta go get my USB fixed.

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the more you love someone, the more you want to kill them

Bad Friend, Seating Arrangement and Chinese Class

m: 9.17: 10.42 BEWARE! Contagious: Avenue Q...

Today started out great. I mean I still had time to listen to the radio. Haha. Nawawala ang mga Masters. Hahaha.

Anyhow, only when I was thinking in the school bus did I remember: syit! I fell asleep to early! Meaning I didn't get more bond paper. I didn't bring my math book. I didn't orint my script..... and most of all: I DIDN'T PRINT CJ's HOMEWORK!

Shoot! Pramis ko pa naman the night before na di ko malilimutan.
Bad friend! *slaps self* Bad friend! *punches self* Bad friend! *kicks self* Bad friend! *pokes self* Bad friend! Hahaha. LOL
Anyhow, he ended up doing it during lunch, meanwhile I treated him to a shake to make up for it. Wahahaha.

Anyhow, so yeah.
Tried to memorize my inspired script. Hahaha. Anyhow, bukas na.

I was just thinking about the change of seating arranngement. Lots of stuff will be new. Hindi na kami mag-uunahan sa paghula kung sino ang nasa examen... o di kaya ang pag-comment. Also, di na namin masyado mapag-uusapan ang mga <3 sa workroom. Hahaha!

Then again, life will be peaceful without Kim around. Phew! Hahaha. Tapos diretso na akong nasa ilalim ng electric fan! weee! No more heat! Wahooo...! Sadly, I'm too far from the computer! I can't see. Damn these glasses... the grade should be higher. Hayz.

Speaking of seating arrangement, we also have a new one for Chinese class. Last week, I decided to increase my test scores by sitting beside a smart Chinese dude--Charles. No, I DON'T CHEAT! Do not connotate that! Hahaha. I just don't understand what she's saying... (Just proves I have no future in Chinese) and whenever I ask my seatmate what she means, Michael would just go: I wasn't listening. Hayz! Well... Charles should know, so I sat beside him. That was until today. Today, she decided to move me back with Michael. Naman! Zyg kasi'eh! Agreeing with her pa. Hay buhay. Oh well, there goes understanding your teacher.

And I also hope to make my V in effort become an O. How? Actually listening to her. The only way to do that is to stare into her eyes so that she knows I'm listening. Sure I'm listening, but not understanding. Hayz. Hahaha! The problem with that is she keeps asking me: Ming pai ma? (Do u understand?) And I just nod even though I don't know what the hell she's saying. And the other problem is that she keeps calling me. Kanina lang, she just asked me what I wanted to be when I grow up. It took me like 5 times of asking her and Michael what she meant before I could say Doctor. Hahaha! Not that I wanna be a doctor... it's just that that's the only job I could think of at the moment. And then right after, I could have said teacher or salesperson. Hahaha!

FX was... was... was magulo today. The scene we did today had a cool concept but the outcome was looking magulo. As in parang sigawan lang siya. Anyhow, we ended up watching Star Wars Robot Chicken. Hahaha! At the same time, CJ's hyperactivity passed on to me. I kept bouncing... and i'm paos at the same time.

I just noticed... I've been giving advice like a machine. It just keeps coming out... hahaha.

Other than that, I've been a stickler for most of the days. Everywhere I go, it's like GRAMMAR ERROR! SPELLING ERROR! SENTENCE ERROR! PUNCTUATION ERROR! LANGUAGE ERROR! It's both cool and VERY, VERY weird. Hahaha. I even spotted one on the FX circular. Hahaha! (one reason I don't read my own blog... there's too much of them caused by bad typing skills)

What else do I have to say? Not much. Hahaha!
Hmm... soon, I'll be writing in straight Filipino again. Haha. I miss that.
Oh yeah, I noticed most of my blogs have something about FX in them. Hahaha!

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you don't exist.

Problems

w: 9.12: 9.38 BEWARE! Contagious: Mama Who Bore Me...

Finally, I've found it. Quoting Ilse, it's useless searching for something that you don't even know.
But I still kept searching. And I did find it.

Recently, I've been so sabaw or sabog. And I guess it's coming from depression.
Why was I depressed? I didn't know. I kept asking myself. I kept looking.

I mean, how many times has my clumsiness been evident? How often have I flushed money down the drain? How much quizzes have I scored low? How I've been staring into oblivion as if in deep reflection, when there's nothing in my mind... a cause as to why I'm more silent than usual?

I just found the reason. The reason why. How? I was advising CJ on his problems and telling him LIFE IS SHIT, quoting Archie. And then I just found it. It just appeared.

They say the people you are with influence how you are. And I guess this is true. Varr has been depressed almost everyday. Francis is sharing that he's all OP. CJ having dilemmas of his own. Allen is problematic about prod. And the list goes on....
Add to that, KIM. Kim is like a depressant. Somewhat the opposite of an antidepressant, the drug. If your already down there, he won't forget to step on you, and with his weight, it's not hard to be flattened. It's just annoying.

Then again, it may just be because I lack sleep. But when do I ever lack sleep? I mean see this:
A while ago, I had a conversation with Ryan Sy, my new math seatmate. He asked me what time I sleep; I told him 11 or later. And his compliment made me smile: "And yet you're always so full of energy." It has been a great deal of time since I last received a compliment, and it really makes me happy that it came from someone so unexpected. But back to sleep, it's true. So I guess this is the only answer for now.

I'd tell you more about today, but I guess I need more time.
I'll go do one of those reflection things... and then off to homework.

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ever since the whole world began

Hairspray Gimik

t*: 8.29: 11.25 BEWARE! Contagious: You Can't Stop the Beat...

One reason I love studying in San Juan is that extra holiday tomorrow that comes in handy. (Although, if I were in Pasig, that holiday would be on my birthday. But this comes more handy 'coz not much happens on July compared to August.)

Okay. So today was our much-awaited Hairspray outing.
It started out just inside vcljfp pero only the fx members of the group are able to come... boo those in canada and those in isabela and those in GUAM!
Anyhow, a week before, FX was planning na. So it became an fx gimik instead. Hahaha.

So yeah. I snuck my camera in school. Wahaha! I have a secret pocket. Wihee.
Anyhow... so yeah, I'd post my grades but I only have 2 subjects. So sorry na lang. Wait till Friday. Damn teachers give me too much suspense. I already know I failed Filipino in English why keep it up? Waaa!

So yeah. After Soc Sci, it was lunch. (Nahuli pa ako ni Mrs.X na tinuturuan si CJ paano sumuka. Hahaha!) And then peer faci. Malapit na nga pala ang AC interaction. Hahaha. It was a bit more.. peaceful nang kaming h2 lang. hahahaha!

Anyhow. after, I rushed to the Lecture Hall to find them just starting to practice.
I'm even more disappointed with props coz ako na lang ulit ang nag-iisang kumakarga ng mga upuan. Cast too bossy. Prod too lazy. Hayz. Hahahaha!

So yeah. Talk, weird workshop and then we left. Varrick doing some.... ehem. :))
We left early. We arrived mga ewan. And Varr said he'll bring us home na lang. Weeee! Hahaha. Don't have to plead with Mark na. Hahaha.

Anyhow. So yeah. We arrived early and ate in Delifrance. hahaha. So as a birthday gift, I bought Varr Heaven on Earth (the Starbucks cake I've been wanting to try... and it does taste good.) and then sang him the birthday song.

Anyhow, they planned to go tiangge-shopping. And i'm like AYOKO!!! t's always so crowded, dangerous and sticky in there. And so tiring. I ended up persuading them not to... and we entered mercury where I bought chocolates and drinks.

Pagkatapos, we went to Time Zone. Lang hiya, ninakawan ako ng pera. Hahaha. I wasn't able to go air hockey. We tried the DanceDanceRev which was... eck. And the usual hand-shwingy. Hahaha. I so suck. Hahaha! Enzo's the master. wahaha!

Anyhow, so we got in with some mix up meaning we missed the start. History did repeat itself!
Once again, I was late... because of someone on the snack bar (but this time i dragged everyone else with me). And the other thing: we watched a musical wherein if FX did it, Kim would have a role.... Dreamgirls: Kim is Effie. Hairspray: Kim is Tracy.... pwede ring Edna. Hahaha!
Anyhow... ginawa ba naman akong Litle Inez... haha!

Overall, okay lang ang movie. Something about the flow though.
Songs were catchy... pero parang i dunno. Hahaha. Paborito ko talaga ang You Can't Stop the Beat. Hahaha.

This day was sobrang nakaka-high. Hahaha! Tapos an dami pa naming sikreto... right Cj and Varr? LOL!!!! Hahahaha! Yuck... BI talaga!

Anyhow, I arrived at home all hyper... so I had to kill it pa. Hahaha! And now I'm here. Weeee!

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Santa likes the cheese

Stupid Broken PC and EK

t*: 4.3: 11.50 BEWARE! Contagious: Senti Songs...

Haha....
Well... My coputer is fcukin broken! It's so annoying. Hayz. I blogged on some bond paper but then I left it at home... I'm in Varr's house right now... We're about to go to EK na. Weeee! I'm so excited.

Anyhow... you'll have to wait for the pictures from Alex's birthday and the EK trip. Hayz. Nakakainis!

Oh well:
ek! ek! ek! ek! ek! ek! ek! ek! ek! ek! ek! ek! ek! ek! ek! ek! ek! ek! ek! ek! ek! ek! ek! ek! ek! ek! ek! ek! ek! ek! ek! ek! ek! ek! ek! ek! ek! ek! ek! ek! ek! ek! ek! ek! ek! ek! ek! ek! ek! ek! ek! ek! ek! ek! ek! ek! ek! ek! ek! ek! ek! ek! ek! ek! ek! ek! ek! ek! ek! ek! ek! ek! ek! ek! ek! ek! ek! ek! ek! ek! ek! ek! ek! ek! ek! ek! ek! ek! ek! ek! ek!
off to Enchanted Kingdom.... Weeeeeeee!

WAA! Sira pc ko!

Haroo! Haroo! Haroo!

Paul's Despedida aka. Shang Gimik

S*: 3.24: 9.08 BEWARE! Contagious: I Will Follow Him (The Song on the Io Course)...

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Grabeeee! Saya!
Haha... dapat emo kasi paalis na si Paul... haha.. May 13 na lang... bwahaha... For today, kasiyahan! hahaha...

Well...
Tagal na namin tong pinagplaplanuhan! Kahit na ang daming disruptions, ang saya pa rin! Sorry na lang for those who weren't able to go. You missed out on a great bonding experience. Haha! Wow.

Well...
After a collection (hihihi), CJ picked me up and we headed to Shang--after dropping off his mom. Hahaha. We met up with Jerold in the food court. There, CJ wrote on our picture-memory for Paul. Haha! Amazed kami anong nasulat ko last night. Ang sa akin.... at kay francis... na KAAAAY Haba! Grabe. Haha. Wow. So CJ wrote his in his fancy handwriting... and then Jerold. And when he hasn't started. Pault exted na nasa National na siya. And I'm like... quick! Bilis! Bilis! Hide! Hahahaha.... So after Jerold finished writing, we went up to the 5th floor to decide on which cake to buy. Bwahaha! So when we finally decided, we went down na... and Paul was complaining. Bwahaha!! Manahimik ka na lang... para sayo rin naman'eh... HAHA!

So, we bought our tix and went on to Lunch. We decided KFC na lang kami lahat... Bwahaha! So, after deciding on what to eat, we're all "how much do we pay?" GULO NAMIN! Haha... You could've imagined all the math problems we encountered... HAHA! Well, after the Math period, they ordered the food, and then I secretly got the cake. I waited for quite a long time till they were seated. Then, I brought the . WIHHEEE! Haha.... Uau! Wow! Uau! Hahaha... Well, we ate and then we ate the cake. But before eating the cake, cyempre my picture process muna. Picture picture--pati cake slicing pinicturan... HAHA! Oh well. Scrumptious cake brought to you by Art Cakes on the 5th Floor of Shang. Before they use to do designs on the spot. Now, you have to pre-order to design your cakes. Aww... Anyway, I was taking care of the cake as i was bringing it to the food court kasi Mothers' Day myt repeat itself... (I accidentally destroyed one side of the cake while carrying it... shaking? maybe... swaying? maybe.) Haha... Anyway, this one was safe na.

After this, we made our way to the theatre. Haha... So, we bought drinks and watched 300. Next entry na lang ung review. Together with my say about Apocalypto. Basta, all I can tell you was fantastic! Haha... Afterwards, we went to Kameraworld on the Ground Floor. We had our picture taken. Bwahaha! Wallet size. I have them right now. Haha! Oh well. Buti naman it's digital na ngayon... Hhehe... Oh well. After pic taking, we went to Starbucks.

I got myself a drink and so did the others then we sat down. Talked about stuff. Made yabang our iPods/n93. And then, we showed the photo-dedi. Haha. Touching. LOL. I also gave wallet sized for everyone else. Tapos todo-cam na... Haha! Grabe kakahiya.. pero okay lang. Buwahahahaha! Sana nagpapa-picture kami sa guard para matino-tino naman... HAHAHAHA! Well, afterwards, we went to look for a box for myself. They went on to look for a bag as I decided on the box. Which I did. YAY! Haha. I have one na.. kahit na it was stuffy inside my bag. HAHA! Oh well. Well, I met up with them again. And then, we went everywhere and I got dizzy and tired fro all their bag-searching... eek! Oh well, we left CJ behind and ran to the music store. And then he found us... DAMN! So we took our picture na from Kameraworld. COOL!

Well, after, we went to Power Station. Syempre, hindi kumpleto ang gimik kung hindi kami pumunta du'n. HAHAHA! Grabe. SAYA! I lost all my dizziness. HAHA! Una, nag ching-ching (Air Hockey) kami.... Sobra intense! hahaha! Tapos, todo shwing-shwing (that game featured) ... hahaha... finally, naka-survive ako.. Hindi nag-appear sa screen ang mission: failure. Wihee! A pa nga score ko'eh. Hahhah! And then paruumdumdumdumdum na! (racing). After wards, ting-ting-ting (Spot the difference electronic puzzle game). HAHAHA! Talagang may ibang pangalan... haha! Well, after we got prizes for those who weren't able to come: namely ms.a and ms.m... Hahaha!By the way, Jerold left during... during.... basta he left when we were there... hahaha! (bad friend... spanks self... hahahha!)

Okay.
So after that, we went to.... went to.... where did we go? Basta. All I can remember inviting Paul to go to the Internet Cafe in the food court so that we could email the pictures. He declined because we don't even have the USB cable for it. HAHA! Oh well. So we ended up in Music One (again) because CJ wanted to look around) so I went to one corner and was later joined by Paul. I looked at his n93 gallery. Pix of us. Pix of something I dunno (dang! One day, I'll find out!). Video of me. HAHAHA! Check the multiply na lang. AND.... THe video of Weejoe Yulo as magician with Ms.A going like.... Introducing the magician Weejoe Yulo in a werid voice! BWAHAHAHA! Somewhat like Yu-u-lah! Pero weirder! Hahaha. Tapos nung may dumaan, sabi ni cher: "Excuse me, we're video-ing here" sabay tulak. Haha. And my reaction's like... LOL.LOL.Didn't know she could be makapal... I love the word uttered by the English teacher...LOL HEHEHE... jowk lang! peace! peace! Anyhow, after this we went on a frantic search for Paul's missing piece. HAHA! When we couldn't find it, we stopped. DUH. So he left... we said our goodbyes. Bye Bye! Vacation ka dito agad! Haha... oh well

After this, we went to Bench as Cj scouted around. And then we went home. The END. haha.

Friends, first and forever!
Ran, Jer, Luis, Ms.M, Paul, Ms.A, Varr and CJ

BON VOYAGE, PAUL!
HAYIBERDAY, RAN!

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