when your hand is on fire, all you have to do is scream

FX, Morning Ceremonies and Impulse

: : BEWARE! Contagious: paiba-iba...

Okay.
So today was fun... I guess. Hahaha.

Nice. (i'm reinstalling YM again. hopefuly, it'd be fixed na. it get's annoying to keep on having to restart it because i'm not receiving anything on the message window.)
Haha! Well. I slept at around 1:30 last night.
So yes. As expected this time, I fell asleep. Thrice pa. Hahaha.

Where was I?
Yes, I was in the part where I was talking about how nothing much happened.
Other than the fact that we sorta talked na. Sorta.
Why sorta? Because we didn't say everything we wanted to say. Hay.
We really need to list them down... Hahaha!

Okay then.
Off to FX. Yes. It was tiring.
Yesterday, I got neck and stomach pain after the crunches.
Now, we ran! WAAAA!
Kulang na lang they make us swim while singing. Hahaha!

Well. That song has got me thinking about morning ceremonies.
I mean, it's really evident that I'm the only dominant voice in class who sings Lupang Hinirang and recites the oath.
I got myself to think about it. WHY? Why do I keep doing it? It's not like the other's sing too. It's not like anyone actually cares. It's not like the I have the best voice in class. (In fact, there are times naririnig ng buong class ang mga flat ko. Hahaha! That's how quiet they are.)
Then, I just thought. Why not do it? Why should I conform to everyone else when I can stand out (as a unique human being made in the likeness of God. Haha!)
WHY should I run my finger through the flames? Just because.

Hahaha.
After FX, while waiting for CJ's dad, I lied down on the 6C's plaza. I've always wanted to do that. In fact, I've always wanted to lie down on the patio's green grass and on the walkway bridge.
Hay. Reminds me of the time I threw Sean's clipboard and papers off the walkway bridge.... just for the heck of it. Hahaha. It was fun and crazy. That's me... crazy. Hahaha

Well. That's all for now, I've gotta make up for all my lost sleep. Haahaha!

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sadistic mad-woman

Portfolio, FX, Countdowns, Sleep and Tests.

t: 10.09: 1.11 BEWARE! Contagious: Wonderful - Wicked...

Alright. I've just finished doing my English portfolio entry.
Yes, it looks rushed but good enough under my mediocrity standards.
So yeah... I ended up using Helena Bonham Carter since I couldn't think of any other person I could idolize. If I did put my real idol, it would jsut be vanity. JOWK!

So to make it intersting, I put these pictures:

LOL!

Anyhow, during today's FX meeting, I learned the Salutation to the Sun. Hahaha!
Also, I was so hyper for some reason. I kept making motorcycle "rrrr" going to "rrrrr" going to high pitched "rrrrr" sounds again. hahaha!

Aside from that, backstage is wonderful!! Hahaha. I just fixed it and I can see the floor again! The boxes are put in place tidily and everything's all organized. Hahaha...
Well, except for the scattered wires. hahaha!

Also, napa-out of tune ulit ako. hahaha! First note ko pa lang sa kanta, asintunado na talaga. Hahaha. Natawa na lang talaga ako. Hhahaha!

Anyhow, while waiting for cj's dad, we were talking about the calendar. Which led to us counting how many days till Christmas. And... it sorta got overhand.... so this happened:

Added top my desktop clutter which already includes the photo-corkboard wallpaper, the calendar of upcoming events, the post its, the dock and the hide and seek start menu,
I now have 3 countdowns.... one for Christmas, the other for the Chocolate War and the last for Sem Break.... I labelled them. Hahaha.

Sorry. That upper half is just really sabog! Hahaha.
My writing is all over the place. Hahaha.

.-.

Anyhow, I slept at around past 2:00am last night.
What was I doing? The Filipino Research.
Naks. Sobrang stress talaga 'yan! Hay.

Today, for some weird miracle, I didn't fall asleep. Not after any quiz, not during any boring lecture, not at all.
Examen time, no matter how much I forced myself to sleep, I really couldn't. It's really, really weird. Hahaha.
And yes, I was still hyper by the end of the day.

Anyhow, I got a perfect score on the English LT.
I love you, incentive! Weeeeeee!
I could've gotten 68 instead of 66 if it wasn't for my indecisiveness. Hahaha!

Filipino test was hell!
On the physical side, I got a stiff neck and a really tired wrist.
On the mental side, I'm really exhausted. That test was hard!
What added to the difficulty factor is that we needed TEKSTONG PATUNAY. Hay.

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jelly in the lips

Sleepiness, Driving and Speech

w: 9.26: 9.47 BEWARE! Contagious: Unfaithful - Rihanna...

Okay. Now that I'm a bit more composed. Phew.
Here's the real blog.

Hehehe.
Grabe last night. I fell asleep in front of the computer. Hayz. Hahahaha.
Back pain. I woke up at around 12. Slept on my bed for 15 mins.
I woke up again to dress up ans shut the computer down. Naks. Hahaha.

Before that actually, my dad told me that he renewed his license.
It's now a professional. According to him, this means he can be in the passenger seat once I have a student's permit. I'm still confused though about this what-not, but that's not important.
What's important is that I can drive soon! WEEEEEE!
I just have to grow taller a bit more. hahahaha.
Add to that, I have to turn 16, which according to the LTO site is the age when you can apply for a permit. 17 to apply for a license. Hahaha!

Hahahaha!
Anyhow, we had the assembly today. Thank God I wasn't late. Hahaha!
So we usually have the haircut thingy. Shhh! I escaped! ;-)
Ayoko mag-kwento. I might get in trouble. Hahahaha!

Well.
I was sleepy most of the day. And I've been getting better. Chinese class, I slept. Nasa harap na harap ako ni Laoshi. But she didn't know I was sleeping. My seatmates were laughing nga on how I was so near her pero no one noticed.... other than them. Hahaha!

English class.
Mr. Perez was looking for volunteers for this UP speech contest thing. Hahaha.
Crazy Babsi.. shouted my name. Mr. Perez said, "Oh no! Luis has already been pre-chosen"
I told Kyne, "WTF? Syiiiiiiiiiit!"
Hahahha. Apparently, he's looking for participants for this group reciting... to be trained by Mr. Asis. And then I was put in this Individual contest (syiiiiiit!) thing with Mr Legaspi.

Anyhow, lunchtime, I saw Mr. Perez. He said, he made a mistake, and I'm not in.
YEEEEEEESSSSSSSSSSSS!
Hahaha. La lang. I'm still traumatized by my grade 7 extemporaneous speech contest. Hahaha!
And I definitely cannot stand on stage alone.

So yeah. Peer faci and then FX.
And then my frustration. Haha!

HEROES! Weeee!
I'm loading the 1st episode na! hahaha!

Anyhow, that's it for now.

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La Lang 12

Since I'm really bored of Shakespeare:



Oh well. Back to work... Just wanted to greet myself. Haha. Insane... I know.

Sickly

S*: 1.20: 2.08 BEWARE! Contagious: John Legend...

Sh*t.
Oh well. Being sick is no fun at all.
And yes. I have been cursing the whole time. The usual fcuk's ans siht's and the occasional DAMN!

Haha...
But seriously. I hate being sick. Especially because I'm left to lay in bed and watch TV. Why? I wanna blog. I wanna read blogs. And the shows are boring. AND MOST OF ALL. The boring shows leave me a blank mind, giving space to anxiously worry about all the the quizzes and lessons I have missed. And I'm so damn worried about all the HABOL-ing I'll have to do. Oh sh*t talaga.'

Argh.
I hate those sleepless nights I had. It's so damn annoying. Some highlights of the sickness were the shaking in the cold and the numbing of my hands. Damn. Hopefully, I get to go back on Monday... hopefully. I hate it. Diarrhea + Influenza + Chills.

I wish...
Hmmm. I wonder. Oh well. Oh yes. I have finished blogging about New Year last week. It's just that it was too late in the evening for me to post it. So I told myself to post it the next day... till I got sick. Bleh. At the same time, all the pics and videos are uploaded already. So no sweat. I'll post the links, too.

Hmm. What else?
Have I told you about the fireworks? Oki then. Well. We went to Mall of Asia the Saturday before I was sick. Actually. We were going to. Not exactly went since we never really arrived. We were going to watch the PyroOlympics on the actual viewing spot itself. We saw the Chinese fireworks inside the car, in front of Philippine Plaza Hotel. When it finished, we tried to move so we can watch the Philippine exhibition upclose. But because we got locked in a traffic jam wherein no cars--as in, not a single car--were moving. It's like they were frozen to the ground. So, from one of the (stage) theatres where we parked, we planned to walk to the mall. In our struggle, we landed on Macapagal Seaside. And across from where we are--on the other side of the bay--was Mall of Asia. We stopped and ate there. Damn. The fireworks were briliant. We went home at such a late time.

BTW.
I was with Arlo and his parents, Trisha and Mommy Fim. We were supposed to meet up with Janice and everyone else in Mall of Asia.

The next day,
we went to Promenade. Trish, Mommy Fim, Ate Kaye, Kuya Rix, Dad, Mom and I went to Church in Santuario. Then, we ate in T-Boy. And loosened down in Starbucks. Java Chip was good. haircut in Bruno's where I saw Evan and Nico.

Once
I got home... SICKNESS!!!!!!!!!!!!! And all the madness began. Bow.

Sour to Sourer to Sweet

S*: 11.11: 11.15 i.ve got Lying... by Panic! at the Disco, More to Life by Stacie Oricco and More than Words by Frankie J... what's in your head?

So testosterone boys and harlequin girls...

Hmmm.
Life. A roller coaster. A wheel. A DSL connection (particularly mine).
It has its high point and its low points. Today was just one day that showcases both.

The day state ravenously. I woke up 8ish to get ready for tutor. Apparently, in my life, 7 hours of sleep isn't enough after all the days of puyat and pagod. *Sigh* Breakfast wasn't as filling. I hate Gardenia bread. I like other brands. Gardenia's bread is rough on the throat. Well, life can't get crueler, can it? Aside from my unusual bathroom rituals (featuring Phantom of the Opera), I was already late for tutor. Add to that, my yaya, who was supposed to get a cab, didn't get a cab, instead did some kalye babad. Of course, I have a low boiling point. DIFUSE. I arrived in tutor. The day was plum. We left.

Now, once i arrived home, I was in deep slumber. ZzZzZ. zZzZz. ZzZzZ. WAH! I woke up with a blast, wherein "with a blast," here, means suddenly, rampantly and violently. Of course, no matter how good my sleep was, I would get a headache. I don't like to wake up through the method of being surprised. I get headaches. And of course, add to the headache my boiling blood. I ate lunch at 2ish. Did some more sleeping and woke up 3ish for Yamaha. I went to my organ lessons and practiced Taboo over and over, and over, and over, and over again! Of course, my sore midle finger and aching back wasn't what brought my anxiety. IT WAS STRESS. STRESS. STRESS. STRESS. I've been getting a lot of mistakes on the stuff I didn't have mistakes at before. STRESS. The audition-elimination for the Grand Recital is tomorrow. STRESS. What if i did in the audition what i did in the practice today. STRESS. What failure will be compared to me. STRESS. What if i do pass? STRESS. I've never been in front of a big crowd all alone. Usually small crowds or with someone else or both. STRESS. And, most of all, WHY DOES I HAVE TO BE ALL ON DECEMBER 9. STRESS and ANXIETY. Blurb. I went home hearing the voice of my disrespectful maid, the pessimistic taxi driver and the annoying voice of my other yaya's child. Consciously, i'm thinking about the environment. Sub-consciously, I carried worries and stress. ANXIETY and STRESS.

It's not yet even five [o'clock], and i'm already tired and ready to give up.

How Kim's worries made me feel good? Not an irony. Kim's worries weren't my fault; therefore, i have lost all guilt i carried during Friday. Once i got home, I went online to do my homework. But, because of STRESS and ANXIETY, i decided to chat. Luckily, Kim was online. So i was able to say what i wanted to say. Before i was able to start with homework, i had to leave already. Apparently, my dad had arrived, adn he planned to go over to CJ's since i told him i had to pick up the Narnia DVD. I told him he wasn't home yet, so we went to National. Riding the car took away some of my worries, which were lightened when I was talking to Kim, because I wasn't commuting anymore. Although, a mechanice stench wreaks havoc in the car. YWEEE... I bought 2 calligraphy brushes/mopi(t)--small and big,--a calligraphy pen and some ink. (Maybe I should have bought the India ink. whatever.) Sadly, they had no calligraphy paper in both Greenhills branches. (If worse come to worst, we're going to Ongpin... my first time. Hihi...) Since CJ still wasn't home, we spent more time in National. Now, i'm on the search for a grammar book about conjuntions instead of Filipino dictionaries. But I'm still on the lookout for good dictionaries. While looking around for the Noli comic--which i wasn't able to find,--i saw a book antagonizing the Da Vinci Code--which i read, of course, it's sad that the Da Vinci Code itself can't be read in National. When i turned around to look at the opposing shelf, I saw the Da Vinci Code and other Catholic-antagonistic books. HAHA! IRONIC! We ate dinner in Delifrance, then we left for CJ's house and got Narnia. By this time, all stress and anxiety has gone... although it still haunts me.

Right now, I'm doing homework. And it's best that I start concentrating. GNGN

Hell Week

10.20:11.48 i.ve got Jojo... what's in your head?

Hehe...
Oki... Ang saya grabe ng FX today!!! I loved it... sayang lang, di ko makwento sa inyo... haha... basta... TOTAL CHANGE! LOL!... Tawa kami ng tawa... :D

Well...
It's officially hell week... waa! I have to do my ORR and Portfolio... waa! Hehe...

What's quite happened in school this week:

• Newsday: no one can ever ebat our group's
• Science: Tinapunan si Paul ng chalk... haha (Go Mrs.X... HAHA!)
• Newsday: Pinagalitan si Kim ni Ms. Natonton.. BWAHAHA!
• English: NOUNS ARE DISCRIMINATIVE! Why are plants classified under thigns and don't have their own category just like Animals.... Nouns should edefined as... Persons, Animals, PLANTS, Things, Events, Places, Concepts, Feelings, Ideas... grr.. ROFLOL!!
• CLE: Prayer service seemed okay even if it wasn't
• Chinese: LT was fairly okay... I'm sure I passed
• Soc Sci: We've ahd two projects... the first one looks so cool! Especially the drawing of UST and the Title Design... for the second one, which is yet to be submitted, I'm drawing Pigs... WEIRD! Pigs for SocSci projects... haha!
• PE: FINALLY OVER! That dreaded subject is over! NO MORE DANCING!!! Alleluia!
• Computer: CSS will seem confusing... but once you get used to it, it's easy na...
• Chinese: We just watched the most absurd film!! EVER!
• Math: I've found the ideal Math class... if only Mr. Pinlac continued it... WAA!
• Periodicals are in a few days!!!

Oh well... gtg!

Quote:

"you're nothing but an overweight, dying-hard, xerox copy... hahaha!"

Just My Luck... ;-)

10.13:10.32 i.ve got Sponge Cola... what's in your head? Also feeling hungry and sleepy...

Haha...
Today WAS THE BEST FRIDAY THE THIRTEENTH EVER!!!!!!!!

Oki...
I'll start with the reasons why it isn't ALL that good...
For teh first part, I was hungry and sleepy...
SLEEPY - i slept 1:00am last night... my effort and hardwork for school
HUNGRY - my first meal was very VERY small--breakfast at home... I didn't eat lunch or recess dahil I had no time because of class mass and newsday... may next meal was a pack M'n'M during dismissal... then 2 pcs of gum... then dinner... wah! and dinner was, again, small because the chicken was all bones and no meat... wah!
The second thing is the MAth quiz, hindi naman ako nanghihinayang.. pero nakakainis pa rin...

I MUST DO BETTER IN:
@ Science - the LT! :~( and somehow, i feel the sense of... i dunno the word.. haha
@ Filipino - i know... It seems it's slowly getting harder
@ Math - is it my fault the lesson flow is so slow that i don't listen any more... crazy classmates keep making things that are short long... so even the things taught, di ko na rin naririnig... must;ve been cause since i'm not in the center any more so I am less inclined to look at the board... wah! Haha! 2 na!
@ Soc Sci (excluding Newsday) - i think the lack of gawains have enforced some kind of less learning on me...
@ CLE - parang tsamba na lang cya'eh

Haha...
Well, why is it good?

• My Legs
• StageFX
• Newsday
• Science
• Filipino

But before any of those, I'll just mention other stuff first... Mr Bumatayo substituted for our class in English... Mr.LEgs was out but only came to school for FX... Well, we playes scattergories which as fun... I made the coolest group design... but we ended up not using that piece of Manila paper... haha!
Well, i was saved in Soc Sci.. don't ask...
In Chinese, we had a quiz.. AN EASY ONE! THANK THE LORD!... well, i'm sure i have mistakes pa... but that's okay... hehe!

FILIPINO
I got a 32.5/35... YAY! And In really like the stories I'm making... they truly bing out the creativity in me! HEHE! I can't wait to kuwento this in the ORAL TEST... I love reading stories (not talking about myself.. Hayzz... there it goes again, I'm sure, if i borrowed Paul's tape and talked about him, I'd get a hgiher score... wahh.... or kaya my couz's proj.. talk about her... i don't like talking bout myself... hayz....)

SCIENCE
Kahit na parang ang mali-mali, okay lang... kahit nagalit si cher, okay lang... haha... It was so fun! HEhe... and we also don't have to do the post test... ano kaya gagawin namin that day? hehe...

NEWSDAY
LKahit na it was one of the main reasons why i slept late, oki lang... Kahit na hindi na ako nakakain dahil dito, ok lang... kahit na malapit ko nang mawala ung USB ko, okay lang... I FELT IT WAS ALL WORTH IT! Well, it was very crazy and magulo! It didn't follow what i wanted to happen... BUT IT'S OK! Grabe, an'galing ng audience impact namin!!!! haha! Some key highlights:

• Kyne said ATRAS AKO!
• SAYANG NAMAN #1: Hindi na-play ung music
• SAYANG NAMAN #2: HIndi nagacting ng Kris Aquino si KIM!!! GRR!! PANO KUNG HINDI KITA BIGYAN NG REVIEWER/LIBRE?
• WE're the only group to have skips in the documentary (makalu-makalulu-akalululululu!)
• We're the only group to have people be interested with the documentary kahit na hindi pa nagsta-start (because of the models and jessica soho's paused facial reactions)
• We're the only group that used a DVD
• We're the only group where ms.natonton didn't give homework... she must have been so excited by our presentation... haha
• Er're the only group to have prizes!

STAGEFX
haha.. well, kaunti lamang kami, pero amsaya pa rin... all i can say is that i got more than what i asked for... and that isn't always good... but alwasy a challenge to me.. and i never take down challenges...;-D

LEGS
WEll, One again i've had that weird leg pain.. but this time, it healed faster... naagapan kasi agad... i hope it doesn't happen again the evening.. hayzz... it's so called that I was able to walk again in a few minutes... haha.. sana naman hindi nito maapektuhan ung pe ko... haha

well.. gngn... tutor is early tom..!

Quote:

"P^t^ng ^n^! S****** N* A**!"