Hangovers and Awkward Hilarity

Sunday, December 27 at 7:09 PM
So what happened today? Quite a lot--or maybe not.

Today started at 12:00 in the morning.
I'd tell you what I was doing, but I don't really remember. What I do remember was that I was tinkering with my brand new phone and watching movie trailers. Oh! And I made pancakes because I got hungry.

So I headed to bed past 3am. (Yeah... so early, right?) But damn, I couldn't get myself to fall asleep. It was insomnia or something. I passed the time playing in bed with my two best friends. :> My iPod and my new phone. (What the hell were you thinking?) Because they're my best friends, they shall be called Poddy and Slick.

Slick is fun. He's like having a cross between a T-Mobile Sidekick and an iPhone.

Anyhow, I think I finally fell asleep when the sun came up. That was 6am. Unluckily, it's a Sunday, so wakey-wakey! Let's go to Mass. Strangely, we weren't all that late. Then again, we went to the 12:15 mass, so how much later can you get?

But God, it was like I was hungover on something. I couldn't get my head to concentrate. Usually, I'd have a talk show or one-person seminar in my head during Masses, but today all I heard was the sound of the Mass echoing and echoing, entering one ear and exiting the next as I stared into the Christmas lights. Gahd, that felt bad. Not to mention the lack of air conditioning made my skin feel all bad.

Yes. Aside from light headed-ness, that bad feeling in my skin is a side effect of the global phenomenon called puyat. When not in aircon, it just feels bad. I remember I barely slept one Thursday night/Friday morning: SCIENCE LAB PERIOD WAS HELL. HELL! HELLLLL!!!
(Yes, the Physics lab doesn't have air conditioning just in case you didn't know.)

Anyhow. Moving on. We went to Shang, and I was still woozy. Note: I was bumping into things and tripping. And it's not just my normal klutziness.

I went to Gap but didn't get the sweater I want. I thought about it again... it seems a bit too loose for me. I'll try it once more, and I'll see what happens then...

Anyhow. Fast forward to home. It's family get-together day with the father's side. Weeee. (Note small hint of sarcasm.) I just have to say it's awkwardness to another level. I don't really relate that well with those who are sorta my age--quite strange since they're my neighbors. Usually, I stay inside the house, but since my mom wasn't able to plan some office Christmas party on the same day, she got me to accompany her with the awkwardness.

I just have to say: My mom + Father's side get-together = Awkward Hilarity. Amen.

Anyhow, when it was getting too dark, I went inside and read me some Twisted. Jessica Zafra is a goddess--in writing that is. Then I watched HIMYM.

Aww, Ted. Aren't we all just looking for love?
Alyson Hannigan has to be given more props. NPH is hogging all the spotlight, but nonetheless he's pretty fucking legen--wait for it, and I hope your not lactose intolerant 'cause the next word is--dary! (Yeah... if you've forgotten about the first season, you'll prolly think that dragged too long. Haha!)

Lessons Learned from a McDonald's Shop

at 6:42 PM
I just finished (meaning paused) my HIMYM marathon to accompany my dad to get a meal at McDonald's. He ate more during the family get-together, so I dunno why he's starved.

Anyhow. We went to the one in the intersection between Meralco and Ortigas Ave. The ony in the Shell station. So he left to find a table while I ordered with an American accent. (Yeah. It's fun screwing around with people's heads... y'know, if you that counts as screwing with people's heads.)

So while I was waiting for my order (heaven only knows why only one person was at the counter), there was this taong grasa who came in and started putting together all the money that was collected. So I looked around for other people's reactions 'cause... well, I love looking at people's reactions. Basically, nil. No one really cared.

Well... except for these two ladies in one corner who had this look of disgust. Quite sad. So I finally got my fries after giving this other lady the look that said "WHERE THE HELL ARE MY FRIES, B----?" Kidding. I asked politely--with a half-irritated tone. I looked over at the two ladies again, but the other one went missing.

So I walked over to the table with food in hand. Sitting down proved pointless however since my dad wanted more ketchup. (Why the hell do they give only two at a time?) I walked back to the counter, and I saw an awww moment.

Apparently, I was wrong. It was a look of concern. Before leaving through the door, the two ladies gave the taong grasa woman two plastic bags of food. I didn't really notice, but the woman also had a baby on her shoulder and a three-year-old child with her.

Who knew? That was just pretty fucking sweet.
There are people out there. And in places unexpected, too.
So this blog is dedicated to you, two ladies! Drinks on the house! (Or not...)

Well. You got nice people and you got shit people.
Fast forward to eating my apple pie and sundae (Yum!). There was this family in the table behind me who made a rude comment. I don't remember exactly what about but it involved Intsik and laway. I wanted to turn around and squint my eyes. (Biaoxi! Or however you spell that. God. I'm in a Chinese school, and I don't even know how to curse.)

Yeah, Chinese bros, I hear ya! Peace out!


Other lessons learned?
I need to find me a midnight barkada. In one table there were these four dudes who were in pambahay lang. (God, don't you love my ever-improving conyo skills?) just, I dunno, hanging out. And I realized the following: (a) it's fun to just hang out with friends doing nothing, (b) I get bored a lot of midnights, (c) I need to find friend who live close by. So yeah, it'd be fun to have an out-of-the-blue call in the evening: "Dude, McDo tayo?" And then I go pick up Carla and call up Jake to call with. And we all head to Starbucks or McDonald's and stuff. No?

**Names are fictitious. Introduce me?
So maybe that isn't a lesson. But whatever...

And that's what I learned from a trip to McDonald's. :D

Just Say Yes!

Friday, December 18 at 7:36 PM
I quote Kim: "Today's the best day to end the [school] year."
Not verbatim! (Nag-quote pa ako :|)

I agree.
Congratulations to the Xmass Comm. You guys put up one hell of a show. Really proud. It's a good thing you didn't keep "in theme." ;)

I enjoyed this year's MRX--and apparently the last one ever in high school. When it started, we already knew it would turn out pretty well: who would've thought you could get Ms. Pasiliao to be GaGa for a day? Hehe. Mr Acosta doing Single Ladies--bigay na bigay pa! Sa'n ka pa?

One thing bugs me though. Who the hell is number one? In fact, who placed what? I don't even think there was even a Top 10. I only remember 10 performers--and two of them were just placed in there by random gigs.

Anyhow. It was great to see Ms. Lopez sing! Hehe. Even if I didn't vote in MRX this year due to insufficient funds o.O, I still got my wish. :D (The one I've been bugging her about with drawings on the blackboard.)

Oh! And Red Velvet Skies. The best band Xavier's had since Mau. ;)
Go Ferdie! :D

But the real highligt of the day didn't even last more than ten seconds.
"It's a love story. Barbs, just say yes!" Mr. Yu FTW! Cue crowd uproar. *raaaaaaaaaaaaa*
And MRX this year was a total success!

Classroom party was fun. My Grahams Fridge Cake Thingo was a hit. ;)


Fast forward, we went to Greenhills. Did some Christmas shopping. But that wasn't the highlight of the day. AVATAR was.

Gahd. Ten years in the making. It was BRRRRILLIANT. Seriously. Epic.
To think I wasn't that interested in it in the beginning.

And that's the end of my o-some day. :D
I've got a busy break ahead of me. I've got less than a week to make Christmas cards and a certain gift. I still have to buy Christmas gifts. And I have get-togethers to go to. Not to mention all the English homework I have to do. Hay carajo. Wish me luck.

Catch Up

Thursday, December 17 at 5:27 PM
It's been a looooooooooooooooong time!
New year's resolution: blog more! Hehe.

Well, if you've been stuck under a cave (or piles of homework), the date's December 17. Yes, it's the last day of actual classes. Thank God--or should I say Emmanuel?
I still have a couple of things to do such as rewriting my missing Chinese journal (#$@#!@#&!!) and doing shit for a couple of shit. But I'm putting that off to be here. Awww.

(Wow. My head's so scattered. I'm just blabbing it all out on this blog.)
My last actual blog was twelve days ago, and Gahd! so much stuff I've missed.

1. Tuko!
My directorial debut. Hehe. The night before the first show, I finally surpassed The Giver and stayed till 11:30. w00t! It was pretty fucking hectic--that's an understatement.

But we made it through, and I'm pretty fucking proud of everyone--that's an understatement. I've yet to write my congratulatory message: it's just that I've been so stressed with stress that I haven't the time to do so. But we had three great shows. We did pretty well. And comments are awesome. I'm really proud! Go FX!

(And no, our first show wasn't our first run! :P Beat that!)


2. Sampayan!
Yes. My crazy little class play. It went strangely well. Yes, again I directed. Yes, again I'm proud of everyone. Only an hour or two before the show did we actually have our first run, and goddamn, I would've walked out of it if I weren't so involved. But come showtime, they delivered better than I thought they would, and I'm pretty fuckin' proud of my class for pulling it through!

And might I say... GAH! That's it. (Mark knows what I mean. ;-) )
What are the chances Xavier will ever call me to come back and judge these things? Hehe.


3. Academics
I'm fucking worried. Yes I am. Mostly about Chinese and English.

Shocker, right?! ENGLISH. It's like Mr. Legaspi's deadly checkup quizzes only for poets.
Why were two separate entities born? Why can't we have an Anne Sylvia Sexton-Plath or something? That way, I wouldn't mistake one for the other. :| Fucking 10. (No, not over 10, mind you.)

Then there are my bad Chinese MTs. The first one, I studied well, but apparently not well enough. The second, ah well, I haven't the results yet, but I bet they aren't good news.

I want to graduate with honors! Pleeeeeease. Christmas gift lang po!


4. Christmas
It's near! And I've so much to do.
  • Christmas shopping
  • Make Christmas card
  • Make a Christmas gift (Not to mention buy the stuff I need)
  • Christmas reunions/parties
  • et cetera. Gahd.

Anyhow. I'm getting sleepy. So Im'ma move on. Hehe.
But hell yeah, I will be back soon. :D

For those who lost the list of books:

at 4:06 AM
In Cold Blood by Truman Capote
-- About murder
-- Adapted into a 1967 film

Middlesex by Jeffrey Eugenides
-- Pulitzer Prize for Fiction
-- About a transexual
-- Most recent book

Catch-22 by Joseph Heller
-- A bit weird but a good book
-- Adapted into a 1970 film

The Cider House Rules by John Irving
-- Abortion, Orphans, Sex
-- Adapted into a 1999 film

The Heart Is a Lonely Hunter by Carson McCullers
-- About a deaf man
-- Adapted into a 1968 film

The Fountainhead by Ayn Rand
-- The longest but makes for good conversations
-- About an architect
-- Adapted into a 1949 film

Slaughterhouse-five by Kurt Vonnegut
-- Anti-war science fiction film
-- Adapted into a 1979 film

For those who lost the list of books:

at 4:06 AM
In Cold Blood by Truman Capote
-- About murder
-- Adapted into a 1967 film

Middlesex by Jeffrey Eugenides
-- Pulitzer Prize for Fiction
-- About a transexual
-- Most recent book

Catch-22 by Joseph Heller
-- A bit weird but a good book
-- Adapted into a 1970 film

The Cider House Rules by John Irving
-- Abortion, Orphans, Sex
-- Adapted into a 1999 film

The Heart Is a Lonely Hunter by Carson McCullers
-- About a deaf man
-- Adapted into a 1968 film

The Fountainhead by Ayn Rand
-- The longest but makes for good conversations
-- About an architect
-- Adapted into a 1949 film

Slaughterhouse-five by Kurt Vonnegut
-- Anti-war science fiction film
-- Adapted into a 1979 film

For those who lost the list of books:

at 4:06 AM
In Cold Blood by Truman Capote
-- About murder
-- Adapted into a 1967 film

Middlesex by Jeffrey Eugenides
-- Pulitzer Prize for Fiction
-- About a transexual
-- Most recent book

Catch-22 by Joseph Heller
-- A bit weird but a good book
-- Adapted into a 1970 film

The Cider House Rules by John Irving
-- Abortion, Orphans, Sex
-- Adapted into a 1999 film

The Heart Is a Lonely Hunter by Carson McCullers
-- About a deaf man
-- Adapted into a 1968 film

The Fountainhead by Ayn Rand
-- The longest but makes for good conversations
-- About an architect
-- Adapted into a 1949 film

Slaughterhouse-five by Kurt Vonnegut
-- Anti-war science fiction film
-- Adapted into a 1979 film

For those who lost the list of books:

at 4:06 AM
In Cold Blood by Truman Capote
-- About murder
-- Adapted into a 1967 film

Middlesex by Jeffrey Eugenides
-- Pulitzer Prize for Fiction
-- About a transexual
-- Most recent book

Catch-22 by Joseph Heller
-- A bit weird but a good book
-- Adapted into a 1970 film

The Cider House Rules by John Irving
-- Abortion, Orphans, Sex
-- Adapted into a 1999 film

The Heart Is a Lonely Hunter by Carson McCullers
-- About a deaf man
-- Adapted into a 1968 film

The Fountainhead by Ayn Rand
-- The longest but makes for good conversations
-- About an architect
-- Adapted into a 1949 film

Slaughterhouse-five by Kurt Vonnegut
-- Anti-war science fiction film
-- Adapted into a 1979 film

Burnout

Tuesday, December 1 at 6:09 PM
Gahd. I don't even remember the last time I blogged... seriously.

Life today is full of stress. And you know you're really stressed when you're losing weight without actually jogging around the track oval...
OMG! I'm losing weight! Woohoo! (Or not.)

But I guess today is total burnout day. Either that or I'm just too worried about something beyond my life. Mark that under psychological stress.

I haven't been letting the stress get to me, usually. I mean the past few days have just been... ugh. But I guess, I've been jumping around through them. Today though was quite... different.

For most of the day, I've been sheepishly and sluggishly going through all my subjects. And once again, I slept through my lunch period in the infirmary. Don't you just love the scent of medicine? (Though I'm annoyed at how noisy it's become in there.)

I didn't have a fever, which is good, but I just felt exhausted... totally. I could barely climb up the stairs. But as I just said, emotion has a lot to do with the workings of today's events. I don't think I want to dwell on that. It's a bit too... personal.

Strangely, I was able to gather up enough energy to be hyper enough to work through the FX meeting. Guess that says something. So do me a favor and watch the show! It's going to be great.

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Where was I? Oh yes.
I would like to report that my t-shirt business is a success. Thanks to all those who bought! And thanks to my really hardworking groupmates! You guys are awesome! :D

The bazaar was fun. Cookie Claus, I hate how I spent so much money on you. :|
I bought Christmas gifts already, so I'm happy. I also got this battery-powered hand fan. It even has this word-whatever-thingo. :D

Sunday night, Patring, Kim, Stef and I watched A Christmas Carol. It got me into temporary Christmas mood. :D I had a fun night...

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I guess in my passive blog state, I've missed out on telling you all the other things I've done.
Sigh. I'll try to update more. This feels good--stress reliever. I miss blogging.

(Poems coming soon. I have two more in the anger series that just need some editing and one I just made a while ago.)

You Cannot Hate On Me

Monday, November 9 at 6:40 PM
I guess I didn't have to do it myself. ;)


Don't you just love how this song applies?

I'm not saying it's entirely your fault. Because admittedly, we did screw up big time. It's our voices that were heard. But seriously, you're not even fit to look us in the eye. I don't know what kind of egotism you have to even think you can do this job.

Mind you, you're as much a part of this as everyone else.

And I'd just like to say we sound better when you aren't anywhere in the vicinity. Only two times did we ever really enjoy what we were doing, and it didn't involve you in the picture.



"OH! Bakit mukha kayong mga patay? Stress ba sa school?"
You kidding me?

The Probable Cause to Your Probable Execution

at 7:55 AM

I'm a god.

Saturday, November 7 at 7:00 PM
Well, not really.

Either way, I impressed UA&P enough for them to offer me a 100% scholarship. Yes, I was offered a friggin' hundred percent. Shocked? So am I. Not shocked? Gee, thanks ha! You talaga! Di naman! *blush*

I had my scholarship 'interview' last Friday, and after a few questions, the admission lady asked me if I would enroll right away if they offer me a hundred percent scholarship.

Now, I was curious as to what she was driving at. A hundred percent. Was she using it for hypothetical purposes? Was she actually considering giving me the hundred percent? Why is she asking me this now, aren't results coming out on January? Am I in already? Will I die of cancer?

Well, after avoiding the question WHY a million times by proclaiming the very safe 'I'm weighing out which course I want most,' she spilled the beans and said, 'We're seriously considering giving you a hundred percent scholarship.' I was dumbstruck, like a bee had come to stung me, and it stung me hard. Bzzz!

So the conversation went on the topic of what college I would choose. I think we both knew that I want Ateneo, seeing as she kept drilling me about it. But I, being the very backstabbing-balimbing person that I am, laid out the safety net below me. Well of course, who wouldn't? I'm not dumb enough to tell them truth, now am I?

Sidenote:
She actually conceded defeat to Ateneo--well, partially: I told her the courses I listed for both colleges were Communications and Management. She stressed how much UA&P's communications program was for superior, but didn't say a word of defense for their top course. Hihi.

We took a break from the cat and mouse game for a while. She started asking me about my views--and you know I'm liberal--when it comes to contraceptives and same-sex unions. Gahd. Those made for some fine awkward moments. Of course, I put in mind the school was run by Opus Dei people.

She first asked about contraceptives, and it's as if bird shit dropped out of nowhere. We were somewhere in the courting process when she just brought it up. At first, I was, "whut?!?!" I was caught off-guard with that one. I believe my vocabulary flew out the (inexistent) window. I was struggling with my words until I finally said 'use it but, if at all possible, abstain.'

Then she asked me about same-sex unions, which probably made up a fourth of the time I spent in that room. I think I was looking from a lawyer's point of view delving on marriage rights and discrimination, and she was asking me other stuff. And I just wasn't thinking straight, so I ended with "I respect them," which she translated into "so you don't care about what others in society say?" which I agreed with. End of discussion, finally. Gahd, this is messed up.

I think the awkward silences I was sprouting made for the sudden rise in birth population of gay babies in the world. (If you don't understand, don't try to. It's a not-so inside joke between me and some fellow crazy people.)

But my longest moment of silence was when she asked me about my idol. I obviously have none in my life. Well, fine there are some in just a few aspects, but none so seriously as to make a monumental crater on my existence. After much umms and hmms and 'I never really thought about that,' I finally conceded with my mom.

Anyhow, after leaving the courting department and some obviously awkward questions, she just said it straight up. I'm offering you a scholarship of a hundred percent tuition. (Or something to that effect.) Add to that, if I graduate with honors (which I shall), they're going to give me perks as well. Haha!

For some reason, Spain comes to mind. (Oh Vicky Cristina Barcelona!) Seeing as how I may get additional perks, I wonder what Charles is getting. After all, he is the class salutatorian/valedictorian? (Kyne's going to hit my if I put valedictorian first. I don't think Charles bites anyway, and he's all the way in China.)

Anyhow, that doesn't change my plans. I'm blue-blooded. I've sort of established that somewhere along the line, haven't I? Though my hopes are low for a merit, I'm still hoping. That way, it's going to be a bit easier to argue my way out of free education. Haha!

So I left the room all giddy. I may not really want it, but hell, who wouldn't have his kilig moments while walking back to the gate after finding out he got a hundred percent scholarship in the school whose ground he's walking at. I think I would've burst out in dance if I weren't so self-conscious.

Wow. I can't believe I made a whole blog out of that.
I was only planning to write a paragraph and move on to some other topic.

Roses are red, violets are blue... fuck you, whore.

Monday, October 26 at 6:22 PM
Who wouldn't want to buy a card that said that? I would.

I watched (500) Days of Summer last Saturday with a couple of friends. All I have to say it it's a friggin' amazing movie. Well, maybe that's not all I have to say--I'm writing a review after all.

I think it's definitely tied or even taken the top spot of Juno in my fave movie list. H'yeah!
I need to watch it again just to make sure. :D

This review will consist of two parts--that is if I don't fall off track while writing this.


I.

I don't think I've ever felt so good about a film than I have about this one. Marc Webb's directorial debut takes on the often-told story of lovers and fate and twists it into something more brilliant and more genuine in its own quirky way.

What makes this movie so good is the fact that it hits close to home. One way or another, you've already gone through Tom's heartbreak or Summer's realization that it comes off as more than just their story but yours as well. As the movie played on, I felt my own "experiences" surging back as vivid as could be, and undoubtedly, everybody else I'm sure the same was true for everybody else as well--that is considering they aren't heartless creatures.

Not to mention Joseph Gordon-Levitt and Zooey Deschanel put a new spin unto the characters, making them more solid and more believable. Their portrayals were smack on of the boy who's been looking for love and the girl who believes it's as real as Santa Claus. I don't know how else the characters would have gone without them. And quite frankly, their chemistry kills.

The comic kick is straightforward and smart. Its twisted hyperboles puts to life all those feelings you can't simply describe in feeble words--it gives you something more close to your heart than it is to the physical world. And the music jived ever so smoothly with the story.

Other films portray something that might have been for any random dream, but this one just hits the spot and tells something more. (500) Days of Summer stays true to it's first quip: it isn't a love story. No, because it's too true to be just one.


II.

Gahd, this movie. The moment I got off my seat, I fell in love. Like cupid hit me with arrow--the arrow being a metaphorical symbol for the movie, if you actually need that explanation. With whom did I fall in love with? I have no clue. But I was struck and in a daze.

I was practically floating out of the movie house. And walking around Greenhills, I could've been arrested for being high on pot or something. Yes, it was intense. (Disclaimer: I was not high on pot, mind you... that is unless the peanuts in my M'n'Ms were spiked.)

There's this part in front of V-Mall with those big posts, and I was so high, I suddenly leaned on one of them and stared up blankly with some kind of lovestruck daze. Sigh, I said. And I was greeted with something along the lines of "You're high" or "You're in love." Yes, I'm a loser, shut up! (But I bet you are too.)

The rest of the night consisted of love songs and random words hovering out into the street. I dunno how many people I probably freaked out with my sudden bursts of "I wanna hold you hand..." (Yes, the Beatles song.) I swear, I could've gone singing-in-the-rain with that lamp post in front of Club Filipino had I not come to my senses at the exact second I touched that post. It's one swing away from cuckoo, and I almost crossed that border.

To pass time, we walked to the playground in North Greenhills, and all the way I kept blabbing on like some mad dude. While playing with the seesaw, I suddenly for some odd reason placed sexual innuendos on all the rides. When I had finally collapsed on the swing, I was already dreaming of weddings, kisses and what-nots. I think I finally mellowed down when I played my slow-dance songs and started imagining.

I don't think I've ever been that way because of a movie. It's like pot, only better--and not deadly! It's called love. Sigh...

Really, I Don't Understand...

Thursday, October 22 at 3:55 PM
I can't believe we're having Saturday classes.
It's like being in a clingy relationship. As if five days isn't good enough, they still want us for one more. Whatever happened to room to breathe, ey? Sadly, breaking up isn't as easy as a normal "It's not you, it's me" speech.

That's like the second Saturday they've taken away from us. Gahd, I feel so loved. o.O
Prolly not for the other levels, but Saturday morning, we took the HSK--a.k.a. Chinese Shotgun Test.

See, that's another issue over there. WHY MUST WE TAKE IT.
Yeah, school bench marking and all. But I'm not that interested in finding out how bad I am in Chinese. Well, fine, that isn't the right question.

What I should be asking is WHY AM I STUDYING CHINESE.
I'm not Chinese anyway. They should make it an elective for us Filipinos. Hahaha.
Fine, tell me to go study in La Salle. o.O

But seriously, I'm not learning anything in Chinese class. For me, it's just the basics and memorization that gets me by. I don't even understand anything they're telling me, and to be honest, they don't understand my fail accent either when they aren't prepared for my sentences.

Prepared meaning it's an oral test, and they know the subject of my speech.
Unprepared meaning I ask a question in class. o.O

But I will tell you this, I am getting better. Mind you.
It's quite funny that I'm in Chinese advanced. Most of the people in this school have some mix of Chinese blood in them, but they still find themselves having a hard time. I guess I'm blessed.

Chinese in this school should be more practical.
I think they should adapt the English way of teaching things. You know, how grade school English teachers teach students. Nouns. Verbs. This topic and that. I don't find the vocab + story thing working out for me. (Then again, is there some kind of new Singaporean thing working for the batches below me? Damn those colored books. Hehe.)

You know what, even Filipino seems useless.
Well, not for me of course. But other people still speak and write Filipino as though they're foreigners. (Take my seatmate, my best friend and that other guy as examples.) Analyzing short stories and reading Rizal aren't exactly helping THEM communicate in the language better. I think they should have more oral tests. And more writing things... blogs for example.

But whatever. I'm a senior. It's my last year. I may do something, but I can't do too much. The lower batches should take the reins of their education.


(Damn. I was supposed to blog about something else. Haha!)

Alive (...and Probably Sweating Inside the Costume)

Wednesday, October 21 at 7:25 PM
Walking lions in hot suits, disobedient kids in freakishly tight pants and manananggals--or as Ariel would call it, Victoria's Secret supermodels--dominated the school today. No, I didn't take anything, mind you. (That was probably the other day.)

It's Teen Read Week, and our ever so clever teachers dressed up as literary characters. Moving around the school were countless Cullens (Oh please, isn't one manananggal enough?), a lot of religious peeps and a pair that went together. *ehemclickhereehem*

Who would I dress up as?
Hmmm... I'd probably go as Count Olaf just for the heck of it. Hehehe. I'd probably match it with some coffee and scare people out of their wits with my insane hyperactivity. Rawr.
If not, I'd go as the pregnant woman from Portents. Hihihi.

Jessica Zafra! I wanna get myself a copy of her books already.

We've piratically read all the short stories lined up for English class. I find my favorite one's from the Filipino authors. (Go, nationalism!) Next to them are the Japanese authors and Ernest Hemingway. The others... not my type.

The one I disliked the most? Sorry, it's the Indian one.
Not being racist and all, but yeah, I'm being racist... Of course not.


In other news, I'm bringing other things alive. Namely, two plays. Isn't that cool? (That's a rhetorical question. Meaning there's no room for interpretation. Meaning shut up.)

There's my secret play for FX. Secret because I'm not ready to reveal it yet.
But if you want, you can head on over to the library and go find it. IT IS Teen Read Week. Might as well do something worthwhile for once. The book's seriously collecting dust on the shelf. Seriously.

The second's for Filipino class. Ang Paglilitis ni Mang Serapio.
I'm so excited, I've already designed a set and made a concept for it way ahead of my FX play. (I need a bit more inspiration to kick my imagination to work something creative for the other.) How I wish we actually decided to do that for FX... then again, audience... argh. Nevermind.

Don't you hate intellectual shit? They're so intellectual that you wanna hit people on the head. GET IT ALREADY, YOU DUMBASS! Sigh.


Because I'm supposed to end this with a little bit of literary flare (and because I don't want you to leave this page with the word dumbass in mind), i'll leave you with a quote from one of my favorite books:














The End.

Because I can't get my thoughts straight...

Tuesday, October 20 at 7:01 PM
I guess I'll tell my story straight--as in, in a narrative.
I'll separate the immersion 'coz it's a bit more... reflective. naks.

So Thursday started pretty well in a sense. I had the school bus drop me off in front of Ash Creek. I was wearing casual clothes, so I bet they were thinking I'm off to play hookie.

I walked from there all the way to Jollibee, that wretched restaurant. Yes, the class was meeting up there, and yet again I have proven its unworthiness of my presence. The coffee tastes like shit, but it's all good because they're at least keeping line with all their other shitty products.

Why'd I order coffee? Because I know their hot chocolate tastes like shit.
Adding more than enough packets of sugar and creamer, I came to the realization that I should've bought coffee from Delifrance next door. Besides the chicken and the tuna pie, what tastes good in Jollibee? I never really enjoyed the sauce of their burgers. Their ice cream is a wannabe of both McDonald's and Burger King's old clay-tasting vanilla flavor (which I enjoy. Sadly though, they've replaced their ice cream) that it comes off as something... ugh.

But why am I ranting about Jollibee?

I met up with almost the whole class there. Enjoyed the company.
We all eventually found ourselves in the MPC around a few before 8.

The retreat was refreshing. And I'm really glad it sort of "improved" our class unity, which we've been working on since like... doh. I don't think I'd want to spoil everything in here, so I'll keep most of the things secret.

I'm just glad our class got the best venue and the best teachers.
Speaking of teachers, we put one of them *ehemxehem* under the spotlight. I have to thank him... it's class unity. Who would've thought the whole class would actually make itself fit into one table. But he isn't alone in the list of people to thank. There's also *ehembarbehem* whose "presence" was truly felt in the room. (Inside joke? Oh, Xavier peeps should get this.)

Other events that took place include rape (no, not rape-rape, mind you!), a mania for gelato, the devouring of chocolate cakes (happy birthday kim and liboro!), overdressing Charles and a lot of love. Yes, a lot of love. :D

The retreat really was a great experience.

*

After which, Charles and I sped through Ortigas all the way to UA&P. We had our entrance interview exclusive to the people who chose Entrepreneurial Management. (sosyal, right?)

Inside the car, I was sipping on some Starbucks--not coffee, it was a shake,--Charles was bowing down in all directions with his eyes closed and his consciousness taken over. Charles's mom was passenger-seat driving, which did help in getting us there right away.

The interview went great, if I should say so myself. I'm accepted, undoubtedly.
(And so is Charles)

Confidence, check!
Loud voice and good accent, check!
Always being one of the first to answer, check!
Really creative answers, check!
Other people agreeing to your answers, check!
Everybody looking at you when you answer, check!
Interviewers smiling, check!

If I'm not accepted, that just probably means I'm not what they're looking for...
SCREW YOU THEN! I'm blue-blooded anyway. :P

The ride back home involved me staring out the window, Charles dozing off again and Charles's mom teasing me. Yes, she was insisting on my non-existent date with ICA. Why? We were headed back to that direction.

But no, I didn't go to ICA. I don't even know anyone from over there (bus mates and the two Edsor people, an exception) I went back to my beloved club. Naks.

*

Auditions were... exciting.
I guess that's all I need to say.

I'M DIRECTING. Aren't you proud? Hehe.

Oh! And someone's still ignoring me for no reason at all. :P

*

From there, I walked all the way with Keith to CJ's house.
Yet another birthday, isn't that nice? And on the eve of our big Chinese test, too. But that didn't stop us from taking a few... well no, that was a lot. Was it?

What can I say? It was overwhelming and a bit embarassing.
But it was fun nonetheless. I miss seeing people!

I was probably the earliest to leave since my test-loving father would detest to staying up late on the eve of a big test. I stayed up late anyway and watched only the awesome-st show ever. *you just keep me hanging oooooon....*

(That friggin' song has been stuck in my head for quite some time now.)

*

The evening later, I watched Spring Awakening with Artswork. Weee.
This time, instead of orchestra left, I was seated onstage right.
(Meaning instead of Melchi's butt from afar, I saw Wendla breasts upclose. And yes, it was exposed.)

Yes, I was seated on stage. Since I wanted to be close to the action (and probably close enough to grab a mic if somebody should accidentally fall down and become unfit to perform), I sat on the front row. However, the only seat left that wasn't too far away was the one directly above the stairs. So I looked like a little kid hugging my legs as my feet rested on the stairs that were unfortunately placed below me. I was having cramps, Gahd.

But whatever pain I had in sitting, I didn't experience with hearing. People say they can't hear anything, but I beg to disagree. Everything was loud and clear. In fact, I found it louder than when I was in the orchestra. It's just that the band overpowers some of the singers when they begin the slow soft--but never for more than 5 seconds.

I must say being on stage made the show much better. You could feel more intensity more up close, I guess. It's either that or because my expectations were already lowered.

Still the same problems as before, but the new perspective gave a whole new... well, perspective. (The former being physical view and the latter being opinion. Gahd, vocab!)

I have to say, the girls were wearing weird shoes. It had holes on the back side, so I guess that might be one reason behind the lack of stomping. Then again, it might not be. :P

I also forgot to comment before. The set's okay, but I was expecting something more modern. Just like how rock music, something modern and rebellious, is infused into the dated piece, I was wishing the set did the same. But, oh well.

*

The trip was quite an adventure.
Let's just say I was shocked to find a sign that read:

[Name of Bank]
South Super Highway Branch

Who wouldn't freak?
Well, I finally found myself back at Starbucks 6750, sipping on some Caramel Cream. Ha! Still no coffee. Hehe.

(I think I saw Mikee Lee--yeah, the Atenean from PBB--hanging out there.)

*

Anyhow, that's all I have for now. It's officially 12:00, and I am now going to retire. :D

Multiply, where art thou?

Tuesday, October 13 at 3:30 PM
Wow. I haven't blogged in some time, which shouldn't be surprising since I haven't had any inspirational jolts of lightning striking me these past few days. (Did anyone notice if there was any thunder during supermegahyperultramatronic typhoon duo? Hmmm.)

It's quite depressing opening Multiply these days.
No one's on it anymore, which is friggin' depressing. Redundant? That's why it's depressing.

I remember the good ol' days when I'd spend more than an hour going through my Multiply site. I'd reach up to page four or something on my inbox, checking people's sh*t out. But now there's nothing to check out. Sigh. These days, you can almost see tumbleweeds bouncing across your screen.

Well. Let's see. Where did all the Multiply people (Mutiplyees? Multipliers? Multiplicatives? Factors?) go to? There's Facebook. That other social networking site, where people waste their days on random games that may cause grudges or carpal tunnel syndrome.

I don't like it there. I find I waste so much time on it when I could be doing so much other things. I hate their photo albums. Can't save pictures in high res, which sucks--like how you suck chupa-chups! What were you thinking?! And come on! Multiply had that tagging feature for as long as I can remember.

Those notes are good-for-nothing blog substitutes that just don't work. Scrap all the games and surveys, and I find there's nothing to do in Facebook. And you know it's true.

Then there's Twitter. Sigh. People are such in a hurry these days that, now, they only need 140 characters--or less--to complete their lives. What's up with the world these days? Soon, everybody will be supersonic speed dating that by the end of the week, they'll already be married only to realize that they want a divorce the Monday later. Nine months later though, the woman finds a child is coming out of her tw*t. Damn that supersonic quickie!

Hence I blame Twitter for the increasing divorce and population rates--or not.
I therefore conclude Miley Cyrus shall not end up pregnant anytime soon. (She quit Twitter, if you're that slow with the news.)

I'm guessing Tumblr can be added to the list too, huh?

Now, I therefore conclude people are losing their creative minds and have replaced them with anti-social ones. Where are all the blogs and albums and what-nots?

(Then again... what HAVE all these former Multiply people been posting anyway? I can't quite recall anymore. That's depressing.)

I'd blog longer. But I'm falling asleep on my chair already. Good night, ya'll! (echo...)

Needs Some Awakening

Friday, October 9 at 9:03 PM
(Hey, Mr Legaspi. Don't want to be spoiled? Don't read it. :D)

Just a few hours ago, I watched Spring Awakening at the RCBC Plaza.
Orchestra seats, babeh! Hahaha! I was supposed to watch in the balcony, but some change of plans, and *poof* I was all alone at the very last seat of row H.

Around me were these strange people, who were either, a, crazy fans like me or, b, people who didn't know what to expect. I laughed at them in my head.

I just have to say the theater's lighting is friggin' awesome. Sigh. High-tech-ness.

Okay. Here's my review. Really... umm... detailed.



Spring Awakening.

Background: it's my favorite musical. And I really mean it.
Why? First, because it's radical: it's not your normal musical with whimsical music and sparkly numbers. Second, because I really connect with the story.

That said, I was quite disappointed watching its Manila premiere.
It's bearable, I guess. But it's not what I was hoping for, and definitely not the same show that I came to love.

Start with the choreography.
First of all, it was too extravagant. It's one of Broadway's most angst-ridden works, and you have hands and feet flying around like it was the fourth of July or something. I wish they retained the original, or if not, did something more suitable to the theme.
Second of all, it was as if they were afraid to break the stage or something, which I think would've been okay. They didn't feel what they were doing, and it's just came off as staged.

(To think the choreographer was the same one in charge of the ah-mazing dances in Dulaang UP's Orosman and Zafira.)

Only two songs made me tingle. Touch Me and Blue Wind.
Quite strange since I love most of the songs. Sigh. The sound system is partly to blame here. Yes, it was heard, but it was too weak for me to enjoy. (Then again, my iPod always blasts in my ear.) The instrumentalists also have something to do with it. I dunno, they didn't sound good. (Add to that, one of them accidentally set off some weird sound.)

Actors. Saddening. Really.
I guess I'm too in love with the original cast (Lea Michele! John Gallagher Jr! Jonathan Groff! Lauren Pritchard!). But even if that fact didn't exist, tonight's performances weren't all that engaging.

I was most depressed by the suicide scene. Why? Because it wasn't depressing.
That scene always, always makes me emo. Probably one of the few things that actually make tears fall down my cheeks. Sadly, it was rushed and disconnected. I didn't feel it.

In fact, I did not enjoy Nicco Manalo's portrayal of Moritz at all. Moritz just acts too weird, crazy and sorta gay. He smiled too much when it wasn't needed. And he sped through most of what could've been really funny/memorable lines.

Kelly Lati as Wendla wasn't all that amazing as well. As much as I loved her innocent-sounding voice, there wasn't much emotion in it. And also, she smiled too much in Whispering. What's up with that?

I guess my favorite performer in the show was Jett Pangan. Adult Male Roles.
Every character he portrayed was distinguishable from the other, and did quite well in each of them. (He flubbed in one line though. Hehe.)

I also enjoyed Bea Garcia as Ilse. (Yes, she's the director of BlueRep's not so interesting version of tick, tick... BOOM!) She has the strongest singing voice and she really did make the most of her character's short screen time. She hit all the right marks for me, so I have nothing else to say.

Another person I guess I'd like to commend is JC Santos as Hanschen. He may not have the best voice in there, but he made up for it with attitude. He knew how to work his character.

I guess what I was annoyed at the most was that the funny lines were breezed through while the dramatic lines were all smiley. How now, brown cow?


Well. I don't think I count this as a review. Too all over the place. I don't even have a conclusion. Hahaha! Maybe I'll make a more organized one when I get my thoughts in place... and when it's not 2am.

But yes. I am watching it again. Hehehe.
It's bearable enough for me. It's still my fave show brought here. And how often do you get to watch things onstage? :D

How Pepeng Screwed Up My Life

Monday, October 5 at 4:33 PM
Hi once again, midnight crammers.

Yes. Pepeng screwed up my life. (No, I'm not pregnant)

I wonder why I named my title that. It's not as if I'm going to explain it. Why? Because I'm in a fucked up situation, and in situations like these, the story isn't a straight line. It's gay. You can't tell the story without confusing yourself with all the twists and turns.

No, my problem isn't about flooding and what not. Duh! Otherwise I would've named the blog How Pepeng Screwed Up My House. Or some other crappy title.

In a nutshell, the problem is that I dunno how I'm--rather my friends and I are--going to watch Spring Awakening. Since the storm scare cancelled our original date, I can't find good seats/a good date.

Argh.
If Pepeng makes a U-Turn, he's gonna get it from me. Im'ma punch him in the eye.

Sigh. I have all the scare messages to blame and, of course, the paranoia.
Who ever heard of hyperstorms anyway? Where'd they get that? Off a Pokemon game?
Seriously?

Oh crap. I wan'na flush it down the toilet.
Wish me luck. I hope I get to solve this problem... so I can get to watch my favorite musical. Wahaha!

P-p-p-paranoia

Saturday, October 3 at 1:31 PM
Hello people probably not affected by typhoon Pepeng.

How's the weather?
Don't you miss the sun? I do. I guess the lack of sunlight totally makes me unable to touch any piece of school work. Call me an inverted vampire if you will. That'd totally make me fit in to all the hype vampires have been making--or not.

But hey. There's no sun here.
I guess Edward Cullen or whathisname from True Blood probably just bought a rest house here. Awesome! Now the manananggals have friends!

In other news, I've been wasting my day(s) on some other creature of the night! Zombies.
Yes, my plants have been winning and all, but I still feel like my brain's being eaten. Oh noes.

I can't believe I've been such a cheat. (No, I'm not running in the coming elections.)
I wasted like almost an hour filling my Zen Garden with flowers. But hey, I'm making around a thousand dollars every few seconds or so, so who's complaining? Not me!
(Maybe I should run for a spot!)

Fine. I'll go do some homework... after this blog.
And I should prolly take a bath as well. (What? I woke up at 2pm. The weather's nice and cool. I still smell fresh. Hehe!)

But other than acts of botany and necrology, I've also been studying human psychology in relation to meteorology. I'm a scientist now! Or not.

Yes. I've been "observing"--if you want to call it that--people's reactions to Pepeng/Parma (That makes me hungry. I'm reminded of Parma ham. Delicious!), and most people are just paranoid. Or to put it in a term that sounds more fitting, PRANING.

Two storms merging? Are you kidding me? What's this, Voltes Five?
And ever since I got that GM, I've refused to believe in all the other friggin' messages. And I was right to do so. Last night's critical hour had me going wild. Seriously!

I was supposed to be enjoying Spring Awakening--Yes, that awesome rock musical about teenage angst that's being staged here in Manila for a limited time--when two problems suddenly got in my way, both of which caused by something called paranoia. Two problems? One, some friends were forbidden--or bribed--not to go. B, the show was ultimately cancelled. Gees. Thanks.

Oh! And I was rejoicing till no end when it was 9:00 critical hour and I found myself safe at home. Whoopee! Yeah...
(Well. At least those who weren't allowed can now be allowed. Gah.)

Where was I? Psychology, right.
People have been so affected by Ondoy, their cautiousness turned into Paranoia. Come on. Live a little. And don't believe in just about anything you hear. Check your sources. This one's mine: INQUIRER. Yes. It's a legitimate source. And yes, it basically tells you you've been spreading crap news to infest the whole internet with paranoia. Gahd.

Well, if there's one thing I learned, it's that my also-paranoid parents actually trust me enough to allow me to go out. They have confidence that I know what to do in a storm. I'm happy. *Teardrop* I could go star in "A Day After Tomorrow" now.

In other not so significant news, I think the typhoon has sucked any ideas from me. So far, I've been too lazy to blog for my hundreddays character. I should probably blog that a vampire suddenly bit him, and he's now suddenly cast in some brand new television show ripped off of a book about vampires.

I think I've run out of things to sa--OH LOOK! I just earned $30,000 in one hour. That's one bite of chocolate for the snail that's not so stinky. I'm rich. Don't you just love this game.

So there. I think I've said it all.
Happy Cold Weather, Everyone!


PS.
How's my experimental writing style?
I think too much zombies have eaten my brain... either that or plants are starting to grow on it. Either way, It's something new. What do you think?

Ondoy

Tuesday, September 29 at 9:10 PM
Well. I guess we all have our own Ondoy stories.
This one is mine. Probably not as intense as other's, but to me, it's still something quite... what's the word? Ah. Nevermind.

Just scroll down. :D

So I was in bed the whole Saturday morning. Asleep, as usual.
The weather was cool and all, so I didn't notice that the fan was turned off.

I woke up to the sounds of my dad blabbing on and on about stuff. What exactly, I don't remember, but it's most probably about the fact that it's flooding downstairs. I didn't mind it that much yet.

Naturally, I grabbed my phone and started checking for messages.
I had a couple... to my surprise. And they're all from FX members asking if the show [Spring Awakening] is going through since the weather's all crazy. Being the president, blah blah blah, I texted everybody it was cancelled.

Anyhow. I went back to half-asleep mode.
I was finally up and running when my dad told me we're moving to my cousins' house at Ayala. Apparently, the water in the house was thigh-high (that sounds weird).

You see, the house isn't on the same level as the street. From the garage, you have to take a flight of stairs down to the compound's frontyard. My house is at the end, it's a few steps higher than the other houses since we wanted it to be flood-free last time we had it renovated.

So yeah. I packed all my stuff in a plastic container (of course, i'm that maarte), and we headed to the car. I passed through the friggin' cold floodwater which was thigh-high inside the house and waist-high in the front yard. Not exactly my favorite thing to do. I was rejoicing when we were finally in the garage.

We decided to go to Greenhills. Got some McDonald's. Went back to the garage, and I went to sleep.

The situation:
1. My eldest cousin is with his family in Ayala. Thing is, to get there, you have to pass through Katipunan, which was already flooded.
2. My other cousin is in Assumption Makati. She just took her college entrance test there. Since the storm came, the school actually let students sleep in. They even have Jollibee.
3. My tita is stuck in her house in Kamuning. She's on the second floor already. The flood has already drowned her car.
4. My lola and other tita live in Pasig, right beside Ever Gotesco. The flood was just rising at that time.

We were in Santolan, and we didn't know where to go, so we decided to fetch my cousin in Assumption since we can't really go anywhere with flood. The car can't handle it.

After some traffic in Edsa, we finally arrived at Assumption.
Though she kept texting she's fine in the school, she seemed happier when we finally picked her up. She was saying she belongs there. (She passed the test. Duh!) And all the teachers were very nice. They were offering people rooms and food and stuff.

So we decided to go to Glorietta since there wasn't anywhere else to go.
However, everything was closed so we practically did nothing.

Here's the thing.
My tita and my lola live in Pasig, right beside Ever Gotesco.

As the story goes, everybody was pre-occupied watching TV. Suddenly, the maid's son goes out into the garage and sees the flood outside. (The garage is prolly half a meter higher than the street.)

"'Ma, gusto ko maglaro sa labas. May tubig oh!"

And then they start to notice the flood. Crazy, isn't it?
Well, the water started to rise and rise. They live in a bungalow so there isn't really any second floor to climb.

It's a good thing though the neighbor had a two-story house. So they bought my grandmother to that house in a wheelchair. The water was already chin-high. They stayed there together with an old neighbor, a couple of other house helpers and some neighborhood carpenters.


On the other side of town though, we were pretty much worried about them.
My mom was calling people to no answer. No signal from the people in Pasig. My eldest cousin with the flood-ready cars isn't answering.

Just when he does answer, the flood's already too high to drive in. Great.

Anyhow. We were in Glorietta at that time.
We decided to head over to my cousin in Ayala to figure out a way to get my lola. We got a text later on that there wasn't any dinner there so we decided to go to Market! Market!.

All the while, we were trying to contact the people in Pasig. Only the caregiver and my tita had cellphones. And Market! Market! didn't have good signal.

Just as we sat down inside the restaurant, my cousin (the one who was with us) suddenly receives a text from her mom (my tita in Pasig) that goes something like:

"Malapit na lampas bubong ang tubig. Help."

And we were frantic. My mom and my cousin were in tears.
We didn't eat dinner anymore. We just picked up my other tita in Kamuning (the flood had subsided by then) and started making more calls to other people.

We were trying to find a way to get our lola out of there.
So we tried all possible contacts. We even called our tita who was taking a vacation in the states. Anyhow, we managed to call some people, and we were somehow at ease.

We settled down in Shakey's in Tomas Morato and tried to get something to eat.

We tried to calm things down. Apparently, the bubong being referred to was my grandmother's bungalow and not the house they were in, which was a relief.

Well. A lot more stuff happened. Quite confusing to explain.
But we found ourselves on Ortigas Extension. That's my mom, my dad, my two cousins, my tita, some guards and I.

I was able to walk as far as we were allowed.
And whoa. It was pitch black darkness up ahead. I dunno if I could ever survive being there.

One problem we had was signal.
Where we were, there wasn't any signal for Globe, which is what most of us were using.
But something, I guess, miraculous happened. The whole time, my cousin--whose mom was there in the house--had signal.

Another thing we were worrying about was food.
They were in an abandoned house, so of course there wasn't any food in there. And in there rush, they weren't able to bring any food with them. They hadn't eaten since lunchtime, and for someone as old as my grandmother, that's something we were really worrying about. (She's already eighty years old.)

At around 1am, the rescuers finally found my grandmother.
My cousin and my mom brought her to the hospital while we stayed there and waited for my tita. Well, we thought they'd come back for her right away, but darkness was an issue. And of course, there are other people to save. In the car, she was really chewing the food we brought. Obviously, really hungry. But I guess she was really relieved as well judging from the look on her face.

I fell asleep in the car at around 3am.
I woke up in Eastwood at around 6am. Apparently, they were trying to clear traffic, so my dad went on to find somewhere with signal while my cousin got closer. Still no news from my tita.

Long story made short, they were finally rescued around 2 in the afternoon later that day.


Honestly, it was a very harrowing experience for my family and me, especially for my cousin. Her mother was up there, and she's really close with my grandmother.
I'm just really thankful we're over with it.


On the way home, we had in the car one of the maids and her kid (the one who first saw the flood). She was talking about the experience, and she mentioned something that I thought was really... I dunno, what's the word?

She said they were still very lucky. Other people had it in worse than them.

And it's true. They were still relatively safe, and that's something else to be thankful for.


Well, there's another storm coming. Let's prepare well for that.
Hopefully, we're all still safe.


On a side note.
Hey there, fans of MMDA TV! Did you see me? I was right beside Bayani Fernando as he was trying to... I dunno what exactly... probably trying to look good for the elections. :D
Yeah! I was right beside him!

Street Lights, People...

Monday, September 21 at 7:31 PM
ACET, Rock and Rule and Glee Club

I haven't blogged in a while. Gah.

ACET!
My last entrance test ever. (Sorry, I'm not an ounce of green-blood here.)

Traffic was hell. Took a shortcut through Marikina. Hehehe.
Well, I wasn't late or anything. I arrived a bit past seven. But HELL! The line was long. I was walking and walking, and it didn't seem to end.

The grade two classrooms look really sad.
Anyhow, when we finally got into our testing rooms, the place was really hot. There were fans, but it was still really hot. I LOVE XAVIER.
At least my non-aircon grade school days were breezy.

Well. The test.
English was harder compared to UPCAT. I was afraid of it because I had what I thought was too much No Errors. I'm usually able to spot them, so I felt like I was being tricked or something.

My essay doesn't feel concrete. Actually, everything was there except for the concrete examples. Hehehe. So yeah. I rushed the last few sentences. Lol.

Math was o.O
I hate addition and subtraction of roots. Too much of them.
I wish there were more conic section questions. I studied for them the night before. I feel like a master or something! Haha!
Well, this I didn't finish. I had like less than half a column not done. Yay for shotgun!

The rest of the smaller tests were... umm...
Well, if they extended each of them by five minutes, I would've been able to answer all of the last columns. Again, yay shotgun!

I was most unsure of Logical Reasoning and Numerical Ability. Agh.

Anyhow, I think I did well enough...
Well, I feel I passed this one... unlike UP. Haha!
But I hope I make it into the Top 10%. PLEEEEASE! I want my course. :(

But it was really draining. I feel asleep the whole afternoon.

...

I watched Rock and Rule with Patring later that night.

My mouth was on a roll on the way, in the line, and after the show. Hahaha!
I was blabbing on and on about ArtsWork, college, FX and other stuff I don't remember.
Anything to do with Ateneo and theater. Lol.

I was recalling memories for the most part.

ANNAGAB!
I miss you na! Hahaha. You were great!

The show was fun.
Could've been better, but it was fun.

Afterwards, Patring and I went back to our old post-review class tambayan (Hang out spot sounds so weird): STARBUCKS! :D

Oddly, I couldn't remember the last time I had a cup of coffee.

...

White Forest cake. Yum!
We celebrated Trisha's birthday last Friday.

The kids were there. I hung out with Alex the whole time.
I miss her already!

...

Today, I spent the holiday with Glee Club.
We practiced songs.

I was "musical director" for the day. Haha!

More blending.
I'm really excited to perform it. :D

We don't suck. That's all I'll say. ;)

The dreamer, dreamer, dreamer...

Friday, September 11 at 7:53 PM
Lazy to blog. :|
Yet here I am. I finally convinced myself after fixing all those torrents.

Anyhow. Today was a crazy day.
Actually, more like a headache day.

We took the OLSATs. (Every time I type that down, I'm reminded of the Olsens for some odd reason. Hehehe!) And I was barely able to keep myself awake.
I kept falling asleep through the questions. It's a good thing I was able to finish.

I dunno. I had more sleep than I normally do the night before, so I don't see why I felt sleepy. But I did. 12pm is not 2:30pm. O.o

The rest of day before lunch was sort of a blur to me.

All I remember is that by recess, my head was aching already.
And it only increased from there.

Lunchtime, I went to the infirmary.
They gave me Biogesic while I grabbed the Vicks thing and put some on my forehead. Then I was off to sleep.

Funny thing. CJ was in the same room... for another reason though.

I arrived there at 12:30. I was thinking I'd have a 30 minute nap and head on up just in time for examen. However, the nurse must've forgotten about me, so I ended up shocked when I turned to my watch and saw 2:06.

The nurse (who wasn't there when I entered) was surprised as well. Hehe.
That's a total of an hour and a half's sleep.

Well, sleep + Biogesic + Vicks = life. I was feeling energetic after.
*Not enough vitamins... Not enough life... Kulang sa buhay* Maybe I need Centrum. Haha!

Hmmm.... I blame the MAT-OLSAT.

Anyhow, I made it to the end of Filipino class. :P

...

I was dancing all around the lecture hall.
We're actually starting with it! I'm friggin' excited!

... or maybe it's because of the jazzy tune.
or both! :))

Professional Pulubi

Thursday, September 10 at 5:33 PM
Okay.
I was able to make a grand total of P64. w00t.
That bought me a hamburger with egg and my bus ticket.
(Of course, I still had extra "savings.")

Yes, I went around asking people for their change.
Apparently, I'm a professional now. I should print a calling card.

I don't have to go to college now! w00t!
(Of course, I kid. Hehe.)

...

Hmmm... Did anything blog-worthy happen today?
Not really.

We had our MAT-OLSATs today. Really boring.
I was asleep for most of it. Strangely, I had the weirdest dreams involving maids, badminton, friends, letters, commuting, escaping and what-not.

I was telling Mark about it.
But I couldn't tell it straight since I was laughing and coughing since it was funny (and my sickness was taking over my laughing skills). Because I was doing that, he was laughing and coughing as well. And we did it for almost a minute. Gahd, sickness.

Everyone's sick in the class.
(Get well, Kim!)

...

Anyhow, I visited Centro a while ago.
Rates are pretty decent. Once I save enough money, I think I'll apply for membership. Either way, it's still sort of cheap, so I guess I'll go there anyway.
Here we go... ;)

T

Wednesday, September 9 at 6:07 PM
God. I feel sick. But I'm not.
You know what I mean?

First of all, our dismissal was at 11:45, and I got home at 3.
Gahd. How unlucky.

I spent a big chunk of the time sleeping at gate four.
It was uncomfortable and sort of embarrassing. But what the hell. I didn't know what else to do.

Anyhow. I spent most of the day asleep.
And I still feel sort of woozy.

I checked the thermometer. I don't have fever.

It's probably just stress.

But oh well.

Finally!

Friday, September 4 at 4:18 PM
REPORT CARD & AUDITIONS

YES! I have honors! w00t!

Second. I guess I'm fine with it already.
Well, I regret not getting First, but I know my Science quizzes were too low. So I'm satisfied enough.

Filipino - 96 O V
Math - 94 V V
CLE - 94 V V
English - 92 O O
Soc Sci - 92 V V
Chinese - 89 V V
Science - 89 O V

Well. My parents are happy. :)) Finally, honors after 2 quarters without. :))

...

In other news, my contacts made my eyes burn.
Ack. I miss them already. Business English is contacts period. :(

Fast-forward to FX.
Auditions today! :D

I was nervous. It's my first audition since first year. Second year's doesn't count.
Being in charge this time is fun. :D

Anyhow. Casting isn't definite yet... not even mine. Haha!

Well. Whatever the result is, I really have to step up.
My study habits are improving already, mind you! I just have to stop with distractions. :P Oh Roller Coaster Kingdom/Resto City, I think I'll miss you. Haha!

...

I'm enjoying my hundred days. Hehe!

Given that horizontal velocity, should the squirrel jump?

Tuesday, August 25 at 7:37 PM
Before I call it a night...

Here are my QT scores.
I'm really happy with the results. :D

Soc Sci - 93%

Filipino - 100%
don't you just love incentives?

Math - 97%
careless. sheesh.

CLE - 93%
careless mistakes... o.O

Science - 91%
thankyouthankyouthankyouthankyou!
really unexpected. i'm safe for this quarter. but i really have to work harder now...


In other news...
Chinese. Ugh.
English is promising though. :D

Fudge. I should really stop getting addicted to Facebook. o.O
Stupid Resto and Roller. :| Hahaha!


In more news...
I'll be really busy. Buwan ng Wika. Hehehe.
I did Oli Impan (fail acoustics/sounds).
I'm going to do the poetry thing.
I'm going to do Kakasa ka ba. (Kim & Mr Yu, we better win! :P)
And I have to write about it... ...
Kulang na lang bulletin board... (which I will help out on. Kim, we better win!)


In more news, things are starting now.
I'm really excited. ;)

I will...

Sunday, August 23 at 8:19 PM
Before I rest...

-- I will continue my Spanish studies. Hehehe.
I think I'll start by memorizing/understanding some Spanish prayers.
That's how it was done in the old days anyway. Hehehe. En el nombre...

-- I will sleep early.
I dunno how. But I will.
I shall set a stop everything deadline. Hmm...

-- I will learn to play more songs on the piano.
I really wan'na do this. Hehehe.

-- I will watch Up next week.
Weeeeee! I've missed The Hangover and GI Joe.
But I won't miss this one. :P

Personality Test: I believe I'm being possessed by evil spirits. T or F?

Wednesday, August 19 at 4:23 PM
The QTs are finally friggin' over. Thank God!
Let's describe all of them in order!

ECONOMICS
It was relatively easy. Relatively. I think I did well enough. :D

ENGLISH
Well, we didn't really have one, but making that darned Tabblo counts.
I may have been one of the last to submit (30 minutes before the deadline. Hehe!), but I'm happy with my "creation." Hihihi. :D Do take a look at it:

CLE
It was pretty okay. If I can say, second easiest one. :D I enjoyed writing my "love letter" and my last essay. Wahaha. Oh Vanessa... how I wish!

FILIPINO
It was okay. Some of the questions were kind of vague--especially the first part,--but it was pretty easy to some extent. :D

MATH
Grabe! I can feel perfection. Wahaha. I kid. But really, it was easy.
I'm just sort of doubtful--I always answer Math LTs and QTs, saying it was easy and ending up with a couple of careless mistakes. But seriously, I was able to review the whole test properly. I can feel it... :D

Hmmm...
Noticed something different? Where's science? Gasp!

SCIENCE
:(((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((
I don't want to graduate without honors. :(( And my quizzes are already just 85%.
Waaaaaaa. To think I enjoyed Science this quarter.
I'm so worried, Im'ma use a Multiply smiley--or should I say frowney:


At present, I'm fine though. :D
Today was celebrate-the-end-of-QTs-by-eating-out day. Well, I don't think I've done that before. But I guess I'll be doing it a couple of times this year. ;)

Ate in T-Boy with a couple of FXers.
Yum. It's been a long time since my last Japanese dish.


In other news, this quarter's going to be exciting. ;)

FX is really looking up. We finally have a play--and not just any play, a MUSICAL! :D
I'm starting to "get to know" the new members. :D Oli is sort of looking better... sort of...

I'm sort of "refreshed" and ready for the second quarter.
I'll really have to step it up though. Resolutions, resolutions.
I should really fix my life up now. :P


Anyhow... this quarter's been so hectic.
I miss going out. I miss my weekly summer gimiks. Hehehe.
I miss my summer peeps. I miss my ArtsWork peeps.
Sigh.



Well, one quarter over.
It's quite sad. I just realized: that was my last first quarter ever.
And there're only three quarters left. :(



* - I had to take a personality test for the EM course of UA&P. And I'm not lying about that question. Hehehe. I took the test last Sunday. ;) Really easy.

Killing Me Softly with His Song, Telling My Whole Life with Hades Words

Monday, August 10 at 4:41 PM
[Okay. I have to do this fast just in case the internet gets cut off again. o.O]

So today was my speech day. Ack.
For the uninformed, fourth years must choose a Greek myth character and make a persuasive speech to make people worship him/her.

I chose Hades.

Gahd. That was nerve-wracking.
I've really outdone myself in terms of FX--no practice at all! Beat that, Tulo!
Boys and girls, do not follow me! It's deadly.

Here's the story.
My internet, as I found out late last night, is a piece of crap.
I was out all day in my cousin's house where wifi was crap. When I got home I had problems connecting, but I didn't think there was something wrong. At around past 11, I finally decided to call PLDT. No dial tone. Fark.

So I ended up going to the corner internet shop filled with kanto game freaks at around past 11 just to retrieve my essay from Multiply. o.O
(and to inform the world of my sad internet-less state.)

So late at night, I was working on my speech.
When I ended, it was too late for me to practice, so I just retired...

The speech. I already had an idea of what I wanted to do. Something like how I would've done Archie Costello if I had the role in Chocolate War. Subtle yet scary. Throw in some evil grins.
But but but. I had no practice whatsoever, which was why I was really scared. I hadn't even memorized it that well yet.

Onto today, I still had no real time to practice.
Instead, I just "prepared." I highlighted (Stabilo) my fingernails to make it look rotten, and I colored two of them with Sharpee. I also had red veins and blood on my hands care of Staedtler. Hehehe.

I was shaking when English class came.
I couldn't grade other s like I normally did 'cause I was too nervous. Haha. Also, I was preoccupied with making Post-It cheats. (What? My fourth product placement? Hahaha.)

I thought the bell would save me, but it didn't. I had to go on through lunch period. o.O

Anyhow, I took off my glasses (it's been a habit for me not to wear them when I act) and went on. Stupid. I couldn't read them. Fark useless eyesight.

I was forgetting lines. A lot of ad lib all the way. Wahaha.
And in my nervous state, I didn't really get to do it the way I wanted to. Not much evil grins, and I shouted more than I needed to. Needed practice.

Anyhow. It's done.
I was shaking. Aftershocks.

I good comments, so I guess I did well enough.
But I was short of breath and still in disbelief. I pulled it off.

Never again. o.O
PRACTICE! PRACTICE!

**woah. it's been a long time since I've blogged a narrative. hahaha.

Randomness in Numbers

Sunday, August 9 at 5:39 PM
(This blog was written yesterday night... but, but, but Multiply crashed. o.O So now, it's here. :D Imagine you were reading it the night before. Haha!)

Today was... umm... FUN! and NOT! at the same time.
Hehehe.

In a random order and in a random style:

ONE
Who likes going to school on Saturdays? Not Ia.

TWO
Math and Science quizzes. T.T
My mind isn't programmed to work for quizzes during the weekend.
Careless mistakes. Ack.

THREE
Siomai. Yumm.

FOUR
I got this feeling of productivity today. I dunno.
Was I really?

FIVE
I have definitely proved I am a Physics person. (Sorry, Mr. Chua. Hehehe.)
Even if my quizzes aren't exactly frame-worthy. Lol.
Well, at least I'm not that grade-conscious? o.O

SIX
I am definitely a Trigo person. Hehehe.
Next to that, a Geom person.
I wonder if this will be of any help in Management. Lol.

SEVEN
Awkward moment with the new Chinese teacher involving my cold oatmeal.
Well, at least he's friendly. Hahaha.

EIGHT
Triquetra love! Bonding time. :D
...and dude, don't blame yourself for it. :D

NINE
Charmee! I miss you guys.
If only I didn't have a deadline to work on...
September again! :D You know what's happening... ;)

NINE.FIVE
Risa! KJ! You were already going to go... :|
If not for us, for your cousin! Ahahaha!
Kidding. We still love you! :D

TEN
ArtsWork!
We seriously need to have a full reunion.

ELEVEN
Dxhibit rocks!
Go flint.chris.ariel.babsi.albert.weston.tim.harveen.coby.chesca.camille.and all the other dancers that I can't possibly all name. :D
You guys were amazing! CONGRATS!

TWELVE
My afternoon was practically ruined. Bleh.

THIRTEEN
Chicken McNuggets and Twister Fries <3
I saw Grimace today! Awwww!

FOURTEENTH
I went home early from Dxhibit to finish my English essays. Hehehe.
Sorry. :D

FIFTEENTH
I love my new Google Chrome theme. :D

SIXTEENTH
I enjoy reading iamsuperbianca's tweets. Hehehe.

SEVENTEENTH
Favoritism... Favoritism... :P

EIGHTEENTH
I need rest. Goodnight! :D

LAST but not the least...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, MOTHER! :D
(No not my mom, mother. And not my oedipus mother. And not that other mother either.)

Flooded Streets

Thursday, August 6 at 5:02 PM
I came home today at 4pm.
Quite early compared to the usual 5pm.

But then... dismissal was at 1:15. o.O

Add to the late busmate *ehemehem*, traffic was hell.
So getting home late was inevitable.

It's one of those days you'd miss having Mrs. Ocampo as your busmate.
(She sermonizes latecomers. Hehehe. Oh, Richter. Hehehe.)

In other news, the weather has been beautiful. Really cold and windy. :D
I am--though impossible--hoping classes tomorrow get suspended. Hehehe.

And the cat said meow...

Sunday, August 2 at 9:38 AM
Okay. Two more schools to go... (No, the other isn't La Salle. :P )

So I slept really early Friday night. Supposedly at 9PM... but I think I got too distracted. All I know is that it's abnormal for me to be in bed at whatever time that was. Hehe.

I came home tired from FX. Ate dinner. Wished people good luck. Plurked. Bathed. Slept. Hehehe.

Anyhow. I woke up at around 4:30am. (Again, abnormal.)

We passed by 7/11. I got some doughnuts. Hehehe. (Just like when I took the SAT.)
I was reviewing in the car. Science. All those periodic whatever stuff. (Didn't help. It didn't really appear in the test.)

So when we got there, there were a million people. Fine, I exaggerate.
The parents seem more excited than the students, but that's expected. I mean, just inside the house, the parent is more excited than the student. (Hay. Alumnus.)

I got the same feeling as when I took the SAT. Nervous, but not really.
Actually, the feeling lingered more during the SATs. Probably because the line was longer. Hehe.

So I got there. The place was... umm. Yeah.
What am I expecting? Hehehe.

The only person I knew in the room was Robert Sanchez. Hehehe.
Everybody else looked like really intimidating people.

The test paper was handed out.
Proctor reading it with a think Filipino accent. Made me want to volunteer to read. Hehehe.

For the most part, it was easy. (English was like DUH!)
Two problems though.

1. MATH!
I didn't finish it. In fact, I didn't answer half the math test. Waaaa. That makes for 10% of the whole UPCAT. Argh.

I blame Kim. Made me too complacent saying we had a lot of time and stuff. I was eating during the math test. I found myself taking too much time on the problem solving thing. It was quite disappointing because I wasn't able to head on to the geometry part. Agh.

2. Reading Comprehension.
My mind was practically screaming "AYOKO NAAAAAA!"
So if I get a lot of mistakes, it's because I lost concentration. Too sabaw.

Everything else was quite easy. :D


Anyhow, lesson learned.
I really have to practice for the ACET. Math. Math. Math.

It's a good thing I'm not really inclined to going to UP. Hehe.


Well. I got so sabaw. I slept through the whole afternoon. Hehehe.

I woke up, and went to tutor.
While doing whatever, the hopeless romantic in me suddenly thought of my dream romantic situation. Hehehe. But I don't want to talk about it here. Might get spoiled. Hehehe.
Keywords though: New York. Waiting. ;)

I also thought of other stuff, but none of them seem to want to be remembered. Hehehe.

Moving on. Watched Public Enemies at Shang.
Review soon. Hehehe. All I can say is I enjoyed it.
(No one seems to watch/enjoy movies the way that I do. Hehehe.)

Today has been very lazy, but I'm not complaining. :D
(It feels as though it's been a long time since I last blogged. Lol.)