we should all be glad.

Auds and Missing Lunch

*s: 11.25: 11.17 BEWARE! Contagious: Your Fault... 29 days till Christmas!

Well. We just had the FX auditions last Friday. I thought we'd have another FX run. Guess not... it's just like a short snippet of what I did... I'm still glad that I didn't have to audition like everyone else... right, Kim?

Why FX Run? Kasi it was EEEEEVIL! I broke my arm running around and vocalizing at the same time. Pinagalitan ako ni Mr. Legs coz I didn't see the money I dropped. (Hehe!) Talagang pinapakapal ang aking mukha. Tapos, Stacey and Enzo amde me do the worst thing in the whole world... which became nothing compared to what we really do in FX. Hahha!

Anyhow. So yeah. They did their stuff. Congrats to those who got in! Hahaha!
Sorry for those who didn't get to. Hahaha.

Well, I just wanna say that FX is.... hmm.
I'm just wondrin' now what will happen once I'm in h4... sino pa kaya ang sasali knowing that..... hay... Wag na nga. LOL. Hahahaha!

Hope this works out. Hahaha. Anyhow. We have a H1 NAAAA!!!! Hahaha...
No offense to you Dulay... but STUDY!!!

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Well, I went to tutor today... I wasn't able to eat nga in Ayala. We were there na, but we haven't eaten kasi Mommy Fim wasn't there pa. So my dad chose to leave for tutor since she'll be late. Damn! Inis. I miss Alexy and Botsok pa naman! Waaa!
Hahahaha.

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I HAVEN'T WATCHED HEROES PA!!! :((

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you don't exist.

Problems

w: 9.12: 9.38 BEWARE! Contagious: Mama Who Bore Me...

Finally, I've found it. Quoting Ilse, it's useless searching for something that you don't even know.
But I still kept searching. And I did find it.

Recently, I've been so sabaw or sabog. And I guess it's coming from depression.
Why was I depressed? I didn't know. I kept asking myself. I kept looking.

I mean, how many times has my clumsiness been evident? How often have I flushed money down the drain? How much quizzes have I scored low? How I've been staring into oblivion as if in deep reflection, when there's nothing in my mind... a cause as to why I'm more silent than usual?

I just found the reason. The reason why. How? I was advising CJ on his problems and telling him LIFE IS SHIT, quoting Archie. And then I just found it. It just appeared.

They say the people you are with influence how you are. And I guess this is true. Varr has been depressed almost everyday. Francis is sharing that he's all OP. CJ having dilemmas of his own. Allen is problematic about prod. And the list goes on....
Add to that, KIM. Kim is like a depressant. Somewhat the opposite of an antidepressant, the drug. If your already down there, he won't forget to step on you, and with his weight, it's not hard to be flattened. It's just annoying.

Then again, it may just be because I lack sleep. But when do I ever lack sleep? I mean see this:
A while ago, I had a conversation with Ryan Sy, my new math seatmate. He asked me what time I sleep; I told him 11 or later. And his compliment made me smile: "And yet you're always so full of energy." It has been a great deal of time since I last received a compliment, and it really makes me happy that it came from someone so unexpected. But back to sleep, it's true. So I guess this is the only answer for now.

I'd tell you more about today, but I guess I need more time.
I'll go do one of those reflection things... and then off to homework.

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carpe diem

Touching Movies & Gloominess

m: 9.3: 10.37 BEWARE! Contagious: Hairspray...

The thing is... I barely cry. It's true.
I didn't cry nu'ng FX farewell. Not when everyone else is emoting during a recollection. Not when I'm having problems with school or personal life. Not ever...

But I NOT STUPID TOO. Wow. It was close.

I thought it was direct sequel to the 1st movie, but it wasn't. I liked this one better. It was very... very... very... ....

The story is about 3 kids. Tom and Jerry--who're brothers--and Tom's friend CC.
CC and Tom both are teeenagers while Jerry is in grade school.
CC is an aspiring martial artist, but his father doesn't approve of it and wants him to go to school instead.
Tom and Jerry's often fight and neglect them. They don't care if Tom wins a blogging contest, if he fixes a virus on his dad's computer. They don't care if Jerry is in a play.

Well. The thing is. There was this one scene.
I can't explain it enough to make you see. So just see it:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VbH-ZjXAB8c
But that's only the first part. Wala pa diyan where the parents read Tom's blog and find out how he feels about them. Talagang na-struck ako doon.
(if u wanna see the one w/o subitles but has the blog-reading scene, check this: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=C8eekeq4dSc)

Then in English class naman, we watched Dead Poets Society.
There was Neil Perry... sad story isn't it.
Suicide.. Sobrang sad ako dahil sa buhay nya.

But the I NOT STUPID TOO was the real thing.
I mean, my eyes were watery na talaga. Buti na lang magaling ako pumigil. Hahaha!

But seriously, if i wrote about this last saturday, after FX, iba ang magiging tone ng blog na ito. Hayz.

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Anyhow, today's afternoon was gloomy. For most of Filipino I was in deep thought as to the bulletin board and to the tanaga. And then I fell asleep in Science class with my usual death-resurrection style. And for the rest of the day when I wasn't discussing the bulleting board with Kim, I was all gloomy.

I mean, an'dami kong iniisip... daming worries.... daming i dunno. It's like I kept thinking of things I dunno about. And it's making me all sad and gloomy. Ya'know?
I need one of Mr Marana's chapel reflections again... the one with the conso-deso. Hayz.
BUHAY TALAGA.

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Sunday let the barriers down. We weren't that late any more. But it was still sort of crappy. Hayz.

Blog on FX night is coming soon. Hihihi.

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When will that be?

Grammar

F: 4.20: 1.06 BEWARE! Contagious: wla pa rin...

I should really make more avvies.... one for extreme happiness, lauging hard and one for informative... Hahaha. Oh well. When I have the time.


If you can't see it says: "Its what computers have become."
The corret one is in the Mini (with the smaller pic of the phone including some details) Suposed to have an apostrophe.

See that? That's from a Nokia site. Tsk Tsk Tsk. Wrong langauage use! I know now what it means to have your eyes hurt... Francis didn't even spot it! Wahahaha.

Reminds me of that one store in Shang on the fifth floor (alam na alam!... di nga lang alam ang pangalan ng stor... bwahaha!) it had a poster in tagalog that said support the Philippines. But it was wrong grammar. WTF? If i remember right, it used a space instead of a dash. bwahaha. Why would u say support the Philippines if you don't do the langauge correctly... Hello?

Bwahahaha. For more errors see this Japanese site: http://www.engrish.com/