Ondoy

Tuesday, September 29 at 9:10 PM
Well. I guess we all have our own Ondoy stories.
This one is mine. Probably not as intense as other's, but to me, it's still something quite... what's the word? Ah. Nevermind.

Just scroll down. :D

So I was in bed the whole Saturday morning. Asleep, as usual.
The weather was cool and all, so I didn't notice that the fan was turned off.

I woke up to the sounds of my dad blabbing on and on about stuff. What exactly, I don't remember, but it's most probably about the fact that it's flooding downstairs. I didn't mind it that much yet.

Naturally, I grabbed my phone and started checking for messages.
I had a couple... to my surprise. And they're all from FX members asking if the show [Spring Awakening] is going through since the weather's all crazy. Being the president, blah blah blah, I texted everybody it was cancelled.

Anyhow. I went back to half-asleep mode.
I was finally up and running when my dad told me we're moving to my cousins' house at Ayala. Apparently, the water in the house was thigh-high (that sounds weird).

You see, the house isn't on the same level as the street. From the garage, you have to take a flight of stairs down to the compound's frontyard. My house is at the end, it's a few steps higher than the other houses since we wanted it to be flood-free last time we had it renovated.

So yeah. I packed all my stuff in a plastic container (of course, i'm that maarte), and we headed to the car. I passed through the friggin' cold floodwater which was thigh-high inside the house and waist-high in the front yard. Not exactly my favorite thing to do. I was rejoicing when we were finally in the garage.

We decided to go to Greenhills. Got some McDonald's. Went back to the garage, and I went to sleep.

The situation:
1. My eldest cousin is with his family in Ayala. Thing is, to get there, you have to pass through Katipunan, which was already flooded.
2. My other cousin is in Assumption Makati. She just took her college entrance test there. Since the storm came, the school actually let students sleep in. They even have Jollibee.
3. My tita is stuck in her house in Kamuning. She's on the second floor already. The flood has already drowned her car.
4. My lola and other tita live in Pasig, right beside Ever Gotesco. The flood was just rising at that time.

We were in Santolan, and we didn't know where to go, so we decided to fetch my cousin in Assumption since we can't really go anywhere with flood. The car can't handle it.

After some traffic in Edsa, we finally arrived at Assumption.
Though she kept texting she's fine in the school, she seemed happier when we finally picked her up. She was saying she belongs there. (She passed the test. Duh!) And all the teachers were very nice. They were offering people rooms and food and stuff.

So we decided to go to Glorietta since there wasn't anywhere else to go.
However, everything was closed so we practically did nothing.

Here's the thing.
My tita and my lola live in Pasig, right beside Ever Gotesco.

As the story goes, everybody was pre-occupied watching TV. Suddenly, the maid's son goes out into the garage and sees the flood outside. (The garage is prolly half a meter higher than the street.)

"'Ma, gusto ko maglaro sa labas. May tubig oh!"

And then they start to notice the flood. Crazy, isn't it?
Well, the water started to rise and rise. They live in a bungalow so there isn't really any second floor to climb.

It's a good thing though the neighbor had a two-story house. So they bought my grandmother to that house in a wheelchair. The water was already chin-high. They stayed there together with an old neighbor, a couple of other house helpers and some neighborhood carpenters.


On the other side of town though, we were pretty much worried about them.
My mom was calling people to no answer. No signal from the people in Pasig. My eldest cousin with the flood-ready cars isn't answering.

Just when he does answer, the flood's already too high to drive in. Great.

Anyhow. We were in Glorietta at that time.
We decided to head over to my cousin in Ayala to figure out a way to get my lola. We got a text later on that there wasn't any dinner there so we decided to go to Market! Market!.

All the while, we were trying to contact the people in Pasig. Only the caregiver and my tita had cellphones. And Market! Market! didn't have good signal.

Just as we sat down inside the restaurant, my cousin (the one who was with us) suddenly receives a text from her mom (my tita in Pasig) that goes something like:

"Malapit na lampas bubong ang tubig. Help."

And we were frantic. My mom and my cousin were in tears.
We didn't eat dinner anymore. We just picked up my other tita in Kamuning (the flood had subsided by then) and started making more calls to other people.

We were trying to find a way to get our lola out of there.
So we tried all possible contacts. We even called our tita who was taking a vacation in the states. Anyhow, we managed to call some people, and we were somehow at ease.

We settled down in Shakey's in Tomas Morato and tried to get something to eat.

We tried to calm things down. Apparently, the bubong being referred to was my grandmother's bungalow and not the house they were in, which was a relief.

Well. A lot more stuff happened. Quite confusing to explain.
But we found ourselves on Ortigas Extension. That's my mom, my dad, my two cousins, my tita, some guards and I.

I was able to walk as far as we were allowed.
And whoa. It was pitch black darkness up ahead. I dunno if I could ever survive being there.

One problem we had was signal.
Where we were, there wasn't any signal for Globe, which is what most of us were using.
But something, I guess, miraculous happened. The whole time, my cousin--whose mom was there in the house--had signal.

Another thing we were worrying about was food.
They were in an abandoned house, so of course there wasn't any food in there. And in there rush, they weren't able to bring any food with them. They hadn't eaten since lunchtime, and for someone as old as my grandmother, that's something we were really worrying about. (She's already eighty years old.)

At around 1am, the rescuers finally found my grandmother.
My cousin and my mom brought her to the hospital while we stayed there and waited for my tita. Well, we thought they'd come back for her right away, but darkness was an issue. And of course, there are other people to save. In the car, she was really chewing the food we brought. Obviously, really hungry. But I guess she was really relieved as well judging from the look on her face.

I fell asleep in the car at around 3am.
I woke up in Eastwood at around 6am. Apparently, they were trying to clear traffic, so my dad went on to find somewhere with signal while my cousin got closer. Still no news from my tita.

Long story made short, they were finally rescued around 2 in the afternoon later that day.


Honestly, it was a very harrowing experience for my family and me, especially for my cousin. Her mother was up there, and she's really close with my grandmother.
I'm just really thankful we're over with it.


On the way home, we had in the car one of the maids and her kid (the one who first saw the flood). She was talking about the experience, and she mentioned something that I thought was really... I dunno, what's the word?

She said they were still very lucky. Other people had it in worse than them.

And it's true. They were still relatively safe, and that's something else to be thankful for.


Well, there's another storm coming. Let's prepare well for that.
Hopefully, we're all still safe.


On a side note.
Hey there, fans of MMDA TV! Did you see me? I was right beside Bayani Fernando as he was trying to... I dunno what exactly... probably trying to look good for the elections. :D
Yeah! I was right beside him!

Street Lights, People...

Monday, September 21 at 7:31 PM
ACET, Rock and Rule and Glee Club

I haven't blogged in a while. Gah.

ACET!
My last entrance test ever. (Sorry, I'm not an ounce of green-blood here.)

Traffic was hell. Took a shortcut through Marikina. Hehehe.
Well, I wasn't late or anything. I arrived a bit past seven. But HELL! The line was long. I was walking and walking, and it didn't seem to end.

The grade two classrooms look really sad.
Anyhow, when we finally got into our testing rooms, the place was really hot. There were fans, but it was still really hot. I LOVE XAVIER.
At least my non-aircon grade school days were breezy.

Well. The test.
English was harder compared to UPCAT. I was afraid of it because I had what I thought was too much No Errors. I'm usually able to spot them, so I felt like I was being tricked or something.

My essay doesn't feel concrete. Actually, everything was there except for the concrete examples. Hehehe. So yeah. I rushed the last few sentences. Lol.

Math was o.O
I hate addition and subtraction of roots. Too much of them.
I wish there were more conic section questions. I studied for them the night before. I feel like a master or something! Haha!
Well, this I didn't finish. I had like less than half a column not done. Yay for shotgun!

The rest of the smaller tests were... umm...
Well, if they extended each of them by five minutes, I would've been able to answer all of the last columns. Again, yay shotgun!

I was most unsure of Logical Reasoning and Numerical Ability. Agh.

Anyhow, I think I did well enough...
Well, I feel I passed this one... unlike UP. Haha!
But I hope I make it into the Top 10%. PLEEEEASE! I want my course. :(

But it was really draining. I feel asleep the whole afternoon.

...

I watched Rock and Rule with Patring later that night.

My mouth was on a roll on the way, in the line, and after the show. Hahaha!
I was blabbing on and on about ArtsWork, college, FX and other stuff I don't remember.
Anything to do with Ateneo and theater. Lol.

I was recalling memories for the most part.

ANNAGAB!
I miss you na! Hahaha. You were great!

The show was fun.
Could've been better, but it was fun.

Afterwards, Patring and I went back to our old post-review class tambayan (Hang out spot sounds so weird): STARBUCKS! :D

Oddly, I couldn't remember the last time I had a cup of coffee.

...

White Forest cake. Yum!
We celebrated Trisha's birthday last Friday.

The kids were there. I hung out with Alex the whole time.
I miss her already!

...

Today, I spent the holiday with Glee Club.
We practiced songs.

I was "musical director" for the day. Haha!

More blending.
I'm really excited to perform it. :D

We don't suck. That's all I'll say. ;)

The dreamer, dreamer, dreamer...

Friday, September 11 at 7:53 PM
Lazy to blog. :|
Yet here I am. I finally convinced myself after fixing all those torrents.

Anyhow. Today was a crazy day.
Actually, more like a headache day.

We took the OLSATs. (Every time I type that down, I'm reminded of the Olsens for some odd reason. Hehehe!) And I was barely able to keep myself awake.
I kept falling asleep through the questions. It's a good thing I was able to finish.

I dunno. I had more sleep than I normally do the night before, so I don't see why I felt sleepy. But I did. 12pm is not 2:30pm. O.o

The rest of day before lunch was sort of a blur to me.

All I remember is that by recess, my head was aching already.
And it only increased from there.

Lunchtime, I went to the infirmary.
They gave me Biogesic while I grabbed the Vicks thing and put some on my forehead. Then I was off to sleep.

Funny thing. CJ was in the same room... for another reason though.

I arrived there at 12:30. I was thinking I'd have a 30 minute nap and head on up just in time for examen. However, the nurse must've forgotten about me, so I ended up shocked when I turned to my watch and saw 2:06.

The nurse (who wasn't there when I entered) was surprised as well. Hehe.
That's a total of an hour and a half's sleep.

Well, sleep + Biogesic + Vicks = life. I was feeling energetic after.
*Not enough vitamins... Not enough life... Kulang sa buhay* Maybe I need Centrum. Haha!

Hmmm.... I blame the MAT-OLSAT.

Anyhow, I made it to the end of Filipino class. :P

...

I was dancing all around the lecture hall.
We're actually starting with it! I'm friggin' excited!

... or maybe it's because of the jazzy tune.
or both! :))

Professional Pulubi

Thursday, September 10 at 5:33 PM
Okay.
I was able to make a grand total of P64. w00t.
That bought me a hamburger with egg and my bus ticket.
(Of course, I still had extra "savings.")

Yes, I went around asking people for their change.
Apparently, I'm a professional now. I should print a calling card.

I don't have to go to college now! w00t!
(Of course, I kid. Hehe.)

...

Hmmm... Did anything blog-worthy happen today?
Not really.

We had our MAT-OLSATs today. Really boring.
I was asleep for most of it. Strangely, I had the weirdest dreams involving maids, badminton, friends, letters, commuting, escaping and what-not.

I was telling Mark about it.
But I couldn't tell it straight since I was laughing and coughing since it was funny (and my sickness was taking over my laughing skills). Because I was doing that, he was laughing and coughing as well. And we did it for almost a minute. Gahd, sickness.

Everyone's sick in the class.
(Get well, Kim!)

...

Anyhow, I visited Centro a while ago.
Rates are pretty decent. Once I save enough money, I think I'll apply for membership. Either way, it's still sort of cheap, so I guess I'll go there anyway.
Here we go... ;)

T

Wednesday, September 9 at 6:07 PM
God. I feel sick. But I'm not.
You know what I mean?

First of all, our dismissal was at 11:45, and I got home at 3.
Gahd. How unlucky.

I spent a big chunk of the time sleeping at gate four.
It was uncomfortable and sort of embarrassing. But what the hell. I didn't know what else to do.

Anyhow. I spent most of the day asleep.
And I still feel sort of woozy.

I checked the thermometer. I don't have fever.

It's probably just stress.

But oh well.

Finally!

Friday, September 4 at 4:18 PM
REPORT CARD & AUDITIONS

YES! I have honors! w00t!

Second. I guess I'm fine with it already.
Well, I regret not getting First, but I know my Science quizzes were too low. So I'm satisfied enough.

Filipino - 96 O V
Math - 94 V V
CLE - 94 V V
English - 92 O O
Soc Sci - 92 V V
Chinese - 89 V V
Science - 89 O V

Well. My parents are happy. :)) Finally, honors after 2 quarters without. :))

...

In other news, my contacts made my eyes burn.
Ack. I miss them already. Business English is contacts period. :(

Fast-forward to FX.
Auditions today! :D

I was nervous. It's my first audition since first year. Second year's doesn't count.
Being in charge this time is fun. :D

Anyhow. Casting isn't definite yet... not even mine. Haha!

Well. Whatever the result is, I really have to step up.
My study habits are improving already, mind you! I just have to stop with distractions. :P Oh Roller Coaster Kingdom/Resto City, I think I'll miss you. Haha!

...

I'm enjoying my hundred days. Hehe!

Given that horizontal velocity, should the squirrel jump?

Tuesday, August 25 at 7:37 PM
Before I call it a night...

Here are my QT scores.
I'm really happy with the results. :D

Soc Sci - 93%

Filipino - 100%
don't you just love incentives?

Math - 97%
careless. sheesh.

CLE - 93%
careless mistakes... o.O

Science - 91%
thankyouthankyouthankyouthankyou!
really unexpected. i'm safe for this quarter. but i really have to work harder now...


In other news...
Chinese. Ugh.
English is promising though. :D

Fudge. I should really stop getting addicted to Facebook. o.O
Stupid Resto and Roller. :| Hahaha!


In more news...
I'll be really busy. Buwan ng Wika. Hehehe.
I did Oli Impan (fail acoustics/sounds).
I'm going to do the poetry thing.
I'm going to do Kakasa ka ba. (Kim & Mr Yu, we better win! :P)
And I have to write about it... ...
Kulang na lang bulletin board... (which I will help out on. Kim, we better win!)


In more news, things are starting now.
I'm really excited. ;)

I will...

Sunday, August 23 at 8:19 PM
Before I rest...

-- I will continue my Spanish studies. Hehehe.
I think I'll start by memorizing/understanding some Spanish prayers.
That's how it was done in the old days anyway. Hehehe. En el nombre...

-- I will sleep early.
I dunno how. But I will.
I shall set a stop everything deadline. Hmm...

-- I will learn to play more songs on the piano.
I really wan'na do this. Hehehe.

-- I will watch Up next week.
Weeeeee! I've missed The Hangover and GI Joe.
But I won't miss this one. :P

Personality Test: I believe I'm being possessed by evil spirits. T or F?

Wednesday, August 19 at 4:23 PM
The QTs are finally friggin' over. Thank God!
Let's describe all of them in order!

ECONOMICS
It was relatively easy. Relatively. I think I did well enough. :D

ENGLISH
Well, we didn't really have one, but making that darned Tabblo counts.
I may have been one of the last to submit (30 minutes before the deadline. Hehe!), but I'm happy with my "creation." Hihihi. :D Do take a look at it:

CLE
It was pretty okay. If I can say, second easiest one. :D I enjoyed writing my "love letter" and my last essay. Wahaha. Oh Vanessa... how I wish!

FILIPINO
It was okay. Some of the questions were kind of vague--especially the first part,--but it was pretty easy to some extent. :D

MATH
Grabe! I can feel perfection. Wahaha. I kid. But really, it was easy.
I'm just sort of doubtful--I always answer Math LTs and QTs, saying it was easy and ending up with a couple of careless mistakes. But seriously, I was able to review the whole test properly. I can feel it... :D

Hmmm...
Noticed something different? Where's science? Gasp!

SCIENCE
:(((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((
I don't want to graduate without honors. :(( And my quizzes are already just 85%.
Waaaaaaa. To think I enjoyed Science this quarter.
I'm so worried, Im'ma use a Multiply smiley--or should I say frowney:


At present, I'm fine though. :D
Today was celebrate-the-end-of-QTs-by-eating-out day. Well, I don't think I've done that before. But I guess I'll be doing it a couple of times this year. ;)

Ate in T-Boy with a couple of FXers.
Yum. It's been a long time since my last Japanese dish.


In other news, this quarter's going to be exciting. ;)

FX is really looking up. We finally have a play--and not just any play, a MUSICAL! :D
I'm starting to "get to know" the new members. :D Oli is sort of looking better... sort of...

I'm sort of "refreshed" and ready for the second quarter.
I'll really have to step it up though. Resolutions, resolutions.
I should really fix my life up now. :P


Anyhow... this quarter's been so hectic.
I miss going out. I miss my weekly summer gimiks. Hehehe.
I miss my summer peeps. I miss my ArtsWork peeps.
Sigh.



Well, one quarter over.
It's quite sad. I just realized: that was my last first quarter ever.
And there're only three quarters left. :(



* - I had to take a personality test for the EM course of UA&P. And I'm not lying about that question. Hehehe. I took the test last Sunday. ;) Really easy.

Killing Me Softly with His Song, Telling My Whole Life with Hades Words

Monday, August 10 at 4:41 PM
[Okay. I have to do this fast just in case the internet gets cut off again. o.O]

So today was my speech day. Ack.
For the uninformed, fourth years must choose a Greek myth character and make a persuasive speech to make people worship him/her.

I chose Hades.

Gahd. That was nerve-wracking.
I've really outdone myself in terms of FX--no practice at all! Beat that, Tulo!
Boys and girls, do not follow me! It's deadly.

Here's the story.
My internet, as I found out late last night, is a piece of crap.
I was out all day in my cousin's house where wifi was crap. When I got home I had problems connecting, but I didn't think there was something wrong. At around past 11, I finally decided to call PLDT. No dial tone. Fark.

So I ended up going to the corner internet shop filled with kanto game freaks at around past 11 just to retrieve my essay from Multiply. o.O
(and to inform the world of my sad internet-less state.)

So late at night, I was working on my speech.
When I ended, it was too late for me to practice, so I just retired...

The speech. I already had an idea of what I wanted to do. Something like how I would've done Archie Costello if I had the role in Chocolate War. Subtle yet scary. Throw in some evil grins.
But but but. I had no practice whatsoever, which was why I was really scared. I hadn't even memorized it that well yet.

Onto today, I still had no real time to practice.
Instead, I just "prepared." I highlighted (Stabilo) my fingernails to make it look rotten, and I colored two of them with Sharpee. I also had red veins and blood on my hands care of Staedtler. Hehehe.

I was shaking when English class came.
I couldn't grade other s like I normally did 'cause I was too nervous. Haha. Also, I was preoccupied with making Post-It cheats. (What? My fourth product placement? Hahaha.)

I thought the bell would save me, but it didn't. I had to go on through lunch period. o.O

Anyhow, I took off my glasses (it's been a habit for me not to wear them when I act) and went on. Stupid. I couldn't read them. Fark useless eyesight.

I was forgetting lines. A lot of ad lib all the way. Wahaha.
And in my nervous state, I didn't really get to do it the way I wanted to. Not much evil grins, and I shouted more than I needed to. Needed practice.

Anyhow. It's done.
I was shaking. Aftershocks.

I good comments, so I guess I did well enough.
But I was short of breath and still in disbelief. I pulled it off.

Never again. o.O
PRACTICE! PRACTICE!

**woah. it's been a long time since I've blogged a narrative. hahaha.

Randomness in Numbers

Sunday, August 9 at 5:39 PM
(This blog was written yesterday night... but, but, but Multiply crashed. o.O So now, it's here. :D Imagine you were reading it the night before. Haha!)

Today was... umm... FUN! and NOT! at the same time.
Hehehe.

In a random order and in a random style:

ONE
Who likes going to school on Saturdays? Not Ia.

TWO
Math and Science quizzes. T.T
My mind isn't programmed to work for quizzes during the weekend.
Careless mistakes. Ack.

THREE
Siomai. Yumm.

FOUR
I got this feeling of productivity today. I dunno.
Was I really?

FIVE
I have definitely proved I am a Physics person. (Sorry, Mr. Chua. Hehehe.)
Even if my quizzes aren't exactly frame-worthy. Lol.
Well, at least I'm not that grade-conscious? o.O

SIX
I am definitely a Trigo person. Hehehe.
Next to that, a Geom person.
I wonder if this will be of any help in Management. Lol.

SEVEN
Awkward moment with the new Chinese teacher involving my cold oatmeal.
Well, at least he's friendly. Hahaha.

EIGHT
Triquetra love! Bonding time. :D
...and dude, don't blame yourself for it. :D

NINE
Charmee! I miss you guys.
If only I didn't have a deadline to work on...
September again! :D You know what's happening... ;)

NINE.FIVE
Risa! KJ! You were already going to go... :|
If not for us, for your cousin! Ahahaha!
Kidding. We still love you! :D

TEN
ArtsWork!
We seriously need to have a full reunion.

ELEVEN
Dxhibit rocks!
Go flint.chris.ariel.babsi.albert.weston.tim.harveen.coby.chesca.camille.and all the other dancers that I can't possibly all name. :D
You guys were amazing! CONGRATS!

TWELVE
My afternoon was practically ruined. Bleh.

THIRTEEN
Chicken McNuggets and Twister Fries <3
I saw Grimace today! Awwww!

FOURTEENTH
I went home early from Dxhibit to finish my English essays. Hehehe.
Sorry. :D

FIFTEENTH
I love my new Google Chrome theme. :D

SIXTEENTH
I enjoy reading iamsuperbianca's tweets. Hehehe.

SEVENTEENTH
Favoritism... Favoritism... :P

EIGHTEENTH
I need rest. Goodnight! :D

LAST but not the least...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, MOTHER! :D
(No not my mom, mother. And not my oedipus mother. And not that other mother either.)

Flooded Streets

Thursday, August 6 at 5:02 PM
I came home today at 4pm.
Quite early compared to the usual 5pm.

But then... dismissal was at 1:15. o.O

Add to the late busmate *ehemehem*, traffic was hell.
So getting home late was inevitable.

It's one of those days you'd miss having Mrs. Ocampo as your busmate.
(She sermonizes latecomers. Hehehe. Oh, Richter. Hehehe.)

In other news, the weather has been beautiful. Really cold and windy. :D
I am--though impossible--hoping classes tomorrow get suspended. Hehehe.

And the cat said meow...

Sunday, August 2 at 9:38 AM
Okay. Two more schools to go... (No, the other isn't La Salle. :P )

So I slept really early Friday night. Supposedly at 9PM... but I think I got too distracted. All I know is that it's abnormal for me to be in bed at whatever time that was. Hehe.

I came home tired from FX. Ate dinner. Wished people good luck. Plurked. Bathed. Slept. Hehehe.

Anyhow. I woke up at around 4:30am. (Again, abnormal.)

We passed by 7/11. I got some doughnuts. Hehehe. (Just like when I took the SAT.)
I was reviewing in the car. Science. All those periodic whatever stuff. (Didn't help. It didn't really appear in the test.)

So when we got there, there were a million people. Fine, I exaggerate.
The parents seem more excited than the students, but that's expected. I mean, just inside the house, the parent is more excited than the student. (Hay. Alumnus.)

I got the same feeling as when I took the SAT. Nervous, but not really.
Actually, the feeling lingered more during the SATs. Probably because the line was longer. Hehe.

So I got there. The place was... umm. Yeah.
What am I expecting? Hehehe.

The only person I knew in the room was Robert Sanchez. Hehehe.
Everybody else looked like really intimidating people.

The test paper was handed out.
Proctor reading it with a think Filipino accent. Made me want to volunteer to read. Hehehe.

For the most part, it was easy. (English was like DUH!)
Two problems though.

1. MATH!
I didn't finish it. In fact, I didn't answer half the math test. Waaaa. That makes for 10% of the whole UPCAT. Argh.

I blame Kim. Made me too complacent saying we had a lot of time and stuff. I was eating during the math test. I found myself taking too much time on the problem solving thing. It was quite disappointing because I wasn't able to head on to the geometry part. Agh.

2. Reading Comprehension.
My mind was practically screaming "AYOKO NAAAAAA!"
So if I get a lot of mistakes, it's because I lost concentration. Too sabaw.

Everything else was quite easy. :D


Anyhow, lesson learned.
I really have to practice for the ACET. Math. Math. Math.

It's a good thing I'm not really inclined to going to UP. Hehe.


Well. I got so sabaw. I slept through the whole afternoon. Hehehe.

I woke up, and went to tutor.
While doing whatever, the hopeless romantic in me suddenly thought of my dream romantic situation. Hehehe. But I don't want to talk about it here. Might get spoiled. Hehehe.
Keywords though: New York. Waiting. ;)

I also thought of other stuff, but none of them seem to want to be remembered. Hehehe.

Moving on. Watched Public Enemies at Shang.
Review soon. Hehehe. All I can say is I enjoyed it.
(No one seems to watch/enjoy movies the way that I do. Hehehe.)

Today has been very lazy, but I'm not complaining. :D
(It feels as though it's been a long time since I last blogged. Lol.)

Each Moment Lived Reminds Me

Sunday, July 26 at 8:40 PM
I am high at the moment...

I can't really express it in words since my thoughts are all messed up, and I can't really write them down. Hehehe.

But I am certain I'm high.

I LOVE YOU GUYS!
BASTA KAYO!

I'm going to miss those three days. I'm going to miss those 34 + 13 people. :(


(It's really sad and untimely that I lost my voice. I really wanted to sing... :( )

Puh-puh-poker face

Thursday, July 23 at 7:45 PM
I don't know what kind of crazy muse told me to join glee club.
Crazy, crazy muse.

Well, I'm in, and I'm hoping it's going to be fun.
I hope we do more contemporary things. And that we have more exposure too!
Wahahaha.

I have to admit, I'm learning a couple of things already.
They're going to come useful once FX starts on our musical. (Anytime soon now... hopefully.)

Which reminds me... FX!
Agh. Wish me luck. I'm quite anxious about it.
I just wish we could get on to a production already. I wanna get my hand dirty. It's going to be exciting, especially with all the new members. Hihihi.

Since we're already on the topic of clubs, I guess I'll have to talk about Stallion too.
I joined it. Nothing much after that, really.

Okay, I know you're thinking, "thee clubs! WOAH!"
Well, technically, I'm not an official member of one of them. ;)

--

Peole would usually say, "You're glee club, right?"
And I quickly quipped, "No."
Well, I guess I can't do that anymore.

I hate blogs.

Saturday, July 18 at 5:41 PM
Fine. That's not true, or I wouldn't be making one at this very moment.

But IT IS TRUE--well, partly.

I hate reading/seeing blogs that look like essays, SWAs or whatever other assigned compo. It annoys me. I'm sorry if I'm offending you (which in context means the sea of you), but it's true.

I guess I partly blame the required blogging homework.
Everything feels so rigid. As if, we were all writing for the grade, which isn't what blogging is about. Blogging's about expressing yourself--through your movie review, your awkward moment of the day, your survey with so much side comments or your thoughts on a certain something.

They aren't structured. They aren't formal. They barely even require much reflecting and what-not.
Okay, I'm making a blog about my cat. Here goes. I love my cat. It makes me happy when I'm sad. Oh wait, no. I won't put that in. It's so cliche. But wait, I think that's something I can expound on so that I can impress people with my sweet side. Yes. I'll put it. But wait, no. I mean... Hmm... I'll get back to that later when I start editing for weird stuff. Ack! This is so hard. I don't like blogging. Anyhow. Must continue.

O_O COME ON.

Blogs are expressive and casual. As if you were just having a normal conversation or something. I just hate how most things come out as essays.
Blogs should just literally burst out of your head, into your fingers, onto the keyboard and onto your screen.

That's why I find the writing territories pointless.
Why? It sucks the spontaneity out of things. Where's the fire?


I HATE THAT STUPID HAIRCUT RULE!!!!!! It's so fucking stupid! I hate it! I hate it! I hate it!
As shallow as that is, it will always be more interesting than reading about how my first-ever trip to America became a fun learning experience I will treasure for the rest of my life.
I've read blogs about lazy sundays or shopping with mothers and fathers. They're still more interesting... to think you went to America.

If there's one thing that annoys me to hell, it's plastic stuff.
I guess, I write too much of them for my own sake. Hmmm. I bet this is probably how English/Filipino teachers react to essays. Eeek.

Everyone doesn't have the skills to be a writer. If you want to say that.
BUT EVERYONE HAS AN OPINION. A THOUGHT. SOMETHING YOU JUST WANT TO SHARE AND EXPRESS. Type it down as it is. Why stress over it so much?

I hate YOU! You ruined my life! You think you've broken up with me? Well, I'm telling you this, I DON'T CARE. I NEVER CARED. I NEVER CARED TO BEGIN WITH. I HOPE YOU DIE! I HATE YOU!

Okay. Fine, that's a bad example of how to tell your ex how you feel.
But it's expressive. It's alive.

Actually, I have to admit even I feel a bit restrained--considering I blog most often compared to most of the people in class. I can't seem to take my mind off not typing down a few Tagalog words and some ellipses here and there.

But you know what? Screw that.
I'll type how I want to type. Even if it means I'll have to make gamit-gamit a conyo pattern like you know, using them sa sentences ko just because like it feels right like gamit-gamit? (Shoot. That made me laugh. And mind you, I don't type THAT bad.)

I don't want to sacrifice my style.
If there's one thing I don't want my blogs to lose, it's my INDIVIDUALITY.
And that's practically what's missing in most of these blogs. Individuality.

But who am I to judge?
Probably, that's really how your world goes. If so, I pity how boring it is.
Probably, you just have to get used to it. Who knows.

BUT BAHHHHH!



Once in a while, blogs create controversy. (I should know.)
But that makes it all the more fun, doesn't it?
I wonder if this one will. I'm practically ranting on a lot of... ... ....

la-di-la-di-la. How's your day? :D

PS.
Please do remind me about that school rule on censorship. I think it's the only writing territory I'd actually WANT to write about.

Thriller Night

Sunday, July 12 at 4:59 PM
HORROR BOOTH

Random reflection moment. Very out of the blue.
I just thought of it while at Mass.

I miss my horror booth.
(Note that I am taking personal possession of it with the word my. :P)

I miss the night that I adventured all by myself just to get all the things we needed.

I miss the night we stayed in Xavier till dark just to bring it to life.

I miss putting Elmer's glue on people's faces.

I miss putting "blood" on people's faces.

I miss the feeling of having Snazaroo in my hands.

I miss looking like a zombie.

I miss being looked at whenever I went out of the booth.

I miss dancing thriller with the prosthetics.

I miss the t-shirt I destroyed by accidentally making the candle wax fly.

I miss scaring little kids.

I miss hearing comments like "My prep teacher said this won't be scary. *sobs*"

I miss the old ladies I scared twice. Hehehe.

I miss pulling Witchita's strings.

I miss all the responsibility... even if it did get hectic.

I miss ranting about the other room.

I miss taking videos of victims.

I miss being the best Xavier horror booth ever. ;)

A penny! From the year I was born!

Saturday, July 11 at 8:28 PM
FUTURE

How many times have I stated how unsure I am of my future?
Hehehe.

I have somehow "grounded" my future. Somehow.
However, it's still a blur.

Is money really what I want?
I'm not so sure. Oh, decisions. (God, apostrophes. o.O) For quite some time, I've been imagining myself not caring about how much I make just as long as I was enjoying what I was doing. The question though was if I can live up to it. Now, I've been thinking about making money--so that I can stop when I've saved enough and go find myself.

Ack. I shall now insert a song excerpt.

Purpose,
It's that little flame
That lights a fire
Under your ass.
Purpose,
It keeps you going strong
Like a car with a full
Tank of gas.
Everyone else has
A purpose
So what's mine?

I don't know how i know,
But i'm gonna find
My purpose.
I don't know where
I'm gonna look,
But i'm gonna find
My purpose.

Sidenote: Avenue Q is closing on Broadway soon. Aww.

God. How desperate am I to actually start finding myself relating to that Avenue Q song? (Rhetorical question! Do not answer!)

Crap.
Someone give me an assignment please? I'm a few years past my ceremony anyway.

I was a sailor. I was lost at sea.

Monday, July 6 at 8:32 PM
QUARANTINE, MY BIRTHDAY and SCHOOL

I'm inspired to blog right now.
I thank my iPod. Hehe. Shuffle mode is giving me awesome songs. ;) I haven't pressed the forward button yet.

Thing is... I don't know what to blog about. Silly.

*humming uptown girl*

I slept at 3am last night doing homework.
As such, I have won the elections. Do congratulate me. I'm now the president of the Procrastinators and Crammers Society. :P

*now floating in a relaxing song*

Unlike most people, I was actually thankful when the announcement about the quarantine came. The first week of school already felt like hell week for me. It was friggin' horrible. I couldn't take it. I needed to rest.

God really does answer prayers.

*rocking out*

What's more, I enjoyed my birthday. Proabably one of the best I've ever had.
Then again, I think it's the only time there weren't any classes on my birthday--except when it falls on a weekend of course.

I really enjoyed everyone's company. It was a crazy day.
What we did exactly? (I can't believe I'm only blogging about this now.)
We played bowling at E-Lanes. Awesome. We found new techniques ;) (Right, Tish?)
Then we adventured all the way to Promenade.

Funny.
We decided to eat in Yellow Cab, which is in the same direction as Krispy Kreme.
Kim sighed that the red light wasn't on. I told him it'll turn on when we get there, and wouldn't you know? It is my birthday after all. Free doughnuts AND COFFEE. ;)

After dinner, we went to the karaoke bar.
Went crazy, of course!

And that was my night. It ended to early, but what the hell. I had fun.

*flowing in the river that is the smooth melody of this song*

Anyhow. Back to the topic.
I did enjoy the break. I'd rather have that than go to school. Online classes. Hehehe.
But of course, we have to step back into reality.

Thing is, before the break, I was already hyped up and all ready for everything.
Returning, it's like I'm too lazy to follow up on all the things I told myself I would do--one of which being not procrastinating.

I guess I'll just have to work harder.
Meaning I should get back to work now. ;)

Just Chill

Saturday, July 4 at 10:17 PM
Procrastination

I haven't had enough "inspiration" to blog about anything these days. It's probably because I haven't done anything interesting.

No. That's a lie.
My birthday just passed, and that's interesting. Sadly though, I don't know what about it I should write.

I don't know. I guess it's writer's block.

Right now, I'm cramming. I have a ton of homework I haven't done. I know I told myself at the start of the school year that I won't procrastinate anymore, but it seems so hard because of the "suspension break."

I've spent most of my time doing irrelevant stuff that I could've used to work on homework. In fact, I can't even remember what I've been doing the whole time. Bummer. All I do remember is that I've been using up my midnight-middays to watch movies and wasting my mornings-noons to sleep. Gahd, my habits.

I think I can probably finish all of them by tomorrow night save for the Chinese homework. I'm still worrying. I need some luck.