flames to dust

Summer's End

T*: 6.12: 7.08 BEWARE! Contagious: All Good Things (Come to an End) - Nelly Furtado...

Flames to dust
Lovers to friends
Why do all good things come to an end?

Hayz.
I don't wan'ta go to school yet. I really haven't any motivation.
No... I don't wanna see my friends.
No... FX may be fun but that's also a different problem that makes me wish I have a car and driver, insead of a schoolbus or temporary fetcher
No... I definitely do not wanna study.
I don't wanna wake up early
I don't wanna rush in the bathroom
I don't wanna be stressed with all the portfolios
I just don't wanna go to school

Hayz.
I really enjoyed this summer. Right now, I'm looking back at my first post. I planned what I was going to do on summer. I didn't finish most of it. Hahahaha! But that's all right. I had lots of fun anyway.

I just wish I actually got to finish reading the 2(/3) books I wanted to read: SoUE, An Acceptable Time (and Eats, Shoots and Leaves). But I was able to read Stepping, a book that's a bit more mature. Hahaha.

I'm really glad that I was able to spend more time with Trisha, Kuya Ricky and Ate Kaye. It was really fun hanging out with them. Hehehe. It was even ore fun having been shared Heroes. This summer was really hyped up by that one show. I loved it. And I owe it to Ate and Kuya that I got addicted to it. I also miss the times we'd go out at night. Hahaha. A lot more has been learned. Nothing you can get in class.

I really miss playing Badminton. The last time I played was the summer of 2006. How sad! A least, it was replaced by simming lessons. At least I earned new friends. And I even learned to do things I never thought I can do. I wish I can five better though. Hahaha!

Hey. My interest in photography was hyped up too. I now have some Photoshop DVDs and a cool book. Hehehe. And I wish I have a better camera. Same with my interest in Friendster. Hahaha. I actually update it from time to time. Hahaha.

Somehow, I miss my barkada. My crew. Wahahaha! I wanna spend time in EK with them again. Or even in Shang. I wish we were able to do our Karaoke gimik. Hahahha!
But once I get back into school, it's another world now. Especially that Paul has left na. What am I to do? Huhuhu. No offence, but I'm blessed with friends who are plastic. Hayz. For heaven's sake....

I can't wait for StageFX! Grabe. I love acting and doing lights. Hahahaha. ANd I really can't wait for the Chocolate War! Hahaha. Hayz. But this is where my parents come in. WE have a new maid so she doesn't know how to fetch me from school while our other maid is at night school. The office van is being repaired and won't be done till the end of the month. WHO CAN BRING ME HOME? Hayz. I just hate it. Especially my dad who's like mind everyone else's business and complain. Hayz.

Grabe. I can't wait to know who my teachers are. Hahaha. Wow. Something to look forward to. Hahahaha!

Anyhow. Let's face it. School begins. Hayz. 7 more years till freedom. Well... not really... freedom na may pain. Haahahaha!
Tapos!

Lagi kaming emo.

Card Day...

*t: 3.29: 2.46 BEWARE! Contagious: Last Night...

Couldn't even get an answer... haha! I love this song by Diddy and Keyshia Cole. Eniwei, today is card day. If I were a normal Xaverian, I would've just taken my card and left.... BUT I'M NOT. Hehe!

What I did was first take my card. Apparently, they all haven't arrived yet. By they, I mean Babsi and Charles who have the CDs of Duwa. So, I caleld Mr. Posadas as GINOO instructed me. He just confirmed the appeal... but it wasn't on my report card yet, so I went to the principal's office to have it fixed. But before that, PICTURE PICTURE! with the class advisers of 1A-C: Ms. Yao, Mr. Pinlac and GINOO. Hehehe! So, we waited in the HSPO. And then left for Ms.M who was looking for both Paul and KevinGarcia. Gave each other souveneirs and then... PICTURE TIME! Hahaha!

And then, we went over to Dictator, and I gave her our picture. Bwahaha! I knew now lang na she'll be teaching part-time in Miriam or Ateneo. Waa! Moving pala siya. Akala ko aral lang... tuturo pa pala sa ibang school. Haha. Anyhow, more pictures, then with Ms.G. Wow. An dami nang pictures!

And then, to Ms.A! Wee! But then, I thought na baka Varr and Ran are there na so I walked towards the MPH while Paul went to Ms.A na! EVEEL! So, they weren't there yet, (and I took another pic with Ms. Lampa and reclaimed my report card from the HSPO) so I went to the grade seven. Where Paul was. Took pics with Mrs. Reyes, Mr. Hernandez, mr. Wong and Mr. Aude. Bwhaha! And then talking talking by 7E... And then, I had to leave since Varr might arrive na... So I took a last pic with Ms. Perme and left!

So I went there... varr hasn't arrived pa. I found out nasira pala ang tape ni Charles so no Duwa yet... Babsi naman didn't bring it. Ran's mom arrived but not him.... WAA! He's still grounded siguro. Haha. I met Kim there, too. So we looked around pa, and then he left. And then, I encouraged Paul to come down because Laoshi was there. So we took pix with her. And then they started talking in Mandarin. I'm thinking like "WTF are u talking about. Why am i standing here? I'm so OP. Did u just say u want Ice Cream?" Haha. Well, after, Varr arrived, I gave him the pic. We talked about EK... and voila. He left. I'm all done... So I got dragged into the Bodega where they were playing dress up? Haha! Oh well. I got dragged out because my mom was complaining how long I was taking. And then I said goodbye to Ms.Yao.. a long one actually... and then took a pic with Ms.A (Korean girl) then left. HAHAHA!

So, then at home, I went on my bed to read... Ang sad nang sinulat ni Ms. Lampa... WAAAA! She's leaving na.... WAAA! And, Mrs.X made a longer version of her YM stats for burn. Still sad. It really makes me wonder. Hayy.

Oh well. Here are some of the pix i took...

More pix @ http://dewe52.multiply.com/photos/album/80

Haroo! Haroo! Haroo!

Paul's Despedida aka. Shang Gimik

S*: 3.24: 9.08 BEWARE! Contagious: I Will Follow Him (The Song on the Io Course)...

photos @ my Multiply

Grabeeee! Saya!
Haha... dapat emo kasi paalis na si Paul... haha.. May 13 na lang... bwahaha... For today, kasiyahan! hahaha...

Well...
Tagal na namin tong pinagplaplanuhan! Kahit na ang daming disruptions, ang saya pa rin! Sorry na lang for those who weren't able to go. You missed out on a great bonding experience. Haha! Wow.

Well...
After a collection (hihihi), CJ picked me up and we headed to Shang--after dropping off his mom. Hahaha. We met up with Jerold in the food court. There, CJ wrote on our picture-memory for Paul. Haha! Amazed kami anong nasulat ko last night. Ang sa akin.... at kay francis... na KAAAAY Haba! Grabe. Haha. Wow. So CJ wrote his in his fancy handwriting... and then Jerold. And when he hasn't started. Pault exted na nasa National na siya. And I'm like... quick! Bilis! Bilis! Hide! Hahahaha.... So after Jerold finished writing, we went up to the 5th floor to decide on which cake to buy. Bwahaha! So when we finally decided, we went down na... and Paul was complaining. Bwahaha!! Manahimik ka na lang... para sayo rin naman'eh... HAHA!

So, we bought our tix and went on to Lunch. We decided KFC na lang kami lahat... Bwahaha! So, after deciding on what to eat, we're all "how much do we pay?" GULO NAMIN! Haha... You could've imagined all the math problems we encountered... HAHA! Well, after the Math period, they ordered the food, and then I secretly got the cake. I waited for quite a long time till they were seated. Then, I brought the . WIHHEEE! Haha.... Uau! Wow! Uau! Hahaha... Well, we ate and then we ate the cake. But before eating the cake, cyempre my picture process muna. Picture picture--pati cake slicing pinicturan... HAHA! Oh well. Scrumptious cake brought to you by Art Cakes on the 5th Floor of Shang. Before they use to do designs on the spot. Now, you have to pre-order to design your cakes. Aww... Anyway, I was taking care of the cake as i was bringing it to the food court kasi Mothers' Day myt repeat itself... (I accidentally destroyed one side of the cake while carrying it... shaking? maybe... swaying? maybe.) Haha... Anyway, this one was safe na.

After this, we made our way to the theatre. Haha... So, we bought drinks and watched 300. Next entry na lang ung review. Together with my say about Apocalypto. Basta, all I can tell you was fantastic! Haha... Afterwards, we went to Kameraworld on the Ground Floor. We had our picture taken. Bwahaha! Wallet size. I have them right now. Haha! Oh well. Buti naman it's digital na ngayon... Hhehe... Oh well. After pic taking, we went to Starbucks.

I got myself a drink and so did the others then we sat down. Talked about stuff. Made yabang our iPods/n93. And then, we showed the photo-dedi. Haha. Touching. LOL. I also gave wallet sized for everyone else. Tapos todo-cam na... Haha! Grabe kakahiya.. pero okay lang. Buwahahahaha! Sana nagpapa-picture kami sa guard para matino-tino naman... HAHAHAHA! Well, afterwards, we went to look for a box for myself. They went on to look for a bag as I decided on the box. Which I did. YAY! Haha. I have one na.. kahit na it was stuffy inside my bag. HAHA! Oh well. Well, I met up with them again. And then, we went everywhere and I got dizzy and tired fro all their bag-searching... eek! Oh well, we left CJ behind and ran to the music store. And then he found us... DAMN! So we took our picture na from Kameraworld. COOL!

Well, after, we went to Power Station. Syempre, hindi kumpleto ang gimik kung hindi kami pumunta du'n. HAHAHA! Grabe. SAYA! I lost all my dizziness. HAHA! Una, nag ching-ching (Air Hockey) kami.... Sobra intense! hahaha! Tapos, todo shwing-shwing (that game featured) ... hahaha... finally, naka-survive ako.. Hindi nag-appear sa screen ang mission: failure. Wihee! A pa nga score ko'eh. Hahhah! And then paruumdumdumdumdum na! (racing). After wards, ting-ting-ting (Spot the difference electronic puzzle game). HAHAHA! Talagang may ibang pangalan... haha! Well, after we got prizes for those who weren't able to come: namely ms.a and ms.m... Hahaha!By the way, Jerold left during... during.... basta he left when we were there... hahaha! (bad friend... spanks self... hahahha!)

Okay.
So after that, we went to.... went to.... where did we go? Basta. All I can remember inviting Paul to go to the Internet Cafe in the food court so that we could email the pictures. He declined because we don't even have the USB cable for it. HAHA! Oh well. So we ended up in Music One (again) because CJ wanted to look around) so I went to one corner and was later joined by Paul. I looked at his n93 gallery. Pix of us. Pix of something I dunno (dang! One day, I'll find out!). Video of me. HAHAHA! Check the multiply na lang. AND.... THe video of Weejoe Yulo as magician with Ms.A going like.... Introducing the magician Weejoe Yulo in a werid voice! BWAHAHAHA! Somewhat like Yu-u-lah! Pero weirder! Hahaha. Tapos nung may dumaan, sabi ni cher: "Excuse me, we're video-ing here" sabay tulak. Haha. And my reaction's like... LOL.LOL.Didn't know she could be makapal... I love the word uttered by the English teacher...LOL HEHEHE... jowk lang! peace! peace! Anyhow, after this we went on a frantic search for Paul's missing piece. HAHA! When we couldn't find it, we stopped. DUH. So he left... we said our goodbyes. Bye Bye! Vacation ka dito agad! Haha... oh well

After this, we went to Bench as Cj scouted around. And then we went home. The END. haha.

Friends, first and forever!
Ran, Jer, Luis, Ms.M, Paul, Ms.A, Varr and CJ

BON VOYAGE, PAUL!
HAYIBERDAY, RAN!

photos @ http://dewe52.multiply.com/photos/album/78

Live in my house... I'll be your shelter

Sighs

S*: 3.17: 10.22 BEWARE! Contagious: I'll Cover You (Reprise)...

Add to the list: frustrated musician

Nakakinis mang isipin, talagang ganiyan ang buhay. Tuwing pinapapaalala sa akin ng aking guro na ipalit ang daliring pantugtog, mali ang natutugtog ko. Di kaya'y mali naman ang mga inaapakan ko. Problema ko bang gusto kong mabilis ang daloy ng musika? Buhay talaga. Kahit na talagang walang pag-asa, sisikap ako at patutunayan ko sa aking sarili na nasa akin pa ang talento rito. Iyan ang aking pagbubutihin sa pagdaan ng tag-init, kasama na rin ang aking kapalpakan sa paglaro ng tanging larong alam ko. Limit sa kaalaman ng marami sa aking paaralan, kahit anong gawin kong kagandahan sa pag-eensayo, pagdating naman ng araw ng paghusga'y mali-mali naman ang aking ginawagawa. Talagang dumating na rin sa akin ang karamdaman ng aking kaibigang si CJ na gumuguho ang mga pangarap. Pero sisikap ako. Tatayo ako. Gagaling ako. Hindi para sa iyo kundi para sa aking sarili.

Phew. English, now. Today, I had Yamaha lessons after... HOW LONG? I guess the QTs sucked EVERYTHING out of me. But how much effort did I really put into it...? I hope I still have honors... What worries me is English and Social Science. Apparently, a MYX commercial reminded me of something I forgot to check: the Pronouns. I forgot about the "both/all/some/everybody" etc. Damn. Add to that the horrible quizzes I had. As for Soc Sci, it usually isn't a bother... until the damn QT. I hope GINOO reconsiders and disregards the questions he didn't teach. ARGH! How.... *sigh*

Kung alam ko lang ang mangyayari ngayong bakasyunan, sumama na sana ako sa PKK. Malay ko ba na magkalayo ang mga araw ng pagtuturo sa araw ng pag-eensayo. Buhay naman talaga. Hmmm. Tila mas malalalim ang mga naibibitiw na salita kapag gumagamit ako ng Tagalog. Hahaha. Nasaan na ba ako? Tama. Marami talaga ang nangyayari sa barkada. Ang isang nanay ay masyadong istrikta na hindi pinapayagang makapunta kahit saan. Nakakainis ito dahil it na ang huli niyang taon sa Pilipinas. Ang isa nama'y parang ganoon din ang kaso. Hinuha ko lamang ito ngunit may posibilidad ring tama ako. Silang dalawa na nga lang ang rason ng aming pagsasama-sama, sila pa ang nawawala. "Ang kabalintunaan naman talaga ng buhay, Tao kinain ng ibon. Ibon kinain ng tao." Bitiw ng aking kasama sa balon.

Anyhow. I'm still wondering if I am cleared or not. I know I don't have a case, but Paul says it's not about a case. You just have to clear yourself. Is it true? Oh well. Then again, there are other things on my mind which I don't want to talk about. Hay. Well. Here I go again, since it's summer, I'll be bloggging about my everyday life again. Haha! More details na. Unlike during the school year, lagi akong busy. Haha. (I was about to put teachers to blame. Pero wag na. Haha!) Oh well. I was going to upload the ORR video on my Multiply. But neither Google Vid nor Multiply would accept a file larger than 100 mb unless I install the Google Video Desktop Uploader, but I don't want to since I don't regularly uplaod vids and I only have 7GB left. Soon, my dad's going to buy a new hard disk but who knows when soon is? So I have to conserve space. Oh well. I best be continuing with my "project." You'll know soon. Haha!

With a thousand sweet kisses

QTs and FX

F: 3.16: 4.38 BEWARE! Contagious: I'll Cover You (Reprise)...

presenting the newest moodie: SENTI/EMO
just made it today... hihihi!

Wow.
This week went by so slow.

The quarterly tests were sad. I know. Hihihi. The first day was quite hard. But I was reassured by Mr. Marana and Ms. Cuevas. I have above 90% in CLE. And for Filipino, I didn't fail. WEEE! I think I'm satisified with those. As for Science. I THINK I did okay. Oh well. But it wasn't as hard as I thought it would be. SocSci was a mess! SIHT! It was so annoying. Half the test wasn't even taught by GINOO or read in the book. Apparently, Mr. Alvarez made the QT. No wonder. Poor us. I bet only B and H passed. I hope this doesn't bring my grades that low. WAAAA!! Math is another one of those i-think-got-perfect-but-i-know-i-have-mistakes tests, so I think I fared well. As for English, I know I have mistakes. But it wasn't as hard as I expected it to be. Hayz.

After this, I went to Mrs.X, talked about the Rio Tinto. Took a picture. Then another picture with Ms.Cuevas wearing a shawl which Kim called ala-Gng. Enaje. Haha. I hope Gng. Enaje is my teacher next year. Haha. Ms Cuevas, by the way, is going to teach Filipino Mac. Wow! I wanna be in that class... Hehehe.

So I went down after the bustle, and was thinking. TO GO TO PAUL's OR NOT. Stacey made that decision for me... by pushing me to the Lecture Hall to fix the lights. Damn. There goes the pizza. So we went aroung. Fix. Fix. Fix. We signed the cards for the H4s, Ms. Lampa and Ms. Yao. Fixed some more. And when Stacey wasn't looking. I escaped, and went towards the cafe since Kim was there. Then, they were actually, with Ms.A and Paul who're by the Sports Center CRs. Annoyingly, I forgot my camera, so when I went back to take it. Sadly, Stacey caught me and made me find the electrical tape in the lights box. WTF?! That's a deep pit. And it wasn't there. Damn the wasted time... So I escaped once again, and met up with Ms.A and Paul. PICTURE! PICTURE! Haha! I love my camera. Haha. I ate lunch then. And then, we bummed around in the Lecture Hall as we were setting up. Weird? I know.

Auditions started thereafter. Unfortunately, hindi dumating si Flint. Damn him. But CJ and Varr were there. PAHAMAK TALGA YANG CJ! Ba naman. Tinanong. Why Stage FX over Glee? Sinabi ba naman it's fun. Tapos tinanong why. Sinabi LUIS SAID SO WTF?! Oh well. Hahaha! Haahaha. Apparently, my tutor-ing paid off... or so I think. He was accepted. HAHAHA! So was Varr. Haha. Tinatapos-tapos ba naman ang Romeo and Juliet. Hahaha! Only one wasn't accepted. Hehe. Oh well. They were supposed to eat pizza. But pinaalis sila ni Carlo. Hahaha! Oh well.

So after that, and some practice. We performed for those leaving na. Songs from Rent.Ginamit namin ung video na ginawa ko...weee.... Ang sad talaga! AAlis na sila. Hayz. Nung message part pa lang, umiiyak na silang lahat. It's so sad talaga. Tapos during Finale B, tumingin sa akin si Mark. Akala ko kung ano, yun pala umiiyak na siya. Shocks. Super senti. Super sad! After the crying session, hugging session sabay iyak naman. HAYZ! I'll miss them talaga!!!! (NOTE: I wouldn've creid with everyone but I don't possess the ability of crying without being hurt)

Afterwards, reliever naman care of the FX Love Team. Hahaha! And then pizza and talk. Sabya na diyan ang candid shots. Haha! 6ish, Mark and I left for his house kasi papalit cya. Apparently, we ran away from Kim. HAHHA! Well, his dog Kibbie was cute... the other one was scary. Haha. After waiting, we left for Greenhills on a tricyle. We were singing RENT inside. HAHA!

So Mark brought me around Greenhills. They were closing down na and a lot of things were being moved and packed and stuffed. And I was just following Mark who was running around the tiangge. Parang labyrinth na may maraming obstacles. Tapos kailangan ko pang habuliong ung tourguide para hindi ako mawala! THAT WAS TIRING AND SCREWED UP! I ALMOST STEPPED ON ONE OF THE STUFF THAT WERE BEING PACKED! After Chaos, we ended up in Starbucks with Ms.Reich. We all walked towards the others in Prome Cinema.

Hhaha. We watched Dreamgirls. After a long wait in hte food counter. I waited for SanLu tapos we sat. And then there're these evil btiches who hit me with their bags as I was passing through to their seat. May evil stare pa. First of all, I said excuse me and sorry. And next of all, I wasn't doing anything other than blocking their way for like about 10 secs. Kaya bakit nila ako gaganyanin? I dunno with them, Siguro hindi lang natuto sa mga magulang or something. Oh well. The movie was great. great values too... racism, humility and other crap. Heheh. After some frustrated groups pic-ing. We went to McDo and ate and talked. I left na rin after. Haha! TAPOS, I GOT A NEW CD WALLET! Yay! Puno na kasi ang isa ko... HAHA!

Wow. Summer na...
ANg dami kong gagawin.
Haha!
- Read books
- Clean Hard Disk
- Clean Hardware
- Clean School stuff (Organize + Throw)
- Despedida ni Paul and Bday ni Francis @ EK
- Soiree
- FX Outing??
- Badminton training
- Rio Tinto
Hahha! Oh well. YEHEY!

Update:
Photos and Vid available na at my Multiply
http://dewe52.multiply.com

And BTW....
I just checked it out! I have Panic at the Disco's A Fever You Can't Sweat Out na....
My dad put it inside the CD wallet! YAY!
No wonder he asked if I like Panic better than MCR.
Hhaha... I said both! bakit isa lang!!?!?!??!