Although I want to do it again:
delusions of grandeur
Although I want to do it again:
never think at last
i can feel your heartbeat.
Nasaan ka man, magpakita ka na! :(( I need it na.
niyebe sa daan
Christmas
Kani-kanila lamang (sa katotohanan, hindi naman talagang kanina. hapon pa nga eh), ikinataka ko and mabilis na pagdilim ng alapaap.
Alas kwatro pa lang kasi.
Pasko na nga talaga.
Kung anu-ano na ang pinagkakaabalahan ko para sa Pasko--Starbucks planner, Christmas gifts, atbp--ngunit noon lang siya pumasok sa aking isipan. Pasko na pala.
Ngayon ko lang naramdaman ang pagdating ng panahong talagang hinihintay-hintay ko parati. Christmas spirit, ika nga.
Bakit kaya?
Sa pagtanda marahil. Tila nababawasan na ang kaligayahang nararamdaman ko sa paglipas ng bawat Pasko.
Noong bata pa ako, ang parati kong hinihintay ay ang pagpapasa-pasa ng mga regalo at ang pagbukas nito. Palagi kasing masaya. Sa pagbigay. Sa ngiti ng lahat ng mga tao. Sa pagbukas ng regalong hiniling ko/hindi ko inaasahan.
Ngayon, hindi ko na iyon hinihintay.
Marahil sa di-pagkakuntento? Hindi na kasi ganoon ka-exciting.
Sa pagtanda, maturity?
Para bang pilit nitong sinasabi: "Hoy! Tumanda ka nga! Sagutin mo ang tanong ko: what is the true meaning of Christmas?"
Corny pero totoo.
Iyan ang tanong na bumabagabag sa aking isip. Lalo na ngayong pilit kong ginagawa ang tila imposible. Lalo na ngayong watak-watak na ang isang maligayang tradisyon. Isang maalab na gunita. Isang masayang pamilya.
Alam mo, malapit na ang Disyembre, wala pa kaming Christmas decor dito sa bahay, wala pang Christmas tree. (Maliban lamang sa parol na nakasabit na noon-noon pa.)
Kaya siguro nalilimutan kong panahon na ng Kapaskuhan.
Saka ko lang ito naalala... noong naglalagay ng Christmas tree ang tutor ko sa bahay niya. Nainggit ako. Pero may pumukaw sa aking damdamin.
Nasiyahan ba.
Iyon yata ang 'saktong sandaling naalala kong magpapasko na.
Maligayang Pasko! :D
(Grabe naman... ang emo ko. Di kaya... ang tanda ko na!)
In other news, Christmas shopping today was a fail.
At least, I got ideas. :D
please reverse it.
Dream
Okay.
I fell asleep this afternoon, and I just had probably one of the most vivid dreams ever.
Consider this... I don't usually remember my dreams.
It was really taunting.
And it seemed so timely with what's happening at the moment.
How I just hated it. Every single moment of it.
No, it wasn't a nightmare.
At least, it reassured me of where I stand.
I am, after all, someone who knows when to put his foot down.
I know what to do now.
Well, I've mostly forgotten about it already. All I remember is what it's about. I just hate it.
in the...
RANDOM
This has got to be one of the most awesome... and one of the most not...
days of my life. :))
Here's how it goes.
I'm still very sick. I virtually went to the bathroom in every period to try and heal myself. I even puked out what i perceive is turon--thanks, dc! o.O
I was also having crazy ideas of going to Star City. You know what, I'm glad I didn't go through with it. Hahaha! Next Sat na! :D
Noli over Julius Caesar... any day! :P
Anyhow... the end of the day.
Mentoring was fun. Hahaha! We did an egg drop: and I made a new friend. 'Egg Wrap'
The egg survived! :D And we won chocolate!
I'm sorry, sore throat...I couldn't help myself.
The chocolate tasted like sex. hahaha!a
Of course, nakipag-unahan ako para sa branded. Twix. Toblerone. Kitkat. Cadbury. Haha!
Anyhow. I answered Sandugo's answer sheet thingy. Seems like I'm the only one who did it. Lol. At least, I tried. Hahaha! I want my incentive.
After which, FX. Hahaha! I won't say much on this na... except that I don't want another Pippin. Grrr! I am seriously going to freak. o.O
In other news... NAKAKAINIS! I wish I was eighteen. I wish I was more free.
Sigh. One day...
Back to topic.
After FX, we played tag. Lol.
Napahingal ako doon. But that was fun! Hahaha.
Then Stacey and I went to Starbucks. Ate dinner. Drank coffee.
Thank you Tisha for your smarts! Kundi, wala akong kasama/tagahatid/tagahawak ng bag sa Envy. Hahaha.
ENVY was fun. It was my first party ever. Hahaha.
Well... it would have been more fun if it didn't end early. Waaa. Sayang... it was just starting.
At least, bonding with the new fx members. hahaha.
Once again, David Archuleta. Grr. I got that twice.
I dunno... I don't think I look like him. I dunno what others see. haha!
Plus, I apparently sound like one of their friends. o.O
Anyhow... crazy night. I loved it.
Except for that sore ending I don't need to mention. :))
Hey... thanks peeps! I really enjoyed.
insinuations.
why? why do you always do that?
you've ruined my night.
thank you very much. o.O
my unfortunate...
well then... decode me
moonlight in paris
Okay. That was screwed. Wasn't it?
I went to the Regionals for the writing contest... part two of the first one I went to. Hahaha.
It was in Notre Dame.The place was pretty swell for a public school. Hahaha.
Anyhow. I woke up damn early! o.O
And I ate a full breakfast... the first time in like... i dunno. Haha!
I wore my contacts. :D
It's the first time I've ever worn contacts for a whole day. Lol!
What's fun was a lot of the people from the contest kept looking at my eyes. Haha! Dapt pala pinakitaan ko na rin ng smile! Lol.
So when we got there, all the student volunteers were greeting us in their barongs and sayas and stuff. hahaha! "Good Morning." "Welcome!" Big smile. Hahaha.
What's weird about their school is their name. Notre Dame.
They pronounce it as Notre Deym. Shouldn't it be Notre Dam like the church?
Anyhow. What's weirder is what they call themselves: Damers. Hahahaha!
Ang sagwa.
Just like their English.
Oh yes. Nanlait ako the whole day. Haha!
Ang sagwa kasi ng English nila eh! Super hard tagalog/fake English. I just kept repeating their bad pronunciation and laughing out loud. (Buti na lang Cheryl's English was great.)
Who's Cheryl? Cheryl Cosim. The ABS-CBN newscaster. She was the guest speaker.
Finally, a kapamilya.
Fast forward. We had a speaker. She's a writer from K (the kris aquino magazine) and some other mag. La lang. She was nice. Although... I fell asleep during her speech. (with contacts! =O ) I also met a Paulinian. Hehehe.
Then the contest...
I think I started and ended well enough. My title seemed interesting enough. But my body wasn't as nice as I wanted to. I think I never made a point. o.O
But somehow, I still have hopes of winning it. Hahaha.
Fast forward some more.
Read Noli. Read Julius. Kept dozing off. o.O
And also... Together with Huxley, we went--dareIsay--girl hunting. Hahahaha.
For his kakilala. Lol. And when we did find them, ayaw naman niyang lumapit. o.O
Lol.
I think I fell asleep on the ride home. Lol.
It was after the ride that I felt all drained out.
Went to FX peeps.
We went to Ash. I got myself a cup of Starbucks.
And I was lucky enough to get the free Starbucks receipt. Haha! Yehey!
I think I've become a coffee addict. Oh noes.
Is there such thing as caffeine anonymous? Hahaha.
We had some sort of meeting. o.O
Hahaha. Anyhow...
After what seemed hours of looking for a taxi, I got home.
Praise the Lord.
Anyhow... I got really, really, really dizzy.
I got home. Ate dinner. Watch some TV... fell asleep. Damn.
So I didn't get to do my homework. o.O
I was woken up at 5:30 am. And I somehow scrambled through.
What's funny is I still feel sleepy. o.O
However, by English period, I had this really throbbing headache. I couldn't concentrate on Julius. So I went to the infirmary... first time in the whole year. Hahaha!
What was pleasant on my way there was Ms. Julie Cruz of the Science department. She was on her way to Admin. And she saw me and was asking around. She was really nice and friendly. Hahaha. Something nice from the day. hehe.
Blah blah. Fast forward to dimissal.
I'm basically broke. :))
CJ, Germs (and later on, Karl) and I ate at T-boy.
I came back. Studied a bit.
Did my Chinese MT. Gahd! That was friggin hard. Ayoko na!
And now, I'm here with Germs. Blogging. In the IT lab. Haha!
how do i breathe
the planet
everytime you hold me
I didn't sing though as previously planned.
Although, I have to say, it was a highlight of my day. Haha!
Dead. (Just like last time) Good thing decided not to wear contacts.
why i am so interested in these things
british accent
melting blocks.
wala lang....
by Josh Lam (H3A), Stallion News Editor
With their strongest performance in recent history, the Stallion writers rose to second overall in the 15th Division Secondary Schools Press Conference (DSSPC).
In both English and Filipino, Xaverians competed with 21 other schools all over Pasig and San Juan in the following categories: editorial writing, news writing, sports writing, copy reading, and headline writing, photojournalism and features.
On the 22nd of September, sports writers and photojournalists gathered in Rizal High School to cover an exhibition volleyball game as part of the contest. For all other fields, students raced against an hour’s worth of time allotted for writing in the Brown Villa Complex of the La Immaculada Concepcion School, Pasig City on September 29.
Jose Cua (H4A), the highest individual scorer, topped the copy reading and headline writing events in English. For the editorial writing category in the English medium, Josh Lam (H3A), placed seventh, followed by Jose Cua, who placed tenth. Miguel de Jesus (H4B) also won seventh in the Filipino medium.
On the other hand, the best English news writer was Jose Cua who won first. Not far behind was Josh Lam who came in fourth in the same medium, and Martin Tee (H4B) who won second in the Filipino medium.
Photojournalists Andrew Chua (H4E) and Timothy Ong (H2B) placed second and eighth respectively in the Filipino medium while Huxley Yu (H3C) placed ninth in the English medium. For sports writing in English, Vinno Lee (H4E) grabbed second place. For editorial cartooning in Filipino, Miguel de Jesus ranked third while Eldridge Tan (H4A) ranked eighth.
All features writers entered in the English medium made it to the regionals: Jann Sy (H4B), placing second; Lancelot Yupingkun (H4B), placing third; Vinno Lee, placing tenth. Luis Marcelo (H3C) garnered fifth place in the same category for Filipino.
A limit of six students can be entered per category, having three per medium. A student may only participate in one medium in three categories at most.
the rabbit that stole my heart
More than what it was, I think Donnie really had some depth into him. He wasn't just the schizo he apparently seemed. There was something more in him. You could really feel--dare I say it--the love. It was burning. For his sister as she bade her goodbye with a last kiss. For his girlfriend when he looked into her eyes as she laid dead in the passenger seat. It really was heartbreaking. It was.
Definite Must Watch.