hopelessly devoted to you

Valentine's

the holiday for lovers. ugh.
don't you just wanna stab them at the back with those sharp things from cibo? ;)

anyhow. yesterday was the date.
and it kept me uneasy.

i was thinking a lot.
throughout the last 15 years, i didn't mind being single. but this year is different.

this year, it was lonely.
SAD nga talaga. Single Awareness Day.

longing. not wanting. longing.
i suddenly felt unsure of myself. i hate you, cupid.

shit, hormones.

my tutor is hillarious.

see, i was wearing a red shirt that day.

and she went:
"uy. nakapula! valentine's today ah! may date ka? may date ka siguro. sino? secret date ba?"

okaaaaaay.
i'm single, woman.

sigh. oh well.
to all hopeless romantics out there:

Jagged Edge - All Out Of Love lyrics {{VERSE:1}} I'm lying alone with my head on the phone Thinking of you till it hurts I know you hurt too but what else can we do Tormented and torn apart I wish I could carry your smile in my heart For times when my life seems so low It would make me believe what tomorrow can bring When today doesn't really know, doesn't really know {{CHORUS}} I'm all out of love, I'm so lost without you I know you were right, believing for so long I'm all out of love, what am I without you I can't be too late to say that I was so wrong {{VERSE:2}} I want you to come back and carry me home Away from these long, lonely nights I'm reaching for you, are you feeling it too? Does the feeling seem oh, so right? And what would you say if I called on you now? And said that I can't hold on? There's no easy way, it gets harder each day Please love me or I'll be gone, I'll be gone {{CHORUS}} I'm all out of love, I'm so lost without you I know you were right, believing for so long I'm all out of love, what am I without you I can't be too late to say that I was so wrong OoOooOoh, what are you thinking of What are you thinking of What are you thinking of What are you thinking of I'm all out of love, I'm so lost without you I know you were right, believing for so long I'm all out of love, what am I without you I can't be too late to say that I was so wrong {repeat 3x} Lyrics | Jagged Edge lyrics - All Out Of Love lyrics

Rocksteddy - Lagi Mo Na Lang Akong Dinededma lyrics Matagal ko ng gustong malaman mo Matagal ko ng itinatago-tago 'to Nahihiyang magsalita At umuurong aking dila Pwede bang bukas na Ipagpaliban muna natin 'to Dahil kumukuha lang ng tiyempo Upang sabihin sa iyo Mahal kita, pero 'di mo lang alam Mahal kita, pero 'di mo lang ramdam Mahal kita, kahit 'di mo na ako tinitignan Mahal kita, kahit 'di mo lang alam, ohwoh.. Matagal ko ng gustong sabihin 'to Matagal ko ng gustong aminin sa'yo Sandali, eto na At sasabihin ko na Ngayon na, mamaya O baka pwedeng bukas na Dahil kumukuha lang ng buwelo Upang sabihin sa iyo Mahal kita, pero 'di mo lang alam Mahal kita, pero 'di mo lang ramdam Mahal kita, kahit 'di mo na ako tinitignan Mahal kita, pero 'di mo lang alam, ohwoh.. Ngunit kumukuha lang ng tiyempo Upang sabihin sa iyo Mahal kita pero hindi mo lang alam Hindi mo alam kasi hindi mo naman ako tinitignan Ayaw mo naman itanong sa akin Kasi baka nga naman hindi naman ikaw At hindi ko rin naman sa'yo sasabihin Kasi ayoko pa sa ngayon na manligaw Mahal kita pero hindi nga lang halata Hindi halata kasi wala nga naman akong ginagawa Hindi ako kumikibo, hindi ako nagsasalita, wala! Pero hindi ako torpe Hindi ko lang talaga masabi sa'yo ng harapan Mahal kita pero dehins mo pa rin ramdam Hindi mo ko titignan, hindi rin kita titignan Lagi mo lang akong pakikiramdaman Lagi rin kitang pakikiramdaman At araw-araw tayong magdededmahan Hanggang sa tayo ay magkabistuhan Pero ngayong malapit nang matapos ang kanta ko Nais kong magkaalamanan na Nais kong ako na rin ang magsabi sayo ng harapan Kasi alam kong dun din naman ang tuloy nyan At dalawa rin lang naman ang posibleng sagot dyan, oo o hinde Kaya eto na sasabihin ko na para matapos na At hindi na magka-tsismisan pa Sasabihin ko na para wala nang problema At para hindi na rin kayong lahat nabibitin pa Mahal kita, pero 'di mo lang alam Mahal kita, pero 'di mo lang ramdam Mahal kita, kahit 'di mo na ako tinitignan Mahal kita, kahit lagi mo na lang akong dinededma Lyrics | Rocksteddy lyrics - Lagi Mo Na Lang Akong Dinededma lyrics